I woke up to the smell of breakfast. "Good morning" Rari said pouring syrup all over his pancakes. "Can i get a tooth brush" i asked Rari. My breath tasted like nothing but throw up and I had a headache up out of this world. He got up and went over to his dresser and pulled out shirt and a tooth brush. "A towel too" i added. He went to the closet and passed me a towel. I went into his bathroom before I shut the he said "Tell me if you need any company" he said smiling.. I rolled my eyes because Rari is such a damn flirt. I brushed my teeth first and than stepped in the shower. "Fuck" i said forgetting my rag. "Rari" i said yelling his name. "What do you want now girl" he said. "a Rag" i yelled. He knocked than entered the bathroom cracking the curtain. "Thank you" i said taking the rag. I washed my body and than stepped out the shower. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me. I wiped the mirror filled with steam. "Terra your food getting cold" Rari said. I walked out the bathroom filling out Rari shirt. It dead ass looked like a dress on my body. I walked towards the bed with my arms wrapped around my body. "When you done eating I'll take you home" he said. I nodded my head and ate in silence. I looked over at Rari and he was dying of laughter. "What is so funny?" I asked confused. "Trying to be cute and shit if your ass just don't eat normal" he said eating like he never ate before. "I'm not eating cute this is how I eat but whatever" I said rolling my eyes. "in slow motion yea alright" he said. "Okay Rari" I said. He got in my face "you mad ma" he said. "Nope and get out my face I got a headache" I said passing him my plate. "You better eat that shit we don't waste food around here" he said. "Fine I'll take it home" I said snatching my food back.

"You was so drunk last night you threw up on all your clothes even though you had me pissed off I still took care of your drunk ass" he hissed.

"How did I make you mad" I asked.

"Don't worry about it Ma I ain't stressing it you ready to go let me go get your clothes" he said leaving the room.

He came back with a bag full of fresh clothes. "I washed your clothes for you" he said. "Thank you Rari" I said taking the bag. I put my pants back on and slid my flip flops on. "You ready" he said. I nodded following him out the room. When we got downstairs his dad was on the couch. "Leaving so soon beautiful" he said showing his bright white teeth. "Yea" Rari answered for me. "Well nice having you here come back anytime you please" his dad said. "That's up to Rari" I said. Rari looked at me but I kept looking at his dad. "Forget his ass I said you can come i pay the bills" his dad said laughing. Rari rolled his eyes and we left. "What's your deal" I asked. "Nothing at all" he said opening his door. "I'm not getting in unless you tell me" I said leaning up again the car. "Stop being difficult and get your ass in the damn car Terra" he said. I rolled my eyes. "He likes man" he said. I really couldn't believe my ears because Rari dad is so fucking sexy. "So your mad for what reason" I said. "Mad at how he came out and how he handled the situation yes I am mad" Rari said. "How did he handle the situation " I asked. "Poorly now just get in the car so we can go" he said. I climbed in and he pulled off. "He like woman too" Rari said. "So he is bisexual" I said. Rari shrugged his shoulder's "of course mrs obvious" he said making a face. "Don't be smart just asking questions" I said. "I'm not being smart, he a grown man he can do whatever the fuck he wants its just my dad made me not like him when he left my mother for guy you know how insecure that made her feel It ran her crazy" he said. "She changed and when she was finally over it so many man came up to her telling her that they had slept with her high school sweetheart" he said added. "He killed my mom she died of a broken heart all he had to do was be honest my dad was and is a hoe and he puts on a good guy act he such a character" Rari said pulling up to my house. I grabbed my things "thank you for the ride home" I said. "No problem baby" Rari said flirting. I rolled my eyes and shut Rari door. I waved at him and he waved back pulling off.

I entered my dirty home. It looked like a tornado ran through the house. I put my things in my closet and went to the bathroom. I had to pee really bad. When i cut the bathroom light out i heard noises coming from my mothers room. I went closer to her door and heard whispering. "Moma" i said knocking lightly on the door. I heard some more mumbling than it got quiet. I stepped away from the door and i heard a loud scream. "Moma" i said busting through the door. There was three man. I just knew i walked into trouble.

"Terra close the door" my moma said. "Thats your babygirl" the dude with long dreads said. He leaned off my mom. "No thats my baby girl" my mom said. He went into his pocket and pulled out a baggy filled with white substance. He flashed it in her face and my mother eyes grew wide. "Its all yours" he said to my mom. She grabbed at it. He pulled back. "Only if i can have her" he said licking his tongue my way. My eyes started to water. I backed up to the door. "You dont want her you got me baby" my mom pleaded. He started to put the drugs back into his pocket. "Give me a second with my daughter" my moma said. He nodded. My mom walked over to me and pulled me out the room into the hallway. She touched my cheek with them crunchy long fingers. I started to cry instantly. "Terra stop crying you are a big girl do this one favor for mommy" she said. "How could you" i said looking this woman in her eyes I don't know who she is for real now."Just go in there and open it for him okay make him feel real good okay baby" she said pushing my hair behind my ears. "You need help" I pleaded. "Look you fat bitch you fuck this up for me ill kill you my damn self i need a fix and your my only option dont fuck up" she said with her hands around my throat. She let me go and I gasped for air.

I stared in the eyes of a hatred woman. Never in a million years will i ever hink to hear my mother say those words to me. "Your selling your daughter for drugs" i said.

Than the door swung open. "Here I'm tired of waiting" he said throwing the drugs to my mom. She ran to them like a damn dog would for food. I looked at her in disgust. I attempted to leave but he grabbed me and threw me to the bed"Where you think you going you gotta 10,000$ debt to clean up" the man said trying to hold me down. "Let me go" i said pulling from me. I looked at my mom in the corner who could barley keep her eyes open. I looked at her with begging eyes. I looked at him with begging eyes. He grabbed me again and i started to fight. "Stop fighting it" he yelled as he threw me to the bed. I kicked at him. He punched me in my face hard ass fuck. My lip bled instantly. I kept fighting. I faught till i couldnt fight no more. He thrusted into me hard ass hell. I couldnt scream or anything i was numb to the pain. I looked him in his face because im never going to forget his face. It felt like it lasted for ever even though it probably didn't last that long. When he was done he came on my thighs. He put his disappointment back in his pants and before he left he spoke"she wasn't shit from the start you knew that" than he slammed the door. I couldnt move i was stuck. I was sold, beat and raped. He stole my virginity. I felt so hopeless. I crawled out of the bed. My thighs had spots of blood and nut on them. I was bleeding straight from my private area. I couldnt feel my face nor legs. I heard a knock at the door. I tried my hardest to talk but I couldn't speak.

"Terra what the fuck" i heard my brother Chris say before I passed out.