I skipped school for two days because of how my face looked. Today was the first day i was back in school. After school i went job hunting It was time for a change. I wanted to look worth something. On every application i filled out i had to give them China number, because i didnt have phone. I caught the bus back home before it was to late. I had alot of missing work to catch up on and I didn't want to be up all night. Once I made it home i heard loud music. The door was unlocked and when I walked it smelled like nothing but weed. I took my shoes and backpack off and put my things in my closet. I pulled out a pair of aeropostal jogging pants China gave me and t shirt. I closed my closet door back and made my way to the bathroom. "Damn my bad" i heard a voice say. "Rari" i said looking at him face to face. He smiled "wassup" he said. "Nothing about to shower" i said. I looked and seen my Chris looking dead at me and Rari. My brother shook his head and put his gun under his matress. "Anyways see you when you get out the shower" he Rari said. "No i dont think thats a good idea nikki dont like me talking or being around you" i said to him remembering that ass beating from about three days ago. "You gotta learn how to defend youself" he said to me walking away. I took a heavy breathe and let it out, closing the bathroom door. I started the shower. I took my clothes off and got in the shower. I grabbed the soaped and washed up. I rinsed off than got out before someone complained about the hot water being gone. I grabbed my towel and dried off. Once fully dry. I put on my nights cloths and headed straight for the couch.

I opened up my backpack and pulled out my ipod i won freshman year at school. It was an old ass ipod but China kept me up to date with all the new music. I played one of my favorite songs. Treat me like somebody by Tink. It was my shit. I let the song flow through my head phones as I did my homework. I was singing to the song and looked up and Rari was right there standing over me. I was shook ass fuck i grabbed my chest and yanked my headphones out my ears. "stop popping up on me" i said. "Your brother told me what happened nikki did to you"he said looking mad. "Should of just asked me but i thought you knew since you tried to throw that you need to learn how to defend yourself up in my face" i said. "I was just being honest you was covering it up missing school and shit. I been watching you for a while and you let people run over you ma thats why i said it and where the hell nikki at anyways" he said. "You dont keep a leash on your bitch and im good I don't need your help" i shot at him. "You seem upset ill fuck with you some other time" he said walking away.

I instantly felt bad Rari is literally the only person who is nice to me and i blowed him off. "Fuck" i said under my breathe. Nikki came in looking guilty ass hell. Than out of nowhere we heard cussing and a little yelling. Then a big ass boom that made me jump up to see what was going on. Chris knocked on the door. Rari swung it open in one quick motion and stormed out the front door. Nikki ran after him. She was cussing calling him names than she let bitch roll off her tongue and Rari went off. He was all in her face and everything. Basically ready to beat her ass. "You all bad and shit huh do me like you did your own blood" he said choking her. Chris grabbed him and pushed him back "Come on chill" he said. Hakeem Kayla boyfriend grabbed Nikki holding her back "You a bitch Nikki fuck you" Rari said getting in his car driving off. She walked her mad ass back in the house and broke down crying. She threw her iphone across the floor. It shattered instantly. "Man moma gone be pissed about her fucking bathroom wall" my brother said. "Shut up damn" my sister yelled "just shut the fuck up ill pay for it" she said. "Dumb ass" Chris said. "You a dumb ass why was he here anyways" she said getting up from the chair. "He was looking for your stupid ass see this what happens when you think you single in a relationship now your ass crying" he said yelling. "you and Rari ass gone fix that shit cause im not so you need a phone to call him on since you want to throw shit" Chris added. "No im fixing it theres no me and him nomore we done" she said throwing her hands up.

"Like i said get the wall fixed dont care who do it but its between the two of y'all" Chris said. "Moma crackheaded ass aint gone give no fuck anyways and i aint giving her ass no money so she can shoot it up her veins fuck that" my nikki said.

"Watch your mouth" my brother said. "You act like nobody knew shit the whole hood knows everybody fucking knows and if you dont you goofy ass hell open up your eyes" nikki said.

Well I didn't know. My mother was on drugs. I never paid attention to her that much.

"You a real bitch" my Chris said. With that being said my brother made me sleep in his room with him while hakeem took the couch tonight. I walked in my brother room taking my cover and pillow. "here you can have the bed" he said. "No its your bed" i said. "You good Terra its yours tonight" he said cutting the light off.

I snuggled under the cover and soon drifted to sleep. After i found my self getting rest i felt someone tapping my shoulder and whrispering my name. I opened my eyes and seen it was my brother with his phone light. "You hear that someone in the house" he said whispering. I nodded and eased up off the bed. My brother grabbed his gun and slightly opened the door.

He walked through the hall first and i followed close behind him. I didn't hear no burglar I heard moaning.

"The fuck" i heard my brother said as he flicked the lights on and what i saw blew my mind. My sister was on top of hakeem riding him like there was no tomorrow. She jumped up when she saw the light flick on. He had the gun pointing at a naked nikki and Hakeem. "You gross as hell nikki and hakeem get the fuck out my nigga you disrespecting and if i wasnt so tired ill beat yo ass my and when you leave take her trashy ass with you" my brother said.

Hakeem looked dumb founded.

Nikki shrugged her shoulders not giving a fuck about what just happened. She went in her room and shut the door. My thing is Hakeem is your best friend boyfriend they been together for some years and you just had sex with him like Nikki don't you feel any remorse.

I went back and laid down. This was to much in one night. I couldn't wait for school tomorrow so I could tell China all this tea.