The sound of my alarm woke me up at 9 in the morning. I was feeling very tired last night so I've decided to go back to bed right after I performed Fajr prayer. I groaned, rolled out of bed and made my way into the bathroom.

Justin had promised me and we're gonna be spending our time together at the Kashmir Park. I didn't know exactly why he changed his mind to meet up at the Kashmir Park instead of the Sakarya Park where we always meet up.

The park was a little far away from my home so I guess I'll have to take my bike with me to the park today.

I took out my purple blouse then slipped on a pair of dark jeans. I was eyeing the necklace around my neck, twisting the letter 'J' for a few seconds before wrapping a black hijab neatly around my head.

I got out of the house and began making my way towards the park, riding my bike. It will take me 20 minutes to get to the Kashmir Park from my house.

I got out of Steve's house early in the morning because I've made a promise to Camila that we're gonna be spending our time together for today.

I was driving anxiously and all sorts of negative thoughts popped up in my head every time I recall that dream that I had about her last night. IT FELT SO REAL!?

This love is important to me and she means the world to me. I don't wanna lose her, not right today, not tomorrow and definitely not forever.

If that nightmare was some kind of a sign or maybe it's fate. Or maybe I was just getting a hunch, is that what it was? GOD! I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!?

I was praying the whole god damn time until I finally reached the park. I parked my car by the roadside and headed straight towards the park.

The park was filled with crowds although it was still early in the morning. There were adults jogging with their partners, children surrounding a clown who was holding a bunch of balloons in his hands and also the sound of the melody from the ice cream van. Everything seemed so fine but I couldn't help myself but feeling that something bad is about to happen.

When I reached halfway through the park, I stopped and dug out my phone from my back pocket, dialling Steve's number on the spot. I've decided to call him just in case if anything happens to Camila or me.

I didn't actually care anymore what's gonna happen to me. I just wanted to keep her safe. I've made a promise to her that she'll be safe as long as I'm here and not about to break that promise.

"Hey man. Where are you?" I asked when he answered on the second ring.

"I'm at home. What's up, bro?"

"I don't know. I got a bad feeling about this. Can you please come to the park?" I felt my eyebrows plunging into a frown as I began to sweat for thinking too much about this mess.

"I got you, man. I'll be right there." he said.

"Thanks. I'll see you later." I said and quickly hang up on him as I saw Camila walking towards me with an innocent smile on her face.

She was just too beautiful and too fragile. I don't deserve her and I know that but I wouldn't make the choice to leave even if I had to. She's mine and I'm hers. That's all that matters.

The moment I was making my way towards her, I actually realized something. That purple blouse and dark jeans also the black hijab she wore on her head were the exact same clothes that she was wearing in my dream last night.

From that point, I couldn't think clearly anymore as all I ever think about was her safety. If the dream I had last night was a true sign of today's tragedy, I've got to stop it before it's too late. I'M NOT LOSING HER!?

I picked up the pace and walked faster towards her, each footstep scattering stones as it hit the ground and sinking in like I was running in sand, each step pulling me down a little before I could spring forward to get to her.

When we got closer to each other, I opened my arms out and preparing myself to pull her into my arms. I couldn't care less about anything anymore. She doesn't know what's going on right now and about the dream I had last night. This is not happening to her. I'm not gonna let that happened.

We finally reunited at the centre of the park and I quickly pulled her into my arms. She didn't push me away or try to protest, she just let our bodies touched as I put one hand behind her neck and snuggled my head in her neck, tears began to form around the corner of my eyes.

"Are you okay?" I asked her, still holding her tightly in my arms.

"Of course I'm okay." I could feel her nodding her head although I didn't see her doing it.

I pulled away, cupped her face with both of my hands and our eyes met. I stroked her cheeks with my thumbs a couple of times before asking once more for confirmation.

"Are you sure, baby?" I asked again, wouldn't want to leave my eyes of hers.

"I'm okay." she said then her eyebrows plunged into a confusing frown and she nodded one more time to reassure me that she was okay.

"What's wrong? Is everything okay?" she asked, still confused with my sudden worries.

"Nothing, babe. I was just worried because I had a..." that exact moment when I my eyes somehow landed on a familiar looking man who was standing behind her from afar. He was wearing a pair of sunglasses and dressed in all black. It's the man from the park who was stalking us. OH MY GOD!?

"What's wrong? What is it? Tell me." she asked but I ignored her questions completely as I was focusing on the man who was watching us.

Out of the blue, he pulled out a gun from his jacket and started pointing it towards us. Everything around me has come to a silent and the only sound familiar to me was the quickening beat of my own heart, which felt as though it was about to come through my chest. THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!?

"Justin?" I heard her voice calling my name but it was no use. She tried to bring me back but I got sink into a very deep and pitch black hole when my mind began imagining the possibilities that could happen.