camarijacobs: I only come here when bad thing happen it seems.

A few days before we wrapped on season 1 of Supergirl in Vancouver, Addilyn and I got in a huge fight over practically nothing. We hadn't seen each other the entire time I was there, despite her not filming at all and me very little. I had asked her why, and she got mad and started yelling, which led to a huge fight between us; our first one ever. I left her apartment crying, and she didn't even seem affected by it. We had kept up appearances online for a large number of reasons.

That was the night that I received the phone call about my dad. I hadn't even made it back to my hotel room yet, and I was told that he had killed himself. It later turned out to be murder, but I didn't know that until a few days later when I was able to fly down. I didn't have my medication or Brendon to calm me down, so that flight really didn't end well.

The pain of what happened between Brendon and I never went away either. I had kept it to myself, in order to keep a decent public appearance. All three of these things finally drove me to the edge, when I called Brendon. He flew all the way from LA, just to make sure I was alright. Tom was there within 20 minutes of me calling Brendon, but Bren probably told them.

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[Private Message from: addilyn.harris]

What the fuck Cam?! Why did you tell the whole fucking world about our fight?!?!?!??!?! That was none of your business to tell, especially without consulting me. How do you think that that was ok?!?!

Do me a favor, and not contact me again. Forget I even existed.

Fine, whatever.

But just so you know, I was 1/2 of that fight, so I have a right to tell whoever I goddamn please.

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