《The Devil I Love | Jikook Smut |》Chapter 25: Clingy
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Jimin remained over Jungkook's body in minutes that felt like an eternal bliss. Closing his eyes and catching his breath as Jungkook didn't know what to say now. It was then when he noticed that all the conversations they shared over the phone had to do with teasing and sex. Jungkook was catching his own breath and thinking of what to say, but then he noticed Jimin raising his head and guiding his hands up to remove the collar along with the leash after.
"N-Now... we're done..." Jimin mentioned and threw off the collar along with the leash to the side as he then ran his gentle hands along Jungkook's neck and kept them in place as he looked at the young man.
"You're very affectionate... even after getting what we both wanted, you cling onto me like this," Jungkook whispered and looked Jimin in the eyes as his own hands remained over the bed. Not touching him at all. "What goes on in that little mind of yours?"
"Wouldn't you like to know~" Jimin whispered and slid his hands down to fix Jungkook's hands to plant over his rear gently. "What's wrong with me being this affectionate with you? You don't like it?"
"There's nothing wrong with it... I'm just... a little confused..." Jungkook mentioned while Jimin pressed his head against the younger's head and smiled.
"What's there to be confused about? Maybe I can sort out that mind of yours again~" Jimin whispered and softly kissed him on the lips carefully before pulling back slightly and cupping his face into his small hands. "Do you think... we can't behave like this? You kissed me against the bed while we shared such a passionate moment... couldn't you do it even after?" Jimin whispered and watched as Jungkook finally raised his hand up to Jimin's face to hold him still before locking lips with him again.
Now, Jimin no longer had the taste of his strawberry chapstick over his lips. However, Jungkook didn't care. He continued to kiss Jimin until the thought of not having this moment again fled across his vast mind decorated with Jimin. Yet, he didn't wish to let it go now and hoped to ask Jimin if there will be a next time so he wouldn't treat the rest as if it's their last.
"Jimin..." Jungkook whispered and ran the older's hair back. Actually realizing that he kept on the black wig since it was set into the cap he wore underneath it. Knowing how Jimin had to sneak back into his penthouse without getting caught, he had no other choice but to keep it on. On the bright side, it was placed on well so Jimin wouldn't lose the wig so easily.
"Talk to me~"
"Will this be the last time...? Tell me so I wouldn't have to wonder about the next one," Jungkook added and continued to look Jimin in the eyes and caress his soft skin in the red light. "And tell me if this is something... just to sort out my mind..."
"I..." Jimin was speechless as he pressed his face against Jungkook's soft hand cupping his cheek. Thinking of the answer he knew before but lost it once Jungkook asked. "I know for sure I want to keep you... I want to see you again and I want to feel you... I'm being honest here. I do want to see you again and I don't want this feeling to end tonight. We'll keep in touch, won't we? We could still do this with nothing else, right? Is that okay with you?"
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Jungkook processed what Jimin said. Hearing his thoughts on it and longing to keep in touch for this very reason. Jimin knew if he had Jungkook closer as if they were in a relationship, he would have to risk letting him in on many things he kept hidden from the world and would fear losing him. But for starters, Jimin wasn't sure if he could commit to Jungkook. On the other hand, all he knew was that Jungkook made him happy when he was really suffering. This alone left Jimin to become clingy towards the man even when he saw him in the bathroom at the nightclub. Jimin wanted to be the only thought in Jungkook's mind and he was determined to stay that way in order to keep the younger in his life.
With the pain of his depression haunting him everyday and making him feel horrible about himself every waking moment, the second he met Jungkook was different. Keeping Jungkook in his life would fight off his depressive thoughts and pains of his past. Also, keep him in a way that he doesn't learn about the devil's true suffering. That way, Jungkook wouldn't leave him at all and he would stay. At least, that's what Jimin believed.
"I guess so..." Jungkook replied and slid his hands down to hold onto Jimin's small shoulders. "Then... this is what we are. We touch and get affectionate with nothing else attached. So I guess our relationship is a special one... isn't it?" Jungkook asked. He already knew Jimin's answer but became curious about why Jimin longed to keep him this way. It wasn't like he was dying to know his secrets so, he respected his words, but he couldn't help but to become curious as to why a famous idol like him desired this photographer from the very beginning. Jungkook was unaware of how free and happy he made Jimin feel.
"A special one... I like the sound of that... better than saying 'fuck buddies', hm?" Jimin whispered and buried his face against Jungkook's neck. Smiling to himself as he realized that this wasn't going to be the end and that he was going to keep the young man in his life longer. Maybe that happiness will turn into something more and maybe this special relationship might turn into a real relationship. Until then, Jimin had to face his own issues and find out when would be a good time to open up to Jungkook. So, he had to see if the young man was willing to stay first before anything else that came after that.
"When should I take you back?" Jungkook wondered and ran his fingers through Jimin's wig before smiling to himself. "I'm so tempted to take this off of you..."
"Ah- Don't!" Jimin replied into a giggle and held Jungkook's hands before sliding them down to set them over his own exposed back carefully. "Don't take me back yet..."
"Those giggles sound so innocent... but then you move my hands to touch you in places that go against that act of yours..." Jungkook whispered and caressed Jimin's soft skin underneath his hands. "Why shouldn't I take you back?"
"I don't want this night to end... please don't make it end so soon..." Jimin whispered and wrapped his arms around the younger man. "Wouldn't you like to stay like this for a bit longer?" Jimin continued and closed his eyes over Jungkook's chest. "We don't have to say anything... we could just stay like this..."
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"Fine... but remember, I can't take you back in broad daylight.. okay?" Jungkook asked. Instantly feeling Jimin nod his head abruptly. "He must be very lonely," the young photographer thought in his head. Unaware that tonight was going to be the first night Jimin didn't have to cry himself to sleep.
In Jungkook's eyes, he saw the loneliest celebrity in his arms. Lying to the world about his angelic act when in reality he was the exact opposite. Naughty and tempting every moment towards Jungkook but also clingy and affectionate. Jimin didn't want the night to end and luckily for Jungkook, he took this time and managed to clear his own mind up. This was only natural to hold and touch someone that was in a 'sex-only' relationship. So, he managed to differentiate his feelings between Yoongi and Jimin. Knowing well that he didn't know Jimin enough to say that he wanted him more than just fuck buddies... but for Yoongi, he hoped to pave it into something so much more. But would that be possible when his mind only revolves around Jimin?
Jungkook knew something deep down inside him wanted to keep what he had with Jimin. It was the attention he craved after being alone for so long... but then his mind held onto Yoongi in a sense of stability like always. So, Jungkook managed to clear his mind up enough to finally hold Jimin over his body and escape the thought of being alone for the night.
Eventually, Jungkook woke up around three in the early morning to the sound of Jimin's phone vibrating on the ground. His eyes opened in the room that was no longer engulfed in the red lighting as he finally reached over to the lamp and switched it on by the switch on the base. The dimmed light filled the room slightly as he looked down to see that Jimin was still sleeping on his chest. Keeping his arms wrapped around his torso while he slept as if he never had a peaceful rest once the sun goes down. All Jungkook saw in his eyes was a tired soul. The young man just didn't know much since he knew nothing more in order to pity him at all and just shrugged the thought.
"For someone who only wants to keep it as a special relationship, he really doesn't know how to differentiate it from being a lot closer than that..." Jungkook thought and slowly tried to move Jimin off without waking him. "Being a lonely idol must be exhausting."
Jungkook went on in his head before he freed himself from Jimin's grasps and got up to pick up Jimin's phone. Who could be calling the young man at three in the morning when the sun was barely even out? Jungkook tilted his head and assumed it must have been Jimin's manager, so he picked up the phone and out of respect for Jimin's property, he didn't even dare to check the screen and set it face down on the bedside table.
"Jimin..." Jungkook called out and leaned over to tap onto Jimin's shoulder in hopes of waking him up, but he felt bad the more he tried to awaken the little devil. Jungkook then ran his hand down Jimin's face and stopped at the center of his chin; holding onto it softly and pointing it up in his direction. Instantly, Jimin woke up so suddenly as if he was afraid the moment Jungkook did that.
"N-NO- Oh...." Jimin stopped himself as he let out a sharp breath instantly, looking away from Jungkook so suddenly after a wave of embarrassment overcame him. "Oh... I'm sorry..." Jimin apologized instantly and sat up as he looked at the concern that gleamed in Jungkook's curious gaze.
"Are you... okay?" Jungkook wondered, but Jimin only made an assuring smile over his shaking hands and pale skin; continuing to look away from the man. "A nightmare?"
"Yes... y-yes... of course..." Jimin answered and stuttered over his own words as he rubbed his eyes right after. "What time is it...?"
"It's three in the morning, and I woke up to your phone vibrating–but, don't worry, I didn't check your phone or anything. It's right there. And since I'm up and since the sun still has yet to rise, I was thinking we should get going by now."
"Of course..." Jimin whispered to himself and reached over to his phone while Jungkook finally got up and began to gather his clothes while giving Jimin the privacy of checking who it was.
Jimin's eyes fixed over the screen as it turned on. Instantly, his eyes met with calls from Namjoon and even calls from the director himself. However, calls from the Director were more than the many times Namjoon called. Jimin's blood went cold in seconds as he also received a few text messages from the Director as well.
Jimin read it off the notification panel on the lock screen in order to keep the messages set on delivered.
Jimin instantly became overwhelmed with a wave of disgust crashing onto the shore in his mind. He quickly looked away from his phone and set it onto the bed carefully and fought back the tears that threatened to fall from the messages from his Director. The feeling of being locked up never seemed to leave him even when he slept on the same bed with Jungkook. Jimin let out an exhale and tried to dry his eyes from the tears that did manage to escape before Jungkook would catch onto it and ask about it. It was too soon for him to tell Jungkook anything about this.
"Jimin, do you need to take a shower before we go? There's a good shower in the bathroom here..." Jungkook mentioned as he was scrolling through his phone, distracted and not noticing the tears on Jimin's face. Within seconds, Jimin suddenly locked his arms around Jungkook's body from the back as they sat over the bed and tried to smile through the thoughts of those text messages from Director Sung. Jimin became very clingy towards the young man in hopes of cheering himself up at that very moment.
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