《The Devil I Love | Jikook Smut |》Chapter 16: Lonely~
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"Yeah, that would be great," Jungkook's response was slightly delayed as he began to wonder why Jimin continued to surface in his mind.
He listened to the printer as it printed out the orders Yoongi was working on. Nothing else was added onto the conversation so, after that, Yoongi eventually walked out of the printing room with the photos he needed slipped into a big orange envelope.
On the other hand, Jungkook's head blocked Yoongi out and only kept Jimin in. He didn't know why he was lost in the clouds when it came to the lovely model, but just figured that he was feeling lonely at a moment like this. Jungkook pressed his body against the office chair and looked at Yoongi walking back to his desk through the surveillance footage. Wondering why it was so difficult to think of his crush when he was so crazy about him before. Did it have something to do with the way he touched Jimin just yesterday or was it something about the way Yoongi kept denying Jungkook and calling him a brother? Whatever it was, Jungkook just wanted it to be temporary since he felt as if his life was not in order at the moment.
Eventually, Yoongi and Taehyung left Jungkook alone as the day came to an end. Jungkook however, remained in the surveillance room as he looked at the monitor. Contemplating on watching the video once again. Of course he had plans to contact Jimin, but he had to wait until he got home to do so since he left the slip right over his bedside table.
"I just need to get through this video and crop out the moment where we began and the moment we finished... this could take a while..." Jungkook thought to himself as he accessed the footage from yesterday through the date and found it within seconds. There, he clicked on it as it started when it was around midnight. Starting off on the beginning of the new day as it saved the ones from the night before.
After Jungkook skipped through the footage so carelessly, he suddenly stopped the moment Jimin was moaning softly as the younger was right above him, thrusting and making him press his head back. Instantly Jungkook grew red and turned his face away from the monitor once he paused it and covered his mouth.
"Fuck... this is so illegal...." Jungkook whispered to himself before letting out an exhale. As soon as he turned around to face the monitor he quickly looked away in embarrassment right after. "Why is this such a perfect shot?! I can see everything!" Jungkook spoke out loud in a way of scolding himself before setting the mark back until he caught onto the part where Jimin finished his last pose. Avoiding on adding the part where Jimin took his 'personal' photos. There, Jungkook began to crop the video.
While he skimmed through the video and watched as Jimin dragged his nails down the photographer's back in pleasure, Jungkook avoided thinking too much about it. He knew if he watched through it now, he would get too excited and would never get this done. But as he reached towards a certain point, he noticed the part where Jimin's exhausted stare focused onto the camera and made a soft smirk. Since he already knew Jungkook would have to look over the footage to delete this part, Jungkook felt tempted once more; looking at the way Jimin smirked with his breathless face stained into the young man's mind.
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Just the day before, Jungkook enjoyed hearing Jimin's soft moans and heavy breathing; his face was as red as a rose and his body was soft and comforting as he hugged it against his. Jungkook knew he shouldn't distract himself at this moment, but as he kept looking at Jimin, he couldn't help but to feel lonely once again. Jungkook played off the video to see Jimin gasping and kissing him. All the right parts that were enough to excite Jungkook, caused him to get hard as he watched further. It was as if he had no control over himself when it came to seeing Jimin this way. Was it just the absence of no one being in his life to share such a passionate moment? Or was Jungkook only lonely when he gazed upon Jimin's face? These were the things that confused him the most.
The young photographer closed his eyes and pressed his head down as he kept listening to Jimin try his best to conceal his louder moans. It was as if he could see Jimin underneath him like before. His memory of it was sharp and the sensation returned to him. With the help of the audio playing out on the footage, Jungkook could already envision the day before perfectly.
"Jimin..." Jungkook huffed to himself as he already had his hand teasing along his boner where his pants were the only thing standing in the way. He felt weak and thought that he would get over this without feeling the same way, but he was wrong once again.
His hand slipped down his pants; he unbuttoned and unzipped it almost instantly. Lowering his jeans and underwear down slightly so he could keep his pants on halfway, but the rest exposed so he could fondle himself at the memory he wanted to keep. It wasn't that he had some sort of attraction towards Jimin's body or anything, it was just the raw feeling of not being alone that he craved. Surely, a lonely man like him just wanted to treasure the only time he had someone close enough for such a warm and passionate moment. Jungkook just didn't want to feel lonely again today.
All of Jimin's breathless cries echoed in Jungkook's thoughts. He kept his right hand locked against his length and stroked it upwards. Jerking himself off to the whimpers Jimin tried to hold back as the younger finally looked up to see Jimin squirming underneath him in the footage. Oh, the many things he would do just to feel another soul against his body like that again. Jungkook bit the bottom of his own lip as his hand began to grow wet at the pre-cum that slid down his tip and his length.
Low growls assisted the moans Jimin tried to keep down in the video. Causing Jungkook to keep looking at the monitor as he kept jerking off. Keeping his memories as something he would refer to if he wanted to think of Jimin's face underneath him. Even if the cameras couldn't capture the color of Jimin's red face, Jungkook already had it embedded into his own thoughts.
"A-Ah... ah~" Jungkook moaned softly. Moving his hand faster as he set the mark back a little so he could see the moment he first went inside Jimin. Trying to reminisce the moment he hugged Jimin's body and felt him cling onto him so desperately at a moment they both were feeling alone.
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His fingers then slid up and teased his own slit to push him closer and closer to his climax as he kept watching. Just using his mind wasn't enough to get him closer, but with the footage, he was able to feel himself already trembling at the sensation of his touch and the video of Jimin turning his face away to moan to himself. The way Jimin held back on his loud moans only caused his entrance to grow tighter and that was the thought that made Jungkook feel like he was getting closer.
"Ngh... ugh... oh- Oh, Jimin..." Jungkook groaned roughly as he kept jerking off quicker. Slowing his hand gesture as it reached the tip in order to twist his wrist repeatedly and make it even tougher for him to take a while to cum. After all, Jungkook did want to get back home and talk to Jimin on the phone. There was no way that he planned on avoiding him at all.
As his hand continued to jerk himself off, he pressed his head back against the chair and continued to watch the way Jimin moved over the bed. Falling in sync with the younger's grinds and holding on tightly while they kissed passionately out of breath. Instantly, Jungkook slammed his hand against the table that held the monitor and breathed heavily. Listening to the pre-cum as it coated his own hand and caused his grip to loosen and go faster.
"A-Ah... ah..." Jungkook moaned softly. Biting onto his own lip as he closed his eyes and threw his head back. Wishing he could feel Jimin once more just so the two wouldn't have to feel so alone again. It was in Jimin's eyes that Jungkook just knew that they had something in common when it came to solitude.
Instantly, Jungkook's hips jolted and before he knew it, he came against his own hand and became breathless. He gasped and exhaled as his hips lowered against the chair and his heart raced. The heat raced to his red face as he closed his eyes and tried his best not to regret anything, but of course, he always tended to become ashamed of himself for doing things he wouldn't normally do. Again, Jungkook was never the type to crave someone like this and just knew that being alone for a long time had something to do with it.
"A-Ah... ah... oh... fuck..." Jungkook breathed heavily to himself before pausing the footage with his free hand and letting out a scoff. "Why can't I be normal?" Jungkook asked himself in his head before letting out an exhausted chuckle to himself. "Fuck, now I have to delete the footage of me doing this to myself tomorrow..." Jungkook hissed and looked up at the surveillance camera way above him that was just recording him at the moment. "I hate that thing..."
After two hours of processing the cropped footage and taking it out of the massive recording just to delete it all, Jungkook finally left the studio, remembering to lock the doors this time and head home where he would call Jimin after a long day. It was finally the evening where Jungkook managed to get him and take a quick shower. As soon as he was done, he only wore his underwear as he approached his own bed and found the slip just sitting on the bedside table. Waiting for him to call Jimin.
Jungkook was anxious to call Jimin. He wondered if Jimin was busy at a time like this since he had no idea if Jimin could still be working. All of those things Taehyung mentioned before about idols working very hard was what lingered on in Jungkook's head. So, he was expecting to be sent straight to voicemail if he called right now.
Simultaneously, Jimin had his head pressed against the bathtub rails. He tended to get into the bathtub in the evening, knowing well that Namjoon wouldn't be able to open those doors and interrupt him once he was clocked out. Jimin was alone at his own penthouse, thus leaving him to be alone with his thoughts. His phone was set on a small table right by his bathtub, without the silent mode on so he could hear his phone ring if Jungkook called him. After a long and rough day, Jimin wanted Jungkook to call him, but the more he waited, the more lonely he became.
"I'm so stupid..." Jimin whispered to himself and finally faced forward in his bath where the bubbles covered his body but his hands were latched onto the rails to support himself. "I'm so stupid... why would I even go into his office again? Knowing well that I wouldn't make it out of there without getting touched just once..." Jimin scolded himself softly and turned his face away where his eyes set onto his phone. "Today is the worst day, but I had worse... Jungkook not calling me doesn't add onto it, but if he calls me, that would make this horrible day better. I want to smile for once... I need to smile, I hate being so sad and miserable... I wish I didn't have this depression holding me back." Jimin thought to himself and closed his eyes. "I wish you could call me... distract me, make me smile... give me anything but the feeling of reminiscing on this pain I have... please, Jungkook..."
Jimin waited all day for his phone to ring but nothing came to his rescue. The thoughts of his director and dark memories attached to it tortured him all day and made him exhausted as he took his medication to make himself feel better, but that only made him feel like he was a dead man walking with just a fake smile pasted onto his face. After a while of thinking, Jimin closed his eyes and clung onto the railing of the bathtub. Suddenly, his phone finally began to ring and that was when his head sprung up and looked at the phone before he picked it up and noted that it was an unknown number. This had to be Jungkook, Jimin just knew it.
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