After the end of Jimin's photoshoot, Jungkook's team decided to order food to be delivered to the studio, but then be on their way once the food arrived. Jungkook wanted to stay with them and maybe drink, but the two seemed to have better plans for the night. Even if it was hours away from the sunset, Jungkook just knew that asking them again wouldn't do much for him. At times, he wished he could convince others just like Jimin did. But for some reason, he wanted to be alone for this very night.

"Hey, Jungkook!" Taehyung spoke up as everyone began to get ready to leave with just their takeout orders sitting at the front desk. "If you're still up for drinks tonight, I have cleared my schedule for you!" Taehyung carried a heartwarming smile over his face as he awaited an answer from Jungkook. But, the boss only sighed and remembered the canceled plans before reminding himself of Yoongi turning down the invitation.

"Ah... thanks, but I'll just be alone for the night. Besides, I have to look at some applications for a few people who applied recently," Jungkook replied. Looking Taehyung in the eyes before patting his shoulder carefully.

"Oh you suck, you're always alone every night! Let's hang out... you know I don't want you to drink alone... that's sad! We should go out tonight, just me and you! Besides, it will keep your mind off of... you know... Yoongi.." Taehyung's voice fell into a whisper and that left Jungkook only tilting his head and letting out a scoff.

"He just turned down this moment with us because he's busy... it's not like he rejected me or anything! I still have yet to ask him out on a date sometime, though."

"Well? What a better way than to ask him right now? He's in the studio space... no one else is here!"

"I... I appreciate your words of encouragement, but today I just don't feel like making a move right now. He hasn't been on my mind as much as he would today," Jungkook replied. It was almost as if he didn't have the words to explain it. Everything he just said, felt like it wasn't enough to explain further as to why he didn't want to push himself today. Yoongi was already busy, so the last thing he wanted was to hear Yoongi mention that he would be busy again on the day Jungkook chose as well. It was forever an unapproachable idea that was never put into action in the first place.

"On your mind... let me guess, was it the whole stress of Jimin's photoshoot or was it just Jimin on your mind all day?" Taehyung wondered and instantly, Jungkook let out a chuckle and shoved Taehyung playfully.

"You're too observant sometimes, Taehyung!" Jungkook said into a laugh and watched the older smile before playfully shoving him right after. "Don't worry about it... and I'll see you here tomorrow."

Jungkook concluded the conversation and eventually, he closed his studio for the day after his workers left and finally returned to his apartment. On his way home, he picked up a pack of cold and bitter soju just for the night. If he was in the mood to hang out with someone, he would let Taehyung know and they would be at a club by now. But, it was moments like these where Jungkook just wanted to feel alone like every night.

Lonely was he, the boy came home from a great day at work just to return to silence in his apartment. Of course, it was always like this and Jungkook was used to being alone. Yet, it would get to him when he least expects it. He would wonder why he had no luck in chasing after the one he admired, but then turn away from the idea that he was too nervous to try. So when he would come back home without another living soul to text or call, he would drown in the endless pit of silence.

For a successful photographer, he worked hard each and every day to get to where he was, he wasn't very social and spent his time working. Eventually, he only had Taehyung as a friend and no one else. That was the part Jungkook was concerned about. Surely, Yoongi adored his boss, but they never really formed a bond enough to be carried outside of work. So, Jungkook just knew he was just a boss to the one he admired. However, Taehyung was always happy to stick right by him and that was the greatest thing Jungkook could have at the time. A friend who understood how much work he put into his passion.

The young man dropped onto the couch and looked out to a window to his right. The day was still filled with endless possibilities and many adventures, but Jungkook only faced the small table before him that carried the bag of his delivered meal. He then popped the cap of the soju bottle open and began to eat.

Jungkook's lunch consisted of strips of grilled pork belly, a side of tangy, spicy, kimchi, and lettuce for the pork belly wraps. As Jungkook wrapped a juicy grilled strip of pork belly within the lettuce wrap with a bit of sliced scallions, he made sure he dipped it into the sauce on the side which was the sesame oil with a dash of salt.

The apartment was silent and he only listened to the sounds of the street right outside while he enjoyed his lunch. Hoping that if he starts drinking now, he can knock out early and wake up sometime around midnight with a hangover just so he wouldn't have to face it the very next morning before he went to work.

Just as he continued to drink and enjoy his meal, his mind that was always occupied with Yoongi, shifted towards the idea of Jimin further. He let out an exhale and held the cold bottle of soju in his hands before closing his eyes and pressing his head against the couch behind him since he sat alone on the ground while he ate.

"Get out of my head..." Jungkook whispered to himself before pointing his face up towards the ceiling. "You're not even going to see me ever again, why do I think about everything we did today as if it will matter by tomorrow?" Jungkook continued to question himself before drinking a bit more.

After a while, Jungkook was finished eating and was now sitting on the ground of his living room with the bottle in his hands. He rested his head against his kneecap and let out an exhale while he tried to sort his mind out carefully and slowly just to distract himself from the many drinks he had taken by now. Yet, he thought of Jimin and that seemed to help him out more.

Where could he begin thinking about the most gorgeous man that ever walked this earth? He couldn't help but to think back at those smiles and soft stares into his eyes that sent shivers down his own spine. Jimin made Jungkook believe they were only keeping things professional while in reality, Jimin was teasing him every second.

"I... I shouldn't think of you like this... especially when we'll never see each other again and... and when I'm so drunk right now..." Jungkook thought. Slowly opening his eyes and finding it in him to sit up and walk to bed with his second bottle of soju in his hands. "I... I want to lay down..."

Jungkook found his mind slipping after a while into drinking alone and by there, his face met with the pillow on his bed. He was able to hold off getting drunk and losing himself as he relied on the food to keep him sober, but after he finished, that allowed the alcohol to set in and now, he was completely drunk.

"I'm so lonely... ah, I could... no... I should have asked Yoongi out to drink for next Sunday! I... I'm... I'm such a nice guy to hang out with... I bet I'm so much... so much better than barney... Barney? Who... who's Barney?" Jungkook asked himself before laughing while he talked as if someone could hear him. But he was all alone and drunk. "I'm so much better than... than his friend! So much better... I can make him happy!" Jungkook continued to speak to himself before turning his body to face the ceiling and letting out a scoff. "Yoongi... Yoongi wouldn't want me... I bet he would hate to drink with his young boss... I bet he wants to keep things all professional! Lame.... He's so into his work... I should... I should text him and let him know how much I appreciate him!" Jungkook continued on and the moment he reached for his phone to unlock it, the browser was opened and on his searches were the pictures of Jimin he left open from before the photoshoot.

Jungkook was looking at the many professional photos Jimin had in other studios in hopes of inspiring himself before the photoshoot today. Completely forgetting to close off the window right after, but now, Jungkook scrolled through the pictures and instantly became distracted once again by the model himself.

The drunk man was silent as his eyes scattered at every picture of Jimin there was until he began to recall the way he teased just earlier today. The look in Jimin's eyes as he laid back down on the mattress and even touched the photographer's thigh before dragging it up, left Jungkook's drunk mind spinning. He had no idea what his lonely and drunk thoughts would take him next.

Suddenly, he began to grow hard at the sight of Jimin's photos and almost instantly, Jungkook didn't notice it until his right hand slid down instinctively to feel over the center of his crotch where a boner stood underneath.

"Ah... why... why do you do this to me..." Jungkook thought as he continued to look at the pictures of Jimin. He wasn't in the right state of mind, but oh how he longed for Jimin at that very moment he was lonely and intoxicated.

He unbuttoned his pants and pulled it down along with the waistband of his underwear until his long member sprung up. His face grew red at the feeling of his right hand sliding up his own length as his other hand carried the phone where the online pictures of Jimin remained. Carefully, his hand began to fondle his own member, sliding his hand up and down from the tip and down to where the side of his palm touched his balls. By there, Jungkook began to exhale sharply at the feeling as he kept jerking himself off to the thought of Jimin in his drunk mind.

"Mh~" Jungkook hummed in pleasure, pressing his head back as he let out another sharp breath. "A-Ah~ oh..." Jungkook groaned and within seconds, he dropped his phone alongside him and bit his lip from the idea while he continued to move his hand up and down the sides of his length.

He gave off short gasps as he moved his hand faster while the other hand was now gripping onto the white bedsheets underneath him. He wanted nothing other than Jimin to swarm his intoxicated mind. He pictured the sultry look in Jimin's eyes and could recall his soft and teasing tone to his voice that gave him goosebumps. He could have only hoped for more in this very moment.

"Mh- f-fuck...." groaned the man as his hips moved in sync with his hand gesture. His shaky breathing filled the room and his body grew hotter by the moment. He tended to give into his desires every once and a while but with alcohol, he couldn't contain himself at all. He wanted to touch himself to the thought of the model that teased him all morning to the afternoon.

The heels of his soles slowly slid up the mattress while his body twitched from his own thumb circulating around the wet slit of the tip. Making him huff and close his eyes tightly. At the moment his mind wasn't straight, he couldn't hear the regret pending to drop over his shoulder the moment he becomes sober, but for the moment, he couldn't care less and craved Jimin in a time when alcohol and the feeling of being alone didn't mix too well.

"A-Ah... ah... mh- J-Jimin..." Jungkook moaned into a deep growl in his voice until he felt his heart pounding and his body growing weaker by the moment. His breathing became heavy and his face was growing red. By now, he was reaching his climax so soon as he dared to move his hand slowly while it was already covered in his own pre-cum from moving it faster before.

As he slowed the movement of his hand, his chest sank and raised quickly while his hips continued to grind in sync with his hand gesture, teasing himself and jerking off until he felt himself cumming the next second.

"Ah-AH.... aha...oh Jimin..." Jungkook gasped as the tip of his cock twitched at the cum that shot out of his slit and gushed down the head of it. He became breathless so suddenly and his heart became the only thing he listened to while he closed his eyes and tried to capture his breath. "Ah... oh... oh no..." Jungkook whispered to himself and opened his eyes before facepalming with his hand that was tugging onto the bed sheets before. "I... I... did not... I didn't moan a celebrity's name..." Jungkook lied to himself before sliding his hand from his face, to his hair before rolling the bangs back and letting out a groan. "I fucking hate myself..."