warning: sad stuff in the first half

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The rain fell slightly harder today. Standing with her small amount of family and her two friends that were able to show. Upset wasn't exactly the feeling she felt in the moment as the rain glazed the casket as it lowered.

Fundy and George stood at her side, one with his head toward the ground. Fundy had his arm wrapped around Celaines small frame. Her father stood on the other side by himself. Celaine saw him crying but didn't say a word to the two boys that stood next to her.

The two boys..they didn't even know her father was standing a few feet away. All of their faces were covered by a simple mask. But Celaine knew he was there, she couldn't tell how hurt he was but she didn't know how hurt she was either.

Of course she knew this was coming, she knew since the phone call. Since the time she was diagnosed, it just never seem to get to her. Until she heard the priest that stood with them speak up, "would anyone like to say a few words? Now is the time to do so," she perched her head up.

Her eyes locked to her fathers as he began to talk, she felt a pain hollow in her chest as his voice cracked in between words.

"Mila, you were strong. The strongest there could've been. You took my only daughter and raised her as your own when I couldn't fill the shoes of a real man. I bettered myself for you and her, and you guys did an amazing job at raising her. Even if you aren't here I bet you got a cup of dutch brandy in your hand celebrating with her. May you rest in peace, you were the greatest mother in law i could've asked for."

Celaine felt a single tear fall from her eye, she looked around and noticed everyone in tears and that's when the truth set in. Looking up at the two who stood next of her their faces were filled with confusion and sorrow as they looked over at the broken man.

"I would like to say something," Celaine spoke up, her father looked at her as tears streamed down his face, only sharing a small smile before letting her begin.

"Oma. I don't know where i'd be without you, you were my rock, my person the only one i set out to be like when I was little, i hope you're proud of me, i hope you're proud of all of us."

She stopped when she felt her face get hot, her tears streamed faster than she had realized she took a step back, looked up at the sky and watch the rain pour, everyone lowered there head in silence before departing from the site.

Fundy took her in her embrace, he looked up to see her fathers mask lowered and a smile striped across his face, he shared the same smile and only held the girl as George stood in a state of shock.

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It had been two weeks, george and fundy stayed at her place now to keep her in check. Social media wondered where she was and the only time she really showed up was for the election on the smp where she was exiled along with tommy and wilbur.

Other than that, she only talked to the two boys who sat in her house with her, but today was the day that george decided to part ways. He saw her doing better and a smile on her face more than ever. Constantly reminding fundy to make sure she's okay, make sure she's eating, and overall make sure she felt like she was safe.

Fundy nodded, and watched as Celaine and him said their goodbyes before leaving. Celaine felt like something was missing but knew her oma wouldn't have wanted her to mourn over her loss. Instead when George left, she looked over at fundy.

"Wanna go on a ride?" she spoke up, fundy only looked over at her with a small smile. "I would love to celaine," he grabbed his keys and took her hand leading her out the door.

"Where do you wanna go?" he looked at her to see the smile he missed more than he could have realized. "The beach actually," she waited on the passenger side for him to unlock the door and as he did she jumped right into the seat.

"The beach?" he asked lowering himself into the car, he watched as she grabbed the aux. "Yeah, it's a place you go to feel.. what's the word?" she looked over at him and as he started the car he looked back up.

"Free? Relaxed? One with Earth?" he questioned, the girls face lived up. "Free is the word i was looking for," she responded as she opened her playlist. The car filled with the sounds of Mind Over Matter causing Fundy to smile just as bright.

"Good song choice," he mumbled the girl only smiled before looking at the road in front of her.

It seemed like an hour had passed when Ghost Town was beaming through the car, driving down the road Celaine had her head out of the car screaming the lyrics as Fundy kept his eyes on the road but laughing and smiling with the girl he had fallen so in love with.

"And nothing hurts anymore! I feel kinda free!" the girl screamed out the car. She lowered herself and looked at Fundy. The night sky taking his full attention as he drove.

"We are here," he said parking the car, they hadn't even realized the time as it neared three am. The two looking at the clock and looking back to one another, only laughing before they exited the car.

The nearing October winds taking in Celaines hair as she ran down to the beach. A large smile on her face, the look of a real meaning of free, alive. Fundy followed her down as she ran straight for the ocean.

Fully dressed she took the cold water as if it were the warmest feeling she had ever been met with. Fundy struggled as he entered the water but still followed her. "This has to be illegal," he quickly remarked as he met Celaine, standing waist deep in the water.

"It's not fun if it's not illegal," she replied, splashing the water towards him. "I guess you're right," he flinched as the cold water met his neck, but quickly splashed her back. The two finding themselves submerged in the water after only seconds of the water fight.

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Nearing sunrise they saw the sun peak through. "Life, it's beautiful," Celaine said as she stood in the waters, taking in the beautiful sight. Fundy did the same, moving closer to celaine.

Both their lips were purple but neither of them cared. In Celaines eyes this was the most alive she felt in years as if their was nothing holding her back. Nothing to bother her, or tear her down. Fundy, he felt in love. The kind of love you only feel once in a life time.

He looked over at her, she stared at the horizon. He couldn't even put his words together. But he didn't feel as if there were a better time then now to tell her. Even if he wasn't exactly sure if he would get a good response.

Celaine took notice of his stare and looked back up at him. He felt his face warm up as his eyes met hers.

"Celaine I know, I know you aren't in the best place. But I don't know how much longer I can keep this to myself, you .. you're .."

She smiled up at him. "Just say it," she remarked, watching as he second guessed his best decision, but he couldn't think about it anymore.

Grabbing her waist from under the water, he pulled her in. Hardly any space in between them. "Before I do this, i just want you to know i care about you, more than you could ever know, more than I can express."

Without realizing Celaine pulled him in, closing the space and locking lips with him. This was the only time where she let her heart make the decision not letting her difficult way of expressing feelings stop it.

She didn't let her cloaked heart stop her from finding the perfect moment, and this was the best if any. She couldn't find herself to pull away, but when she did. She watched as a smile grew on his face.

"It's you Celaine," he mumbled. "It's always been you Fundy," she replied.

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OKAY THE BEGINNING WAS SAD

I KNOW BUT LIKE

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i just couldn't find myself to write that stuff rn