-----------Benji's PoV-----------

When I woke up I was in my bed with a blanket over my naked body. I shivered and went to get up and almost automatically sat back down. God my ass hurt like hell. I ransacked my drawers. I pulled my hair a bit as the memories came back in waves. I couldn't take it, god how I couldn't take it. I pulled out some clothes and ran to the bathroom and looked at my self in the mirror. I looked more familiar that I should. I was pale I looked like death and my eyes were cold and dead. I covered in blood and semen, the only difference between then and now was it was my cum not other men's. I was ashamed, I hated feeling of cum and blood running down my leg.

I started the shower and got in almost burning my skin off from the heat of the water. I didn't care, I need to get it off. The touches the cum the thoughts the...fear. I rubbed my body till my skin was red and raw. Tears streaked down my face as I held back a sob. I could hear the moaning from the other room. My mate and newest rapist going at it like no tomorrow. He's making my mate yell and moan his name as in pleasure as I yell names in fear and pain. The old scare reopened, by one of the people I am supposed to love and trust the most. I sunk to the floor and let the sobs flow freely, like they will hear. I cry my heart out in the floor. I hear them stop meaning they're probably sleeping. I pull my self off the floor and dry off. I step out of the shower and pull on some black PJ pants and a sweatshirt. I walk to the bed and pull the blanket tightly around me. I shake and tremble till a restless sleep take over.

--------Luke's PoV--------

I roll my eyes as I hear Benjamin scrounge around in the kitchen. Most days I just wish that he wouldn't get up. My wolf walked around huffing in my head. This is the first time Hes been up in 2 or so months so I know what that means, he's close to heat. He got mad at me for rejecting and beating Benjamin. But god damnit don't give me two mates. I only want one not two, thats two times the work. Plus if one gets jealous and all that other drama I don't need in my life. I hear his feet run up the stairs and my body starts to heat up.

"Your fucking kidding me right" I mutter to myself. Jamie isn't here so I have none to help me with my heat. I thought I would have had more notice...he planned it. That sneaky wolf! He wants to mark Benjamin so he held it back till Jamie left. I could feel him take over. Everything went black. He had full control and I'm scared of what I may find when I come to.

By the time I did it was exactly what I thought. Benjamin was on the couch in his office out cold. His neck was bleeding and his ass leaked blood and semen. He was shaking and I was horrified. I may hate him as much as I saw posable, but, I rapped him. I would never wish that on anyone, I know what its like. I would rather be killed that rapped. I looked down at him, I couldn't leave him hear no matter how much I disliked him. I picked him up and walked to him room, I set him on the bed covering him and walking to the door. I looked back at him and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I hated those monsters, now I am one. Oh god, I can't think that way. I'm heat I didn't have control, yeah it's not my fault.

I hear the door close telling me that Jamie was home. I wiped my tears and walked down.

"Hello babe" He said kissing me

"Babe can you help me with something?" I ask holding him closer to me.

"What's up" he said tiling his head.

"Heat" I said with my breath picking up as he smiled.

"It would be my pleasure" He said grinding on me. My eyes darkened and Cyprus took control again. I came back to see Jamie asleep in my arms nuzzled safely in my arms. I kissed his head as he squirmed. His eyes flutter open.

"Morning babes" I said kissing him again. I couldn't the heat anymore. Thats weird, heats last like a week not a day. I shook it off and pulled Jamie up. He grumbled a bit lying back down.

"Aren't you hungry" I tempt him as he peeks as me. He nods and puts his arms out so I would pick him up. I grab him and head out of the room to the kitchen to make dinner. I pull out some pasta and boil it and pour some tomato sauce, cooked hamburger, cheese, and italian spices. I through all of that in another pot to make spaghetti. I pull out a loaf of bread and cut it adding some garlic butter and cheese to make garlic bread. I finish up and make two plates of spaghetti and garlic bread and we head out to the living room. I put on a movie and we eat.

I hear Benjamin coming down the stairs. He walked down into the kitchen taking the way farthest from me. I can't blame him there. Jamie turns his back to Benjamin as he looks over. He reaches for the fridge. His eyes fill with pain and he falls to his knees. Jamie turns to the noise and sees Benjamin. He shoots up and rushes over to him. Jamie falls next to him pulling Benjamins face up as he clutches his chest in pain.

"Benji, what's wrong babe?!" He asked hastily looking him over. Benjamin reaches out before his eyes roll back and he passes out with a silent scream. Jamie starts to cry and I hug him.

"GET HIM TO THE DOCTORS!" Jamie yells at me

"Where" I ask him scooping Benjamin up.

"Your pack house, this isn't something the covenant doctor can take care of. His eyes changed to red." ( I wanted them to end up at the pack house, I know that it makes no sense) Jamie said pushing me out the door and to my truck. He pushes me in and flings himself into the drivers seat ripping out of the driveway. This will be fun.