I try to ignore this

But I can't succeed

Your words are toxic

Spreading within

You gave me false hope

Now you brutally pull it away

You gave me a perfect vision

Only to transit into a nightmare

I know I can improve

And I do try to prove it

But you don't seem to see

Me bleeding in need

As I fall into disarray

Light or dark

Beauty or beast

I can't seem to catch

Your perfect fantasy

But I try

And I fail

And I bleed

But I stand again

So just make me soar

Or just bury me deep

Don't keep me within this neverending scene

Please