《Blind By Love》57. blind by love. part 2
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"Hana calm down... You need to relax... Or it will dangerous for you and your baby" her gynecologist said it was 20 minutes she try to check her condition but in hana's stubbornness she couldn't. She new hana and rahmaan as she was the one who ultrasound her first time and after that many times hana went to regular check up some time with rahmaan. So doctor knew them. she even told nurse to bring rahmaan but nurse said that rahmaan wasn't here so she have to do it by herself. She have to calm her down.
"I want my husband!" Hana shouted.
"Your husband will come! Now please calm down!" Doctor pleaded. She was scared for hana and her child.
"No! He left me! He again left me" hana screamed feeling immensely both pain her labour and her heart's aching.
"I will never leave you Jaan" she heard a loud voice. From door way and snap her head toward him. She blinked her eyes few times as she couldn't see clearly because of her blur vision.
Rahman ran toward her and held hand. She started breathing fast and this time her breath coming as relief seeing her husband.
He didn't leave me.
"You...you didn't left me?" She asked her voice barely came out.
"How could i left you when you needed me the most" he said cupping her face.
"Maan I'm...I'm sorry...pl.... please please don't leave me.... Nahi jee Sakti tumhare bina...main mar jaongi Maan.. (I can't live without you... I will die Maan)" hana cried out loudly. Rahmaan felt his eyes burning in happy tears. Finally he got to see his crazy hanu. Crazy for him. Who can't see anything except him. Who doesn't care about anything but him, not even in this condition where she was in pure agony.
"Shh... Your Maan is here... And I will never leave I promise" he kissed her forehead caressing her cheeks and felt her relaxed.
"Hana now you have to co-operate... You need to push" doctor yelled and rahmaan shot his head toward doctor.
He stare at everything in wide eyes and then at hana who's face twisted in pain.
"Hana come on! Push" doctor yelled and rahmaan felt hana squeeze his hand tightly. "Come on hanu" he encouraged her while she was trying.
"Hanu come on! Bring our baby in this world" he yelled in excitement and happiness. His face curved into a big grin.
"It's almost there! Push" doctor yelled.
"Yes! Hanu come on!" Rahman again yelled smiling and this time hana look at his face in anger.
"Your smiling! I'm in pain and your smiling!" She glared at him and clutching pillow with other hand. Rahmaan eyes widened.
"No! No jaan! I'm just too excited to see my baby" he said still smiling. Hana let go of his hand and slap him. He looked at her in shocked with wide eyes.
"Stop smiling! It's all because of you! I have to endure this pain and your smiling!" His smiled truly did wrong with her. At this moment she wanted rahmaan at this bed in her place.
"What I did?" He asked innocently. Still covering his cheeks with one hand.
"What you did?! First impregnate me and then make me suffer all this and then you dare to left me and now your asking what you did?!" She yelled and rahmaan shook his head while doctor hold her head.
"Sorry! I'm just too excited!" He said holding his ears.
"If you guys are done then can we bring your child in this world! Now it quite dangerous for your baby guys" doctor worried voice came.
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Hana and rahmaan Both come out of their fighting land and started worrying about their baby. And this time hana fully concentrate on her baby. She again clutched rahmaan hand and started pushing and screaming while rahmaan started feeling pain seeing his hanu in pain. He rubbed her forehead to erase some of it but as their baby about to came hana screamed in pain and almost broke his hand.
And then they heard a crying voice.. of their baby. Rahmaan head toward source of the voice.
"It's a daughter" doctor announced smiling And hana throw her head back exhausted. While rahmaan froze on his place hearing his daughter's crying voice.
After doctor done with her work. she wiped baby and wrapped her in a towel. And bring her to rahmaan.
"Your daughter" she exclaimed and rahmaan felt his heart skip it's beat seeing his daughter. Who look so beautiful and innocent. He can't believe that this beautiful creature was his. His blood. His daughter.
He took two step forward and when doctor was about to give him his daughter he took a step back. suddenly he feeling nervous.
"No. I can't hold her.. she is too delicated" he was afraid that he might hurt his daughter which was forbidden to him.
He heard Hana's low giggling sound and look at her. He look so innocent. Hana thought and smiled at him.
"Your the one who told me that nothing will happen if we hold newborn babies" hana reminded him smiling.
"Yeah.. But not mine! Mine is too delicate" he said innocently and all nurse and doctor joined hana in her laughing.
"Nothing will happen.. look she want to go to her father.. she's crying maan" hana said as she felt her eyelids heavy because of her tiredness.
Rahman look at his daughter who was crying in doctor's hand and couldn't help from taking her in his arms. He carefully took her in his arms as he took her feeling afraid he softly clutching her in his chest protectively. Close to his heart and she instantly stopped crying.
"She must be daddy's girl" doctor said admiring a daughter and a father who still kept her closed to his heart.
"She is" they heard Hana's low voice.
For the first time rahmaan pull her to take her features. And saw her eyes slightly open. She was looking at her father with the same eyes as him. Rahman felt his heart bloom with happiness and joy. This feeling.. this feelings seems to be new. Although he was aware of this feeling as he recalled how he felt just like this -but little less than this- when he saw ultrasound scan.
"This is not my child" his own words echoed in his head causing him to feel immense pain and regrets to the core. His eyes filled with regret pain and happy tears. He kiss her forehead and again clutched her close to his heart.
"I'm sorry" was all he said before his tears rolled down to his cheeks. No one can understand what he was feeling except hana. She kept her eyes open. Even her eyes didn't wanted to close as she was seeing her life's most beautiful moments. She wanted to save this in her momery till her last breath.
Now she can see how much he was in guilt and pain. And how much he loves their daughter. And couldn't help she felt guilt too. To make him suffer this much.
"Maan" hana called him with low voice. He opened his eyes and looked at hana. Hana motion him to come closer. Which he obliged.
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"She forgave you... Just like her mama" hana almost whisper putting her hand on his cheeks while wiping his tears.
He went to closer to her and kiss her forehead "thank you so much" that was a last thing hana heard before closing her eyes completely due to her exhaustion.
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Hana open her eyes hearing some voices and saw her -hospital- room filled with all her family members. Shabana Ahmed marziya Nabeel muneeb and her aunt- muneeb's mother.
Shabana was holding her grandchild with tear filled eyes while saying something softly to her.
"Its enough shabana. Give my grandchild to me" ahmed said in stern tone but as if Shabana didn't recognise who he was and continue talking to that baby.
"Dadi ki jaan ( grandma's love/life)" Shabana said kissing her again and again. Ahmed sighed in irritation.
"Shabana!" Ahmed almost yelled in irritation. He was standing there to wait for his turned but never got one. When doctor gave the baby to them after bathing her Shabana was the one who ran and took baby from doctor.
She gave baby to muneeb's mother. muneeb also took her and then gave her to marziya for few minutes and when baby started crying again Shabana took her back saying she needs to be sleep but when she again hold the baby she forgot everything and started talking to the baby and the baby was really a rahmaan's blood. She like her grandma's warm and never cried in her arms. Which make shabana love the baby even more.
Rahman just standing there while smiled never left his face. He told them that he will be back and not to disturb his hanu with their loud voice. But as he left his own parents started fighting. Which caused hana to wake up. But she was happy to see all this.
"What!?" Shabana snap. Glaring at ahmed.
"Please mujhe meri poti se Milne do (let me meet my grandchild)" Ahmed pleaded and low laugh escaped Hana's mouth eventhough all the people who was in the room started laughing but they heard Hana's voice and look at her.
"Please stop torturing him mama. Let him meet his grandchild" hana said smiling. Shabana make face but nonethelessly she carefully gave him his grandchild not before warning him to hold her carefully. As if he was holding newborn first time. Ahmed kiss her forehead and hana saw how much they all love her even her marziya and muneeb comments here and there like "look she make face" "look she is staring at her grandpa." Hana smiled looking at them
They are going to spoil my daughter and maan will be in the top list of spoiling her.
Hana thought smiling and realised that rahmaan wasn't here. She saw shabana coming to her.
"May Allah bless you with all the happiness in this world beta" she kissed Hana's forehead with love and tear filled eyes.
"Alhamdulillah. Allah bless me with so much mama" hana said smiling. Thanking almighty Allah thousand time in her heart for giving her this beautiful family. a loving husband and now this new member, her daughter.
"Now can someone give me my daughter?" Hana asked smiling looking at Ahmed who walked toward her. Hana sat up and carefully took her daughter in her arms and stare at her face lovingly. Her eyes welled up as she saw her daughter staring back at her.
"Assalamualaikum. I'm your mama" hana said smiling and as if recognised her mother she open her mouth widely. More like try to smile. Hana chuckled and kissed her daughter's face all over.
"Mama, where is Maan?" Hana asked after sometime.
"I don't know beta.. about half and hour he left without telling us where he is going" Shabana replied. Hana felt her heart dropped to her stomach and dreadful thoughts consumed her again.
" What!? Where has he gone?" Hana asked in frightening tone.
"Hana.. beta he will came back" shabana tried to calm her down.
"Call him mama... I want to talk to him" she pleaded. Marziya also came to her and told her he will came back. But she was continuesly shook her head. Shabana was about to call him when door open and rahmaan walked in.
As Hana's eyes fell on him she released a long breath of relief.
"Hanu what happened?" He asked walking toward her as he saw sweat on her forehead and her face look tensed.
"Nothing she thought you left her again... And was about to crushed this hospital" muneeb said chuckling. Rahmaan slightly narrowed his eyes at him and look back at hana who still staring at him. He sat beside her on the bed and held her hand.
"I won't leave you jaan" was all he said before hana hugged him, wrapping her one arm around him and with other holding her baby. "Where were you?" Hana ask in her almost crying voice. Rahmaan held her tightly. "I was in prayer room" he whispered only for hana. And that's all she needed to know why he went there. She felt her heart swollen with joy and happiness as she realised how meant she was for him and their daughter that he went to shukr almighty Allah.
"Ahem ahem" they all clear their throat as the couple forgot them.
Hana move back but still holding his arm. Her face became dark colour of red because of her blushed.
"I guess.. it's a cue for us to get lost from here.. couple needs privacy" muneeb tease them and they all smiled teasingly. While hana look down blushing.
Muneeb was happy to see them happy. He accepted that hana can never be happy with anyone else except rahmaan. And now he was changed and everyone can see that how much he love her. And they both can't be happy without each other. So he was happy for them. Truly happy. Though his heart hurt but he knows he can't make hana love him so he let go that feeling and decided to move on.
"Yeah.. we need privacy... Me my wife and my daughter need some alone time.. so it will be great honour if you guys leave and give us some privacy" rahmaan said bluntly. Hana look at him wide eyes. He just wink at her while smirking.
"Okay fine we are leaving" Nabeel said smiling and they all leave from there. Giving couple their privacy.
As they left rahmaan turned toward hana and was about to open his mouth to say something but hana shut his mouth with hers. Rahmaan was surprised and shocked at this sudden kiss but as hana move her lips on his he lost it. And cupped her face kissing her back with same passion. They both were felt again completed. Again happiness. Again love filled their soul.
Before pulling back hana bite his lips hard. Making him yelp.
"Was that for?" He asked frowning.
"For thinking that you could leave me" hana said with her trembling lips. Her eyes again filled up.
"Jaan..."
"Don't Jaan me! how can you even think Maan that I can be happy with someone else... Did you forget? My heart, my heart's every beat only belongs to you my soul my body only belongs to you..." She paused and cupped his face with one hand and the other still holding her baby.
"I was hurt.. i was angry... But I never stopped loving you... I couldn't even if I tried... Your the only one whom this hana love and will love till her last breath.. how could you just give up on me?" hana whisper close to his face. And asked last sentence with hurt. And saw his eyes moisten.
"But I thought you hate me... Hanu I tried... I tried my best but when I saw you in muneeb's arms Crying and saying your tired of all this I thought your tired of me.. I thought I lost you and I can't give you happiness which you deserve... My force love will hurt you... And you need to go away from me for your happiness... that's why I left you" he said looking down tear escaped his eyes and hana only listen him silently crying seeing his broken face.
"I'm sorry... I'm... im really sorry Maan I couldn't see your love... I was so blinded in my hate and anger that I couldn't see how much i broke you... Your true love always there in your eyes but I was blind to see that... I'm sorry maan I hurt you that much..." He cut her off cupping her face.
"No... Jaan-e-maan no... I'm sorry for everything... You hadn't done anything wrong... That was all I deserve... I hurt you to the point that I didn't even deserve any happiness in this world but still 'mere khuda aur tumne mujhe puri duniya ki Khushi dedi... Mere khuda ne meri dua qubool Karli (My God and you gave me the joy of the whole world. My prayer has accepted)" he said smiling kissing her temple and looked at their daughter who was staring at them.
He took her in his arms and kiss her forehead and cheeks "agar ye is duniya me aane ki zidd na karti... To shayad hum ab saath hote bhi nahi.. meri Sabse badi taqat hai (If she didn't insist on coming into this world... then maybe we wouldn't even be together.. my greatest strength is my prayer)" he said looking at her with bright smile on his face. Hana look at him confused.
"Dua??" She didn't know if she was thinking right or not.
He looked at hana and smiled nodding his head. he announced his daughter's name kissing her forehead.
"Masha Allah...it's a very beautiful name" hana commented smiling feeling content with the name.
Dua started crying and hana took her in her arms but she didn't stopped crying "I think she is hungry" rahmaan said looking at his daughter. Hana hummed and look at rahmaan before turning her back toward him and started feeding her daughter.
"It's not necessary you know" rahmaan commented putting his chin on her shoulder. he can clearly see his daughter's face.
"Yeah I know" was all she said while blushing. Kissing hana's cheeks he remained there looking at his daughter's face till she slept. Hana turned around and rahmaan carefully took her and lay her in the cot and sat again beside hana.
"Hmm... Hanu I wanted to give you something" he said biting his lips clearly feeling unsure.
"What?" Hana asked. Raising her eyebrows. He took out that same ring box which hana throw out of the window.
"Maan" she gasp as she remembered her another cruel and heartbreaking act.
"I want you to wear this before you change your mind" he said chuckling. But Her eyes again began filling with tears. He instantly realised hana had felt hurt.
"No! Hanu please don't cry again.. I was joking" he quickly said wiping her tears. "I'm sorry" she again said.
"Oh god... You will never change my cry baby" he chuckled kissing her nose as she whine.
"I'm not a cry baby" rahmaan started laughing wholeheartedly as he saw his old hanu. His childhood bestfriend his lover, his wife. "Remember? That was the exact words you were used on our first night" rahmaan said still laughing. Hana also joined his laugh as she also remembered.
"Yeah... And you didn't have any shame to call your wife a cry baby on our wedding night" hana said still laughing a bit with Maan.
"But it was true.. you were always a cry baby" he said laughing. "Maan" hana groaned. He chuckled and peck her lips before taking her hand and put that ring on her ring finger. He again placed a soft kiss on her lips mumbling "I love you" She smiled and hugged him tightly returning his love confession with hers "I love you too" they hugged each other tightly.
"Hanu" rahmaan called her after sometime as he remembered something. Pulling back she looked at him
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