She ran out of her room and out of the house ignoring the pain she was feeling on her feet. Her heart beating loudly in her chest at the thought that he was standing there in the rain and thunderstorms last 3 hours.

As she came out of the house door she stopped there.

"Rahmaan... What the hell are you there? Come inside" hana screamed but he looked away. He was visibly shaking from the coldness which didn't go unnoticed by hana. When she felt he wasn't going to listen she walked toward him and she also drenched in the heavy rain.

"Rahmaan" hana shouted. He turned around shocked. Seeing her like this.

"Hana.. go inside. Why you came outside? Can't you see it's raining" he yelled at her but she walked closer to him.

"That's why I came here.. can't YOU see it's raining.. then why the hell you are here? " she shouted standing infornt of him. He didn't replied and stare at her few seconds

"cause I thought I could give.. you some hap... happiness with th..this" he could hardly talk between his teeth chattering due to cold. Hana look at him confused and frowned.

"What do you mean?" She asked and he smiled which didn't reach his eyes.

"Yo...you said you will be happy seeing me in pa..pain... So I just try to gi..give you some happiness" he said. and hana felt all the air knock in her throat and heart skip it's beats

"What the hell are you talking about?" She shouted. Looking at him in disbelief.

"Oh! Now I got it... Your doing this to earn my forgiveness... Do you really think doing this movie stunts in front of me I'll forgive you?" She yelled in anger.

"No! I didn't thought you will forgive me! I just wanted to feel this coldness!. I just wanted to erase this burning sensation which my heart is feeling but this rain also couldn't reach in my heart to erase that pain and burning feeling!" he shouted and held her by her both arms

"Hana your behaviour gives me pain... It hurts hana.. it really hurts.. I don't know how long I can be able to endure your hatred.. but I'm trying and I will try till my last heart beats.. till I'll feel I'm no longer fight for you.. and my biggest strength is this..." Putting his hand on her baby bump he continued "our baby... Being with you and our baby this thought give me strength or else I don't think I could bear this pain anymore" he said all the while griping her arms keeping her close. In this rain and darkness they both still could see each other's tear fill eyes.

"My some of harsh words give you pain and you can't bear this!? Do you ever think about the pain you caused me! How I felt whenever you didn't believe me and believe that Ariba! how I felt when you everytime chose her over me! How I felt when you kiss her infront of me!. How I felt when you accused me carrying someone else child!!" Hana screamed all this holding him by his collars which she didn't wanted to mention but couldn't held back herself pouring her anger out.

"It was only your side you seeing hana not mine!" He screamed back frustratedly and cupped her face with soft look.

"I believe her cause I thought she was right and you are doing this because of your insecurity... Don't you remember how many times I tried to talk to you but you just throw your anger at me without saying me the reason... I kiss her not because I wanted to but because in my frustration and wanted to won that argument... I didn't accused you.. I swear on my baby hana.. I didn't think about the reaction after my actions. that it will cause you humiliation.." he said everything in soft manner.

"Do you think you can justify your actions saying all this?" She asked with hurtful expression.

"No! I'm not justifying my actions I just wanted you to know that I never meant to hurt you.. I love you hanu... I truly love you.. do you remember before I left for America I promise you here, sitting on this swing" pointing at the swing he continued "that I will came back to you at the end.. see I'm here hana.. your that 15 years old Maan who love his hanu who left you, is here Hana.. your this Maan love you alot... He can't live without you" he confessed his feelings which he was feeling last 3 hours standing here. He remembered all the promise he made here to hana which increases his pain.

"But this hana doesn't love you... This hana wants to live without you.. this hana can't forgive you.. THIS HANA HATE YOU!" Hana said and screamed at the end. She took few steps back while feeling weak her tears started to rolling down.

Why he is so late! When he broke me completely he realised his love! Why after ruining everything he wants to fix again!

"Main Insaan hun.. Koi gudya nahi... Jisse tum jab chahe khel sako ( I'm human not a doll with whom you can play whenever you want)" she said crying. Her voice barely came out due to her pain and coldness.

Rahmaan felt his heart clenched painfully seeing Hana's painful face he ran to her and again cupped her face. Putting his forehead on hers he whispered enough for her to hear.

"Main Janta hun... Ho gayi galti Jaan ab maaf bhi karde. Please ( I know I did mistake now please forgive me)"

"Nahi jee Sakta tere Bina mar jaunga yun Mai.. Dil ki dhakan Ruk jayegi teri judai pe.. Yakeen kar mujhpar na raha Mai khud ka bhi ab sirf tere hun mai."

( I can't live without you, I will die.. heart beat will stop if you leave me.. trust me on this, I'm not even mine anymore im only yours)

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Rahmaan pour his heart out and felt his tear escaped. But hana shook her head while sobbing. She couldn't help but felt his words melted her heart some extent but she didn't let that express and pushed him away.

"I can't believe you" mumbling this she took few step back but stumbled and sat on the floor as she felt her ankle twisted painfully and screamed left her mouth.

"Hanu" rahmaan run toward her and sat down beside her.

"Are you okay?" He asked worriedly. She shook her head

"It's hurting" she cried closing her eyes tightly. Her feet already swollen due to her pregnancy and now this ankle twisting pain made it worst. Rahmaan look at her feet and his eyes widened as he saw her swollen feet.

"What is this hana? Why your feet is swollen like this?" He asked in shock but hana couldn't say anything and continue cried in pain.

He wrapped on arms around her back and other around her back of knees and took her in his arms.

"Maan.. it's paining" she cried out loud automatically wrapping her arms around his neck while pressing her face in his chest as pain increased her feet.

"It will be okay Jaan.. don't cry" he said feeling her pain as he walked inside the house.

Walking inside her room he sat her on coffee table cause of her wet clothes. She was moving her feet here and there out of pain while crying.

"Hanu... Don't move.. Please wait here" he said and run to washroom. And came back with pain relief spray. He sat on the ground and took her feet carefully on his knees.

"Maan... Don't touch like this it's hurting" hana yelled as rahmaan examine her ankle.

"Hana.. relax" saying this he spray on her ankle. Hana held his shoulder tightly to held back her screamed.

"Your feet is too much swollen hana" he said worriedly. Running his fingers on her feet.

Looking up he saw smook coming out of Hana's mouth and she was shivering.

"Oh god hana! You will catch a cold" he almost yelled as he realised her condition and run to her cupboard and took out a simple nighty including towel.

"What are you doing?" Hana asked feeling exhausted as she saw rahmaan coming with that things. He put her nighty and towel on the couch beside table. And stare at her. He went closer to her and then hana felt his hand on her back.

"Wha.."

"Chup (shh)" he warned her putting his fingers to her lips. He was annoying and angry at her behaviour how she came outside in this rain.

"You've done what you wanted.. now let me to do what I want" and hana couldn't miss the anger, love, concern and so many emotions in his eyes and plus she was really exhausted and feeling cold. So she couldn't bring herself to fight with the man who was looking at her with so much love.

Rahmaan pulled her zipped down -she shiver a little- and took off her shirt and then one by one all her clothes while hana just stare at him.

After he took off all her clothes rahmaan didn't waste time and quickly wipe all the water from her wet body and put on her only nighty for her comfortable and went her behind and started drying her hair with towel.

He didn't looked at her with lust but only love -which didn't unnoticed by hana- but for a second hana wanted rahmaan to do something but he didn't do anything which some reason make her frustrated but as the thought came she brush it off and wonder why she was feeling like this.

Maybe hormones.

Hana thought. She came out of her thoughts when rahmaan pick her in his arms and made his way toward the bed and made her sit there and took of his shirt. Hana's eyes widened.

"What are yo..." She was saying when he cut her off.

"Don't worry Jaan.. I won't do anything... It's just that this wet shirt make me feel cold.. so" he said and wipe his body then his hair.

Hana was shamelessly stared at him. He was looking hot while doing things like this. He looked more handsome and mature now. Hair strands fall on his forehead, Water drops still dripping from his hair and face, lips look wet making Hana's heart beat run faster. And without shirt he really make her feel hot and make her want to do things which she knew she will regret later.

"I'm all yours Jaan" rahmaan said smirking plus with soft smile. Hana felt heat crept on her cheeks as she realised he caught her shameless act and look down feeling embarrassed. Rahman sat beside her and held her chin with his fingers and make her look up at him.

"No need to feel embarrass... I'm your husband.. and you have all rights on me" he whispered inch away from her lips. Hana was staring at her after so long hana was looking at him without hate and anger which bloom rahmaan's heart. He started coming closer to her lips and was happy that hana didn't let her hate come between them now. He stare at her with love who close her eyes without realising he smiled and then place his lips on hers softly. He didn't do this for himself but for hana. He knew hana wanted this. He can read her eyes and her uneven breath proof it.

He kissed her softly after so many months they both were feelings each other's warm. Unknowingly Hana's hand went to his back of neck while she also started to kiss him back. They both were kissing softly as they were savouring this moment but then Their lips started moving passionately on their own. Hana couldn't help but felt content with this beautiful moment.

Rahman was so hurt few moments ago and now he was so happy with this moment that he couldn't believe this was really happening. All the pain worth it if he get his hanu in the end.

He pulled back as he felt her needs of breath. And started kissing her face -he knew anytime hana will be back to her hateful persona- He kissed her forehead both cheeks eyes nose and then to her jaw. When his lips made contact with her jaw hana unintentionally moved her head a little like asking for more.. so rahmaan didn't stop there and started kissing her jaw and all the while to her neck as he placed a kiss there hana moaned gripping his shoulder tightly. She started kissing her neck all over passionately while hana just moaned.

"Maan" she breathed out feeling weak as he started moving his lips down to her collarbone. And rahmaan stopped there for moment he also forgot everything but he stopped when he realised where their relationship was. And if he did anything like this hana will blame him after that. She will forget that she was the one who gave him this consent to do anything as she forgot and didn't want to see that her blinded love was the reason behind his every mistakes.

He peck her lips before Putting his forehead on hers

"You don't have any idea how much I love you jaan... But I will wait for the moment when I makes your heart believes in me" he kissed her forehead and move back. Hana open her eyes to saw him looking at her lovingly. But rahmaan could saw how offended she was. Her frustration clear in her eyes. But she didn't say anything.

I will fulfill all your demands and needs when you will accept me as your Maan again. He thought and smiled at his wife who look away like offended kid.

"You lay here.. I will be back" rahmaan laid hana on the bed and cover her with blankets and walked out of her room after she nodded slightly.

He went to his room first and changed his clothes and then went to kitchen and THANK GOD maid already had made soup as it's cold today. He heated that soup and then massage oil. He knew that hana needed this.

Taking soup, water and oil in the tray he walked to her room.

He saw hana with closed eyes but she opened her eyes as she felt his presence. She sat back and stare at rahmaan she looks composed now for some reason rahmaan fear that hana will started shouting but she didn't say anything. She didn't wanted to feel anything now. She was tired so she just let the time passed as it's want.

Rahman put tray on the side table and pick that Bowl and sat beside her.

"Open your mouth" he said softly and hana obeyed. He feed her silently. Hana did her best to avoid any eye contact. While rahmaan stared at her lovingly.

After feeding her he put the bowl on the side table and open the drawer where her medicine was. Taking pain killer from there he gave it to hana with glass of water which she took it without any protest.

He pick oil and sat beside her legs. As he Pulled her nighty up hana asked "what are you doing?" Which rahmaan smiled and replied "massaging my wife's feet"

"No it's fine" she said and moved her feet away from Rahmaan's hands. But he pulled her legs toward him again.

"It's not fine.. did you saw how much swollen your feet is.. and your raining adventure and ankle twisted made it even worst" he scolded her while applying oil. He started massaging her feet. Hana felt her pain reduce and felt content so kept her mouth shut.

"I'm sorry baby... Your mama is so careless.. she didn't think that with her this carelessness would hurt you" after sometime rahmaan started talking to his baby and hana stare at him frowning.

"But your papa will make it up to you.. making your mama relax.. and taking her all pain out.. you don't know how strong your papa is..." rahmaan was talking continuesly and hana didn't realised when a smile appears on her lips.

"You know your papa won a boxing championship back in America.." he paused and came toward her belly and put his hands on it. "When you come to our live.. I promise you I will take good care of you and your mama.. I'm not like your careless mama"

"I'm not careless" hana whine pouting.

"Yes your Jaan"

"No! I'm not" she yelled.

"Okay fine" he said raising his hand in surrender.

"My baby know how much I love my baby and I will never do anything which would hurt him/her" hana said caressing her hand on her belly.

"We both love our baby.. and we take care of him/her together" rahmaan said putting his hands on her belly. They both stare at each other but then suddenly they felt their baby kicked.

"Ah.. Maan did you felt it?" hana uttered without realising.

"Woah! yes! It was strong kicked" rahmaan chuckled.

"Yes.. your baby think my belly as it's punching bag" hana said in daze giggling she didn't realised how that word YOUR BABY came from her mouth. But when she realised her smiled vanished and she look at rahmaan who was smiling at her.

"When he/her come I will scold him/her for torturing you" he said chuckling. But now hana didn't smiled.

"Rahmaan I think you should leave" hana said looking away from him. And he knows that she was coming back to her cold behaviour. Cause she called him rahmaan

Ya Allah do something... I don't want cold hana for tonight. he prayed in his heart.

"Don't you heard me? I'm sleepy rahmaan go to you.... Aaahh" she was saying coldly but yelp as she felt another kicked.

"I think my baby don't want me to go" he said grinning. Hana narrowed her eyes at him.

"Aisi baat nahi hai..(not like that) my baby always kick like this.. you go" she said rahmaan sighed defeatedly as he saw determination look on her face.

"And what if he/she kick you again if I go?"

"He/she won't.. you go" hana said sternly.

"Okay" he said pouting while standing up he put oil on the side table and started walking toward the door while praying

Please kick one more time baby. Then we all will spend this night together.. please please baby kick your mama.. I mean not to hurt her but to stop me...

"Ah." He stopped as he heard her voice which was not loud but in this awful silence he heard it and turned abruptly toward her and saw her looking at her belly with wide eyes as if scolding her baby for its act. Walking back to her more like running he bend a little to her baby bump and kissed it before hana could realised what happening and then look at her.

"See I told you... My baby don't want me to go" he said grinning and in the next second he sat beside her and tug himself inside her blanket while hana was looking at her belly and then at rahmaan with wide eyes.

"Now I'm here baby... So calm down.. don't kick mama again.. Let's sleep" he said wrapping his arms around her and pulling her closer to him. As if his baby can heard him. Rahman make this habit of talking everything to his baby.

"Rahmaa..." Hana was about protest but he stopped her.

"I'm doing this only for our baby hana.. you already make him/her suffer and now our baby want our warm.. so only for the baby please sleep" he pleaded.

"No..."

"Shhh" he placed his fingers on her lips. And stare at her intensely. Running his thumb on her swollen cold lips he went closer to her lips and place a kiss on her lips before laying on the bed taking her with him.

"Good night Jaan" he whispered kissing her forehead while hana couldn't help resting her head on his chest closing her eyes. Both father and child is one team.. I see...

hana thought before drifting to peacefull sleep in her husband's arms.

Rahmaan also felt the same peace and joy which he was yearning for. After all those horrible things happening in their lives, tonight they unknowingly snatch this beautiful moments for themselves from themselves.

And They both felt completed at this beautiful moments forgetting tomorrow.

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