Today was wedding day. Groom's family was about to come for nikah. And I was getting ready in my room for my dear sister's wedding.

But something was not right cause I was not in peace. I thought being away from her will give me some peace but not I couldn't found any peace. And after muneeb's arrival my remaining peace also flew away. I didn't like them talking to much or being together. Always hana become comfortable around him even she started smiling for him which clenched my chest seeing her smiling for another man. And muneeb! I didn't like the way he stare at her. Many time I noticed him staring at her with some emotions which want me to hide my hana in my arms. But I couldn't do this cause I was the one who wanted this damn break. So I have to bear this.

But only one thing make me relax that hana tried to make her distance from him and that made me realise that this girl will never be with anyone else cause she love me way too much to even ever think about any other man.

My Jaan. My hanu. I whisper and smiled.

After I was done getting ready I came out of my room.

"Rahmaan! Beta where were you? groom's family are here on the gate! Your baba search you but couldn't found. so he went alone. Go and bring them inside" mama said running toward me. "Okay okay mama I'm going" I said and walked toward entrance.

After we all welcome groom's family we went inside. Shazam and I sat on the stage talking to each other and some threat I gave him. Like 'don't forget my sister has a very strong and handsome brother'

'Never make her cry or you will have to bear the consequences' and many more but in the end we all laughed while baba glared at me not seriously.

After an hour later qazi saheb came and we all went inside for fathima's nikah.

I was the one who walked inside first but my legs rooted on my place and breath caught in my chest. Heart beat stop for second and jaw dropped to the floor as my eyes landed on a beautiful girl. Who was walking toward us. And who always manage to took my breath with her beauty.

Yes she's my hana, my beautiful wife. who always manage to make me crazy for her even more.

She's standing on the top of stairs looking at the entrance wearing that dress which I bought for her. She looks like bride. My bride!

I felt my heart beats increase when our eyes met but hana averted her eyes us she saw something my behind. I turned and saw everyone coming but my eyes caught a person who stood beside me mirroring same expression as mine looking at my hana. And that person was muneeb. I clenched my jaw and fist to control from punching on his eyes.

I took deep breath and snap my fingers in front of him. He jumped up slightly.

"MINE" I reminded him with my hard expressions. and he lowered his head slightly feeling embarrassed mumbling "I know" and walked away from there.

After nikah was done and everyone went to stage. We all enjoyed very much. Ariba really tried to grab my attention but my attention was only on one girl. My Hana!

I shamelessly stared at her all the time. Though She was not unaware of my gaze which make her blushed all the time and many time she smiled shyly which I was yearn to see.

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After ruksati and some emotional moments everyone went to their house including marzi aapi's All family members. And I came to my room and laid on my bed after changing. But sleep was nowhere. Only one face revolving around my eyes. Hana. Last 2 weeks I control myself but after today I couldn't control. I wanted hana in my arms. But how?

Thinking and tossting on the bed I got up after many failed attempt to get some sleep. I glanced at the clock and saw it was 1:30am but sleep was no where. I sighed in defeated and rubber my face with my both palm and decided to go Hana's room. I know she must be sleeping and I was not going to disturb her. I just wanted one glance then maybe I can got some peace and sleep.

I strode out of my room and was about to walk towards stairs when I heard someone's sniffing sound from kitchen. I turned and walked toward kitchen.

I stood on the doorway and a smiled came to my lips as I saw hana sitting on the counter eating burger and weeping like child. Wearing cute pajama with dupatta on her one shoulder.

"Why Allah? Am I that bad?" She mumbled biting her burger

"I know he is angry... But he could compliment atleast one word"

"I was not looking beautiful?"

"He doesn't like me anymore" she continuesly mumbling some sentences I understood and some couldn't. Tears continuesly rolling down her cheeks.

"Ahem ahem" I clear my throat to grabbed her attention and her head snapped toward me and she immediately wipe her tears with he dupatta.

"What are you doing here?" I asked taking two to three steps.

"I..I was hungry" she mumbled and took other bite while I was staring at her silently. I didn't say anything after that.

Hana become tensed uder my intense gaze. She was also looking at me beneath her eyelashes.

I took another steps and that make her chock on her food. I hurriedly took glass of water and walked toward her.

"Careful girl" I said rubbing her back and giving her water which she instantly took and gulped the water in one.

"Are you okay?" I asked and she nodded biting her lips. And my eyes landed on her lips where some water drop was still there.

My heart started beating fast and my desires tenfold for her. I gulp and looked at her eyes who was staring at me silently and innocently. And here my heart and mind's battle started.

Control rahmaan! You took breaks from her.

No! I can't! This break didn't give me anything but restlessness.

But you want to make her realised that she don't have control on you

But truth is that she has a control on me

But still think about break one more time.

Do hell with break! I want her that's it!

Finally my heart won and I went closer to her lips. A gasp escaped her lips as i lick that water drops. I grabbed her left over burger and put that on side and wrapped my arms around her pulling her closer. Her arms atomaticly held my shoulders.

I lick her lips and make my way to her chin. She leaned back her head and I move to her throat kissing her there causing her moan a little. and again make my way to her lips.

I looked at who's eyes where closed which gave me permission to go further.

I placed my lips on her slowly. A whimpered left her throat as I nibble her lips and started kissing her. She was still froze and didn't response which make me frustrated.

"Hanu kiss me back" I whisper on her lips and after few seconds she started moving her lips fisting my shirt on my shoulder.

I kissed her slowly and then my kissed turned into passionate. I lose my all patience. Either she kissed me with the some passion. Which make me realise how much she missed me the way I've missed her. I bite her lips causing her moan on my lips.

I pulled back and buried my face in her neck kissing her there she move her head side to gave me more access. And tangled her fingers in my hair. I bite her neck and she fist my hair making me groaned.

"Jaan.. let's go to my room...It's been a long time" I whisper in her neck and felt her nodding slightly.

I move back and pick her in my arms while she wrapped her arms around my neck staring at me with small smiled. I leaned down and kissed her forehead and walked toward my room.

I enter my room and closed the door behind me with my foot and make my way to my bed. Lying her on my bed I sat beside her.

"You know how beautiful you were looking today" I said running my index finger on her temple to her jaw to her neck. She momentary closed her eyes before reopening

"Really?" She asked in whisper and I nodded.

"Then why didn't you tell this before?" She asked in low voice.

"Because of my stupid ego" I said and took off her dupatta. I held her mehndi filled hands and kiss her palm.

"Thank you for that dress" she said and I smiled.

"So fathima told you" I asked moving her hair from her face and she nodded with smiled.

"If she didn't told me then I was not planning to wear that heavy dress... I wore this only for you" she said making me smiled. I hovering above her after taking off my t-shirt.

"Hanu I've missed you so much" I whispered kissing her forehead.

God! I really missed her in my arms.

"Me too" she said pouting and i couldn't help but peck her pout. But that peck led us another passionate kiss. I move back and kiss her jaw and then nuzzled my face in her neck and started kissing her there.

"Maan.. I love you.. please.. Don't leave me.. again" she said breathlessly while moaning.

"Meri Jaan I'll never leave again" I said. Truthfully cause that night make me realised what was my peace. And my peace was my hanu my wife. And it's confirmed now. I can't live without her.

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I snuggle on something warm and small smiled came to my as my nostrils hit his fragrance and I know who he was. He was my maan.

I slowly opened my eyes and found him sleeping peacefully on my chest wrapping his arms around my waist holding me closer while my one arms was on his head and other was wrapped on his back. I smiled. he looked innocent.

And I know he never think anything before doing he was always short tempered. He was the man like do now think later. I know Maan will never hurt me intentionally. He's just lose his temper some time in anger. And I have to faith in him. He needs time to adjust in this new relationship.

I sighed and kissed his forehead.

It was first time I wake up by his side. Otherwise I always went to my room or should I say Maan asked me to go before morning but last night he didn't told me to go and lay on my chest snuggling his face in my neck and I didn't realise when I slept.

I looked at the clock and saw its 5:30am.

Before anyone saw me in his room I should go..

I thought and slowly unwrapped my arms and tried to unwrapped his but he held me tightly like afraid to let me go but I know if he found me still in his room then he will be angry.

After many attempt I managed to free myself. Getting up from the bed i cover him with blanket and took my dupatta before walking out of his room.

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Author's POV

Stepping inside her room hana went to washroom after taking shower she did her wazu (ablution) and started praying her morning prayer.

While rahmaan felt something uneasy and emptiness in his sleep. He run his hand on his bed be couldn't found anything and his eyes fluttered open.

He sat up and adjust his memory and realised hana left his room while he willingly sleep in her arms. He felt peace but now he again feeling restless.

How dare she left me without telling me. He thought angrily and walked out of his room after wearing his shirt.

He opened the door without knocking he step inside. And saw hana sitting on prayer mat while her hands were in front of her in dua style.

He smiled and sat behind her without making any noise.

"You wake up this early?" After completing her prayer she asked without turning back.

"How you know it's me?" Rahmaan asked looking surprised.

"I can feel you around me" she replied while turning towards him. In response he only gave her a full of emotions filled smile which warm Hana's heart.

"Why you wake up this early?" She asked while standing up and folding the prayer mat.

"Cause you left me" he said pouting. And hana gave him sad smile.

"You don't like me to be stay with you till the morning" she said and put prayer mat in wardrobe. Rahman walked toward her and held her hands

"But now I want you to be with me always... In my arms when i sleep" he said and his eyes held some restlessness. Hana cupped his face.

"Maan what happened?" She asked in concern. But he didn't say anything and kept looking at her.

"Come" she said and take him to bed. She sat and rahmaan instantly lay on bed while putting his head in her lap.

"Now tell me what happene?" She asked again caressing his forehead.

"Hanu! I'm feeling restless" he said like child. And hana look at him with love.

"Why?" She asked and he held her hands while putting them on his heart.

"I don't know" he lied. He knew what was happening to him but he didn't want to express this to hana. When he didn't found hana as he wake up he felt suffocated and when he saw her his heart calm. He was feeling some strange kind of fear like something wrong was going to happen. But he ignored it and smile as Hana's lips touch his forehead.

"Hana... Jaan never leave me ever" that words escaped his mouth. And it felt like he was begging her. Rahmaan was shocked on his own condition.

"I won't" she said running her fingers in his hair. Rahman felt his heart filled with content and he closed his eyes.

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In morning at 9:30 hana wake rahmaan up and he came out off Her room. While looking here and there. But doesn't find anyone. And walked away but Ariba saw him coming from Hana's room which boiled her blood.

Hana started feeling dizziness and nauseous. She sat on bed taking deep breaths but couldn't hold her vomits and ran to washroom.

As she came out off her room she lay on her bed feeling weakness. She didn't go outside. She didn't realise when sleep consumed her

After sometime hana wake up and saw 11 o clock. She made herself stand and went to washroom for freshen up. As she step her room she saw someone standing in her room.

"What are you doing here?" Hana asked harshly. Cause whenever hana saw Ariba her blood started boiling their own and she wants nothing but to beat her the hell.

"Just came here to see you" Ariba said smirking.

" You may go" hana said narrowing her eyes. And was about to turned when..

"How was the night?" Ariba asked and hana felt anger rising in her with her questions.

"Get out of my room" she said loudly turning towards Ariba.

"Tsk tsk tsk... Hana hana hana... I'm your well-wisher.. just wants to tell you that rahem is using you" Ariba said and hana glared at her.

"What do you mean?" She asked in bored tone crossing his arms.

"He's not going to give you the rights of wife which you want... He's playing with you..." She was saying but hana stop her.

"I don't want to listen anything from you.. just go!" hana said glaring at her.

"He loves me... And think you as his se*toy" she said and hana look at her wide eyes. And the next thing she did was to slapped Ariba hard on her cheeks.

"How dare y...." Hana didn't let her chance to say something.

"I'm his wife! Wife! And your nothing! You can't just manipulate me and make me break my marriage.. I went through alot just to save my marriage.. and you think you can destroy this by manipulating me!" Hana yelled on her. Ariba was shock to face this side of hana.

Only hana Ariba and rahmaan was in the house while his parents and Riya with her husband went to fathima's in law to gave morning breakfast as per as retual.

Rahman was making breakfast for hana cause she hadn't eat anything. But he stopped when he hears yelling voices from Hana's room.

"Maybe he doesn't love me now! but I know he accept me as his wife and he will never cheat me!" Hana said in confidence and Ariba smirk.

"He accept you as his wife just to warm his bed...." Hana didn't let her finished her sentence and slapped her again. And that's when rahmaan enter the room.

"Shut up! just shut up!" hana screamed in frustrated and rahmaan walked toward them shocked. Ariba saw him coming from mirror and started her acting.

"Hana... Please I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that" Ariba said shedding fake tears.

"Leave my...." Hana trailed off as she saw rahmaan coming. She ran to him with teary eyes she said.

"Maan... Tell her to leave from here.. leave from our life..." Hana held his arms and begged him. but he was looking at ariba's lips which were bleeding. He wasn't feeling any kind of pain for Ariba but he was shocked and stunned to see Hana's violent behaviour.

"You hit her?" Rahmaan ask in disbelief. Hana wipe her tear and nodded

"Yes! You know what she said...she said..." Before hana could say anything Ariba cut her.

"It's nothing rahem... It's my fault.. I told her that your my friend and I also have a little rights on you and she took it wrong" Ariba said with fake sniff.

"That's why you slapped her?" He asked hana in shocked and hana shook her head.

"No! she is lieing" hana protest but rahmaan shook his head in disappointed way and put his hand on her which was placed on his arms and jerk her hand away. Rahmaan couldn't believe in Hana's word cause she lied to him before regarding pickle matter.

"How could you hit her hana?" Rahmaan yelled. And hana saw Ariba smirking and her rage tenfold.

"Yes I slapped her and I will slap her again if she tried to came between us. tell her to leave my house" hana yelled again.

"Hana your not in your sense" rahmaan yelled frustrated.

"I am in my sense! That's why I'm telling you drag her out of my house!.. before she destroy our marriage" hana yelled at first but the last part she said in little low voice while tears started falling her cheeks.

"She's my friend for god sake! Why are you making this big deal! Why you become my headache hana! Can't you let me live in some peace! Why are you making me regret that I gave you and this marriage a chance?" Rahmaan yelled in frustrated fisting his hair. Hana felt her heart break hearing all this from him but her jealousy and rage got the best out off her. And she ignored his statement and his condition. Which was her biggest mistake.

"I. said. throw her out off my house" hana screamed and rahmaan look at her wide eyes. Ariba was silently looking at their drama with smirk. She knew that they will end up this pretty badly.

"Your not going to do this na? Fine I will do it myself" hana said and grabbed ariba's elbow and started dragging her out of her room but rahmaan held Ariba's other hand and pulled her toward him.

"She's not going anywhere" rahmaan said through his gritted teeth.

"This is my house! And I want her to leave my house right now" hana said in determination and again tried to hold her but...