The pantomime is due tomorrow,

and I can't help but feel anxious.

I have my idea all in tact,

and I hope everything goes well,

I hope everyone will become speechless

when they see my performance.

I thought it out,

and while doing so,

I realized that my life is shit.

The thought of suicide

hadn't hit me hard

until I replayed all the things

that have happened to me.

But it's okay.

I wouldn't stoop as low

as to kill myself.

At least,

I don't think I would.

Because I'm fine

I'm fine

I'll be fine.

| Happy birthday to @maeveo_yaas! May your day (night) be filled with happiness and love! |