I went back to that guy

and bought more bottles of ipecac.

I don't know where he gets them,

but I honestly couldn't care either.

I took five doses of ipecac each day

and limited my food to a spoonful of cheerios

for breakfast,

a salad with chopped tomatoes

for lunch,

and a gallon of water and an apple

for dinner.

I was getting thinner each day.

And soon,

I'll be small

smaller

smallest

and you won't be able to say

a single bad thing about me.

This made me smile.

Because I'm fine

I'm fine

I'll actually be fine.

| Dedicated to @ajwinter201 for being an absolute sweetheart |