my childhood memories are just like the movies my mind doesn't mind watching over and over again, and on such days i tend to study myself more often. get lost in repetition as i picture my body smaller and smaller but i simply cannot help it. i am still fat. that same evening right after all the stars came out to play, i filled the tub with cold water as i prepared to soak my body in. i just love how the cold makes me feel like a bag of nothing. well, i am nothing.

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bit dark.