When Elliot drove us to school that morning he kept casting me concerned looks and I knew it was because my eyes were a little red and puffy... It hadn't gone away even with the shower I took.

After Eliza had gotten out of the car I hurriedly told him: 'Sorry Ely... I can't come on that date, I'm very seriously grounded.' Then I got out without waiting for his reply.

When Missy saw me that morning the first thing she did was hug me, very tightly I might add. It did make me feel a little better and I couldn't help but smile when Jake joined in on the hug as well.

'Don't worry kiddo, whatever it is, it will get taken care off eventually,' he muttered softly. I nodded and looked up at my two friends, 'I know...'

Sometimes it really felt as if Jake was much older then his age. He seemed to speak only when he had something wise to say. But his words did make me feel stronger, one day I would get my chance.

I was eighteen after all and as soon as I finished high school I'd definitely get my own place and get away from that horrible home. Then I thought of Hayden and I realized I had to do everything in my power to get him away from there. Maybe I could raise him on my own?

Most of my classes passed by in a blur again, I paid attention as best as I could but I was so ahead on most subjects that all I did was doodle and write in my notebook. Then of course third period came round and I had to face Mr. Flynn again, Nathaniel.

This time I knew I was still on time and I couldn't help but smile proudly at him as he sat behind his desk in all his glory. He nodded with a smile as if finding it amusing that I was so happy I had finally found the class room on time.

Then he frowned and immediately one of my hands went to my eyes. Were they still a little red from crying? Was that why he was frowning?

I decided to ignore it and sat down beside Missy to talk a little with her before class started. We still had a few minutes.

Eliza waltzed in at the last minute, smiling flirtatiously at Mr. Flynn and then smirking in satisfaction in my direction. Of course she was happy that I felt miserable.

I couldn't care less about being grounded... It was being called a whore and the fact that my dad had called even my dead mother a whore. I just felt so alone in the world, so unloved.

Just to remind myself that at least my mother was watching over my from heaven I touched the angel wing hanger around my neck. That usually cheered me up a little but just like last night it didn't really help.

I knew that Hayden was very unhappy too, it made everything so much worse... I wanted to see him happy at least, even if I wasn't.

I was so lost in thought that I didn't even notice when class finished and people left. I didn't even notice how Missy had gotten up and left.

What shook me from my reverie of dark thoughts was a pair of warm hands as they softly lifted me right out of my chair. Then before I could protest I was pressed firmly into a hard chest, a pair of arms wrapping around me tightly.

I knew it was Nathaniel but it felt so incredibly right to be in his arms that I didn't utter a word. I just leaned in and allowed myself to relax. My skin was warm and tingling and that feeling in my stomach told me I was falling very rapidly for this young handsome man.

Nathaniel just held me for a while. His arms holding me close, one of his hands tracing patterns on my back. Neither of us spoke.

Eventually he slowly let go, 'Ams...' his voice was husky again. 'Go eat your lunch.'

I left him in that class room seated on the edge of a desk, he was staring ahead of him as if he was lost in thought. I didn't look back as I walked... Even though I very badly wanted to go back and curl up in his arms again.

Neither Missy or Jake said a word as I joined them at their table for the last ten minutes of lunch. I had the feeling they knew what had happened though. Missy was smiling again.

During all of Biology I stared at the top of my desk, I was afraid to look up at Nathaniel. I didn't want to see concern or worry reflected in those stormy eyes of his. I didn't want to imagine things that weren't there and I certainly didn't want to encourage my heart to fall in love even further. It would hurt all the more when reality hit. I couldn't date my teacher.

I was one of the first to leave the classroom that day but he didn't stop me, I could feel his eyes watching me as I left. It felt a little as if I left half of myself behind when I walked out that door. That was just plain silly... I couldn't have fallen that far already.

'So I know you're grounded!' chirped Missy when I met her outside school. 'But eh... there's this party on Friday evening. Please tell me you can think of something and come with me?'

I groaned and shook my head, 'Missy... I don't think that's possible...' But then it hit me. My dad had only talked to me on the phone yesterday, maybe Jessica didn't know what my punishment was! Eliza certainly didn't know I was grounded...

'Fine I'll try...' I muttered.

Immediately happy, Missy jumped up and down and then hugged me tightly. 'Awesome-sauce!'

That made Jake snort, 'You're so stupid Missy...'

The two of them had reached a black car and they got into it, waving goodbye. Jake was driving so apparently Nathaniel had come in his own car.

I still didn't say much to Elliot when he drove me and Eliza home. She was shamelessly flirting with the poor boy but I was too distracted to pay much attention to it.

Nathaniel had hugged me. He'd just gone and hugged me, well he'd pretty much held me in his arms for over fifteen minutes. That was by far the strangest behavior ever, coming from a teacher.

It wasn't that I hadn't liked it, I liked it too much. But I was desperate to know why he'd done it and for what reason... Did it mean he liked me? Or did he simply want to make sure I was alright? Was it because he was attracted to me? Or was I really just imagining that part?

I was shocked when Elliot suddenly placed his hands on my knees, 'We're here Amelia,' he said softly. I nodded and got out of the car.

Elliot seemed to sense my mood and enveloped me in a hug but it just didn't feel the same as it did with Nathaniel. Still it was sweet and I smiled at the handsome blonde guy, 'Thanks...'

'So about that date... I'm really sorry you're grounded and can't go,' he told me.

I felt guilty now... It was true I couldn't go because I was grounded but I had also told Missy I'd try to get out of it and go to a party with her on that same Friday.

Better be honest with him.

'Yeah, look I really am grounded, but eh... I don't think anyone but my dad knows and he's not here...' I started.

'Oh so you can go?' he interrupted me hopefully.

'Well...'

'You don't want to go? That's okay... I understand, I'm a little old for you I guess anyway,' Elliot said, laughing a little forced at the end.

'No that's not it!' I exclaimed, thinking about how Nathaniel was even older... 'My friend, Missy just asked if I could come to a party with her on Friday... And I forgot, I'm sorry.'

'Oh,' his dazzling smile came back, 'You go have fun at that party hun. We can go out another time, if you still want too...' He winked and ruffled my hair. 'I can wait, after all, I'm just the chauffeur.'

With those last words he sauntered right out of the garage, probably to go home. I stared after him, a little worried that I'd hurt his feelings and feeling rather guilty that I still hadn't made it clear to him that I just wanted to be friends.

The rest of the day I spend playing with Hayden and talking with Missy on the phone again. It was fun to hear her banter with both her brothers in the background occasionally. Although it was mostly with Nathaniel.

I fell asleep that night with Hayden by my side again. He didn't like the house, his room gave him nightmares he told me. The nanny was still not nice according to him as well. She didn't read the bedtime stories the right way.

During the rest of the week I felt increasingly more worried about Hayden, he was complaining about school too. How the kids all hated him and never wanted to play... How the nanny wouldn't let him play with the toys he liked. How Jessica snapped at him every time she saw him. How he hated all the strange men in the house all the time.

Eliza had luckily not paid too much attention to me. She seemed to busy flirting with Nathaniel or any of the other jocks to notice me. After her revenge through making my dad mad at me she seemed content to let things be.

Jessica really didn't seem to know my dad had grounded me, because when I asked her if I could sleep over at Missy at Friday she agreed in a heartbeat. That went way easier then I thought it would... Then again, maybe she was just glad to get me out of the house.

So on Friday morning, I said with a little twinge at my heartstrings, goodbye to my little brother. Promising him that I'd return safe and sound for him the next day. I made the nanny promise to allow him to sleep in my room if that was what he preferred.

At school everything seemed the same as it had the past few days. Although Nathaniel cast me more looks then usual again, a frown on his forehead as if he was worried about something. Was that because I'd be sleeping over at his house tonight? I was a little worried about that myself.

When at long last the final bell rang I got out of my seat slowly. Thinking for once that it didn't matter if I stayed a little longer, after all, I'd probably be driving home with Nathaniel anyway.

Missy was waiting for me at the door to the classroom and made me skip with her all the way to the flashy red car. I knew it made both Jake and Nathaniel smile as they watched us and it was enough to bring a smile to my face as well.

'Looking forward to tonight? I know I am!' the girl enthused happily as she squashed into the backseat with me.

The Flynn house was huge.

It was more like a mansion really, build in a somewhat Victorian style. It was pretty I decided as I followed the siblings into their home.

Everything inside was decorated in warm colors, all of it tastefully flowing into each other to make it a pleasant, warm home. I instantly felt at ease.

The hallway looked messy with all the shoes and coats scattered about around the coat and shoe rack. There was a wide silver dish on a dark wooden cabinet against the other wall and Nathaniel carelessly tossed his keys in it before disappearing deeper into the house.

Jake cast Missy one look, smiled at me and then said: 'If you need anything, I'll be in my room.' Then he too darted away, up the stairs and out of sight so quickly that I barely saw it.

'Come I'll show you around!' Missy hurriedly said as we took off our shoes and coats. Then she pulled me into the first room on the left, a wide dinning room connected to a large, homey looking kitchen.

On the other side of the entrance was a large living room. With big comfy couches and an expensive looking TV set. How could they afford all this? Nathaniel was the only one who worked and it seemed like they didn't have any parents...

I had heard Missy say Nathaniel was their legal guardian. Maybe they had had a big inheritance or something? Because a teacher salary sure wasn't enough to be able to afford this.

After I'd seen all of the ground floor she took me up the grand stairs and pointed at the doors we passed. 'That's Jake's room, bathroom, my room, down the hall is Nathaniel's room. There's another bathroom, that's the study. And those two doors are both guestrooms.'

After that dazzling explanation that I was sure to forget she tugged me into her own room and set about getting the both of us ready for that party.

When at long last she was finally done with me I stared at myself in the floor length mirror in her room. My auburn hair had been perfectly styled, falling around my shoulders and face in wide curls.

Dark make up around my eyes to make them look smokey and sexy all of it finished off with a little lip gloss. Just enough to make them look moist, almost as if I'd just been kissing.

I was wearing a simple black dress she'd lent me. It was way shorter then anything I'd chose to wear myself but somehow she'd forced me into it. I still wasn't sure how she'd managed that... It was snug too, showing a little cleavage.

The heels she'd somehow shown up with felt strange on my feet. I never wore heels and I wasn't sure if I'd be able to wear them all evening, let alone walk on them properly.

No matter how uncomfortable I felt in the clothes, it was all worth it as I followed Missy down the stairs. Both Nathaniel and Jake were right there in the hall, I wasn't sure if it was a coincidence or if Missy had told them to wait there for us so they could see us.

Jake's eyes raked over my body appreciatively, his Mohawk bobbing as he nodded his head: 'You look very nice Amelia,' he said warmly. 'And so do you Missy.'

Nathaniel just stared at me. His eyes following the lines of my body until finally resting on my face, his stormy eyes wide. I saw his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed once, twice. Still his mouth fell open a third time.

Did I really look that pretty? I couldn't imagine him doing that on purpose... He looked a bit like a goldfish, a very handsome gold fish though.

At long last he snapped out of it: 'You're going to that party looking like that?' Oh... that didn't sound very friendly. In fact he sounded rather angry.

'Nate!' Missy snapped at him and he took a step back.

'Oh don't take me wrong, you BOTH look stunning.' At both his eyes lingered on me though. 'But you know how teenage boy's are, they'll be all over you!'

'Eh... that's kinda the point brother!' Missy replied as she pulled me with her out the door. I couldn't help but squeak a little nervously: 'It is?'

I was looking over my shoulder just so I could see Nathaniel a little longer. He was clenching his fists at his sides, a frown on his forehead as he stared after us. Was he really worried guys would be all over us?

Suddenly I was worried about that too, I didn't need that. Didn't want it. Although maybe it was a good way to find a guy my own age to crush on. I couldn't really call what I was feeling already for Nathaniel a crush though.

In the car with Missy I took a few deep breaths to relax myself. 'Missy?'

'Yes hun?' my bubbly friend replied.

'We're not really going there to hook up with guys are we? We're just going to dance and have fun?' I hurried to ask her. Just to reassure myself.

Missy laughed: 'Of course! I just said that because I know it would annoy him. That's all.'

I drew in a relieved breath. Phew... That was one thing less to worry about. Now all I really had to worry about was probably seeing Eliza at that party. She would definitely rat me out to Jessica if I did something there that would piss her off.

When we reached the house the party was held at everything was already in full swing. Loud music was pouring out through the brightly lit windows. There were a few people on the front lawn, obviously drunk.

The front door was open so Missy let us in herself then confidently pulled me with her through the mass of dancing bodies in the living room. In the kitchen she handed me a glass and filled it with water from the faucet.

'Never accept a drink you didn't see being made. Always make sure know exactly what's in it okay? Loads of perv's around here.' Missy advised me.

After we both drank some water she pulled me back to the room full of dancing people. We joined the mass. Dancing with Missy was really funny. We did it for at least an hour straight, then we only stopped to get something to drink again.

I spotted Eliza on one of the couches, surrounded by guys hanging from her every word. When I saw her again she was pressed against a wall with her tongue down some brown haired boy's throat. Lucky guy.

The third time I saw her she was dancing too, smack in between two guys. Grinding them as if no one was watching at all. Dirty, dirty girl.

Missy saw me looking and sympathetically said: 'You don't need to see that, go get some fresh air hun, you look a little flushed.'

I nodded in thanks and followed up on her advice, making my way outside into the backyard. There was a pool there and loads of drunk people swimming in it, some not even completely dressed anymore...

I stared at it a little repulsed.

'Yeah... Some people have no morals,' said a guy suddenly from beside me. A little startled I jumped away from him, he had somehow gotten very close without me noticing. All though with all the noise it was still hard hearing what he said.

He smiled and held up his hands to show me they were empty, 'Didn't mean to scare you, see I'm unarmed.' Then he winked mischievously at me.

'I'm Devon by the way.'

'I'm Amelia,' I replied with a smile of my own. This guy seemed nice enough, he looked a little familiar too, probably attended Riverwood High, just like me.

'I know,' he said with another wink, 'Everyone is talking about you and your sister Amelia.'

Oh... I didn't know that. Why were they talking about me?

'They're talking about you because of the people you hang out with I guess,' answered Devon, apparently I had spoken that thought out loud.

'And also because you're really pretty you know... You might not have noticed Amelia, but all the guys in school want you. Just as much as they want your sister.'

I scoffed, 'Yeah right! They don't want me Devon... But it's nice of you to say that.'

If they all wanted me so bad, then why didn't they even spare me a glance? Or why didn't even a single one of them come up to me to talk? They all followed Eliza around like meek little lambs.

Devon laughed a charming laugh, he was handsome, with brown short spiky hair and sparkling dark eyes. I'm sure he would have been exactly the right type for Eliza. I didn't feel impressed, after all, he looked nothing like Nathaniel.

Still his company was nice... So when he asked if I wanted to go somewhere more quiet, away from all the music I didn't hesitate to say yes. 'Always so hard to talk with the music you know,' Devon was saying, 'If we go on like this any longer I wont have any voice left for tomorrow.'

I nodded my agreement.