《ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ》LIII
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Jungkook's POV
"Did you find anything that's suspicious?" I ask the detective I hired while checking the papers in front of me.
Jimin sat in front of me going through paperworks that had all the behind the scenes of Raphael Evans.
I frowned at the memory of Mia's apartment. The damage Nathan, that sociopath caused is replaceable but the way he left the remark. As if he was threatening to send us a message which he thought he succeeded in doing.
They know we are digging in deep, so choosing Mia as a collateral damage and a way of truce between us just fueled me more.
I am not going to stop until I ruin him. And Raphael only proved how bastard he is and his son is. Raphael must have hired someone to do so, Nathan blindly follows whatever his father says.
Jimin and I have been planning this for quite a while, reaching the end. Today at the restaurant the reason for us being so tense was some men following us all day long. Sure at first it may be coincidence but no when Jimin and Mia went to their friendly date, Jimin saw someone following them. That continued for sometime until we got to know that they are Raphael's Men.
I started unraveling every dirty work of Raphael Evan, he won't sit and watch and I won't leave a single chance or opportunity for him to be saved. What he did today was a grave mistake. He used Mia as bait thinking I would back off.
Motherfucker.
They are offering themselves to be executed, their records are out in public. I don't even know how no one realised the number of times he put the fake stocks under companies that did not exist.
If we look closer and search into one of his company its a night club a facade of human trafficking business.
No one really cared I guess but with the status I wouldn't even doubt for a second he has important people in his pocket. That's one of the reasons I was being careful with my search about him, still he caught on.
Something suspicious or people from inside must have informed him. Only people who know exactly what I am doing are Jimin, My dad, Our lawyer and investigator.
We never know who the snake is. Someone must have given him the lead when we were looking for him.
Nothing matters now he know that's more good he would see his own doom with his own fucking eyes and wouldn't able to do anything. I will cut his fucking hand off if he tried something that involved Mia same goes to his son.
He would be a dead Man walking, I will ruin him and he will beg for the forgiveness he doesn't deserve.
I didn't realise until now there is some darkness inside me. I knew I could be violent but never tried to harm someone. I learned to be calm, and stay put in situations like this.
Mia is an exception. For her I would drag that motherfucker to hell if I have to.
Jimin seems to share the same passion I guess. He stood by my side when I talked to Dad who was not so thrilled to get his hand dirty. The way we are working may involve a little bit violence. That's because we need to get our work done and without anyone questioning us in return.
He helped me convince Dad to use my trust funds. I will use all my trust funds if I had to bring him down.Dad was not entirely sure but for Mia he said he would do it. He would have done it for any woman who was facing the same situation or worse situation than her. For which I hold immense respect for him.
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"Jungkook?" At the mention of my name I glanced up. I didn't even hear Yoongi entering the kitchen nor did Jimin who was still busy going through the manila folders.
I leaned back on the chair, raising my eyebrows in question.
"Can I talk to you?"Yoongi said before looking at Jimin "Alone".
Well this is new, I nodded my head as Jimin silently stood and left without saying a word. Corner of my lips tipped in amusement.
"Does Mia know what you have been doing?" Yoongi crossed his arms with a stoic look on his face.
Yoongi and I never talked much,He is someone Mia trusts and respects so much and I get why she does it not because he is her brother but for the person he is. As I seem to spend some time with him I got to know more about him.
He is concerned about Mia. Of course Mia doesn't know what I've been upto. I made sure of it, business is business even if it involves her I don't want her to know.
"No".
Yoongi narrowed his eyes at me" She is going to be upset when she finds out".
"I know".
"Are you even planning on telling her?"
"No".
Nothing about this conversation is funny but I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from grinning. The look of frustration on his face with my short answers is going to push him on the edge.
But he has to know I am not going to back off not now. I don't care what he thinks.
Sighing he sat on the chair Jimin was sitting before" Look I know what your doing is for Mia, she wouldn't like it but I won't stop you, in one condition".
I waited for him to continue as I sat there in shock.
"You are not the only one who wants to destroy the Evans, especially Nathan, James and I have some intels on him. If you need help I want to help too".
I stared at him and he stared back at me. I was trying to read his face not like I don't trust him, just that he will tell Mia I want to be the one who tells her and I haven't decided I am going to tell her yet.
"Okay". I said breaking our stare, he stood up dusting the non-existent dust on his pants and muttering okay.
"And yes Jungkook". Yoongi turned around "You being cautious around Mia is good but just don't forget you are making her insecure. Just talk it out with her".
For the second time he left me stunned. Mia is insecure, I made her insecure.
I didn't think my actions would make her feel that way. I didn't mean that at all.
.............
I walked out the shower, drying my hair with a towel.
I saw Mia sprawled out on my bed and that sight made my heart race and a huge smile broke on my face.
It feels so right her being there, she is laughing watching something on her laptop laying on her stomach with my big shirt she most probably stole from my closet which I don't fucking mind. She can take everything she wants if she asks for my life I would gladly give her without a fight.
My heart tugged in my chest thinking about what if this becomes my everyday life. The anticipation of coming home and finding her in my bed is far too tempting. Laying in my bed looking like that. She is looking goddamn beautiful.
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I sighed remembering Yoongi's words. I need to talk with her and again I have news to break to her. She is going to panic, that's for sure.
Dumping my towel in the laundry basket, I walked towards the bed.
Leaning over her I closed the laptop and I flipped us so Mia's legs were thrown over my own as she leaned by my side.
Rather than complaining about the sudden change in position she leaned more into me, I took her hand intertwining with mine because that just felt so right to do so.
"Be honest with me. Did I ever make you feel insecure". I asked not to run around the bush, I feel really bad.
She stiffened besides me, slowly looking up, meeting my gaze which was already gauzing her reaction.
"Whenever you pull away when things start to get heated between us, I feel like you don't want me. You are disgusted or you simply don't want me".
She said without looking at me fidgeting with her fingers which I noticed was a nervous tick of hers.
Fuck, but this makes me an Asshole. I didn't know I was making her feel like that. My intentions of pulling back were hella opposite from the reasons she thinks.
I grabbed her thighs before she could react. I pulled her on my lap, straggling my hips. A gasp tore past her lips as she looked at me with so much Vulnerability.
I know she can feel it. I did too, she gulped my eyes travelled with those moments looking at her soft exposed skin on her neck. The urge to press her down on my semi hard evident erection was too much. I took a few controlled breaths to compose myself to talk to her.
I don't want to scare her away not knowing how she would react to my thoughts she would run.I have a goddamn hard on everytime this woman is around.
As I said, the past few weeks have been hard. I mean literally hard.
"For even a second you think I don't want you. You are wrong, you are everything I need, want. I didn't want to push you to do something you didn't want to do. I knew once we started I wouldn't be able to stop myself." I growled a little as she shifted on my lap not intentionally but just nervously. I grew rock hard and harder if it's even possible. The pent of sexual tension building inside me was ready to burst.
I am behaving like a teenager who couldn't control their needs.
"I know, You know what you want I just wanted you to be sure. I couldn't bear it if you did it because you felt obliged to do so."
I don't even know what the hell I am saying now my Monologue broke when this tease looked at me with her soft eyes sitting on my lap with so much innocence radiating from her. I wish to taint and protect at the same time.
She bit her Lower lip. That action alone sent blood rushing straight to my dick which throbbed. Tracing my finger on her lips I pulled out her lower lip before releasing it.
I watched with so much fascination.
"Jungkook". Mia's voice called me with so much need and desperation I wanted to Bury myself deep into her there and there. "Please". She took my hand and placed it on her heat.
I groaned, the animosity in me ready to unleash. She is so wet I could feel her through her short pants she wore. My thumb rubbed up and down her folds. Mia whimpered, pressing down on my hand asking for more.
I took the back of her head and pulled her forehead onto me. Our breaths mingled, lips brushing her soft exhale reached my ears. The feel of her on my palm was driving me crazy. I can't even imagine how soft and wet she would be when I touch her bare.
"Mia". I breathed as she hummed, still focusing on my hand as I touched her. She tried to roll her hips for friction, I stopped her from doing so. She let out a frustrating scream and glared at me.
Call me masochist or sadistic.
I still had news to break it to her. I didn't even realise things were ever going to turn to the South.
"We are going to my house for Dinner on Christmas."
She blinked and then blinked again letting the news sink.
"Pardon?". A smile broke on my lips at her cute confusion. The haziness in her eyes disappeared and the glare she threw my way. Which by the way was not intimidating at all which only made her ridiculous.
I didn't dare tell her that. I don't have a dead wish.
"Dinner with my family on Christmas and you are going with me". I said again this time making sure she gets what I said. Saying the words slowly like she is a kid who didn't understand something only to annoy her more.
I said as if this is not ridiculous at all. As if it's a normal thing for us to. Mia looks like I have grown two heads. Either she is contemplating to beat the shit out of me for not telling her this beforehand because Christmas is just two days later.
Or she is just busy freaking out and panicking trying to make sense of this whole ordeal.
When Jimin and I went to talk to my Dad About Raphael's situation, he told me to bring Mia with me to dinner, or I am not allowed to come home.
Not that the situation is going to do any harm to me, more harm to him which he didn't care about. If Mom and Nana know what he threatened me with he is not going to be happy especially if I don't celebrate Christmas with them they would be pissed.
I know my Dad so well and what he is playing on with this. He wants to know whether I am serious about Mia. He wants to make sure who she is, how she is. And that is only possible when Nana and Mom are on their Agent mode. He is risking his half reasons beknown to him.
I can go alone if I want to, but I don't want to introduce her to my family yet.
"Relax, we have a day to prepare". I said brushing her cheek, she swatted my hand.
"Jungkook, what the hell are you going to say? What the hell are you going to introduce me as?" Mia keeps shooting questions.
"You are saying like it's not a big deal, you are acting if it really isn't. Did you hit your head or something?
My little one knows how much a big deal it is for me to take her home. In Korean tradition dinner meets Are not taken casually. Introducing your girlfriend or boyfriend is a huge deal.
It means something I know she knows. She won't accept, not now. I didn't even ask her to be my girlfriend and here I am planning to introduce my family to her. Tell them show them how much I love and respect this woman.
No one but her. She is the only one,still my dumbass wouldn't ask her one thing that's burning on my tip of tongue.
I am not sure if I am ready and I can't decide for her.
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