I walked between Jimin and Hobi as we made our way towards my locker. These two refused to leave my side since they found me in the bathroom with him. You know who.

I woke up in Jimin's bedroom with a severe headache, my body was hurting, everything was hurting, my body was sore and bruised still I was lying there completely lifeless and numb.

I didn't even look at myself in the mirror afraid of how I look, the marks that he left would always scar me. He tainted not only my body but my soul too. Bandages covered my body on my neck, wrists.

I didn't go to school for a few days, Jimin informed my parents that I would stay with them. My parents don't mind as they trust Hobi and Jimin. Hobi called a doctor to check on me, but they didn't take me to the hospital even if they wanted to. They know that would be the last place I want to be. The doctor checked up on me asking questions which I didn't answer.

Jimin tried to talk to me about what happened in the bathroom, urging me to talk. I just refused to answer staring blankly at the wall. They sighed trying to be patient with me, I know they are blaming themselves, I didn't even utter a word as I just numbly stared at the wall.

When the doctor asked to collect evidences for the assault, as she Brought rape kit with her. I just freaked out. I don't want to do anything with him, I don't want to file any complaint against him. I just wanted to be left alone. I don't even want to see his face.

I was crying and thrashing wanting them to understand, the first time I broke down after two days. I told them everything as the nightmares kept getting worse. Jimin and Hobi both held me crying with him. I forced them to keep this between us, asking to promise they would do nothing. They both were furious at Nathan was understatement. I wanted some space they respected but not leaving me alone.

I was thankful they respected my decision.

I stood in front of my locker removing my books, I heard whispers around us. I confusedly looked at Hobi who was confused too. I just shrugged.

Simultaneously everyone's phone dinged. I checked mine but didn't see any notifications. I glanced at Jimin who looked pale hiding his phone away from me.

The whole hallway gasped. I turned and they were staring at me shocked, some were disgusted they glanced at their phone and then me.

"Let's get out of here". Jimin quickly hold my hand in his tugging me with him. I looked at him in bewilderment at his sudden actions I looked at Hobi in question but he didn't look much good too.

His face stone cold, with panic lacing in his eyes.

"Hey slut! Where do you think you are going?"

I was going to turn around to look at who they were talking to. Deep down I know they are talking about me.

"Don't turn around, keep walking". Jimin harshly said I was taken aback he never talked to me like this, even though his tone was not allude to me I felt cold shiver run down. His voice laced pure hatred and rage.

"What's going on?". I asked but no one answered.

A boy came up blocking our way, his friends stood behind him.

"Would you like to sleep with me too? I will be rough just like you want". I froze staring at him in horror. His friends snickered as he smirked at me.

What the fuck? Before I can comprehend what's going on Jimin already punched him hard on his face. A crack resounded but I stood there in daze.

The guy was not fazed at all started laughing " What it's just a question, if Nathan could have her so can I"

Suddenly it dawned me they know, how? Alarmed I looked at Hobi.

"Give me your phone". I demanded, he protested declining.

"Give me the damn phone". I searched his pockets ignoring his attempts to stop me.

I clicked open the video and played. I paled looking at the video, it's the video where Nathan is kissing me tearing my top, I closed my eyes in revulsion a sickening feeling and dread traveled my entire body.

Looking at the angle of the video it seems I am enjoying it, not struggling much and this video is where I gave up letting him do what he wants to do. Where I stood there numbly, not fighting anymore before Jimin and Hobi crashed the door which is not shown in this video.

It seems like I enjoyed every bit my face was covered by my hair but still you can see me.

Bile rises in my throat they all know, they think I am at fault this is what I was afraid of. Humiliation hit me so hard as everyone stared at me with so much disgust even I felt it towards myself.

The repugnance was too much as they kept calling me names.

I stood there completely frozen but my body tensed as my eyes met with Nathan's who stood across the hallway taking in the scene. His face was completely void of any emotions as he stared at me causing me to shiver in fright. His face was fucked up beaten up badly I felt little good but not good enough.

I was scared of him but my anger was more strong towards me. I stared at him in vexation, my hands irking to kill him right there. I stride towards him who smirked, raking his eyes on my body. I was beyond enraged.

As I reached standing a foot away from him, I balled my fists throwing a hard punch on his face, the impact caused his head to the side holding his jaw which I bet broke, because the pain on knuckles was increasing every minute I didn't care.

"Still feisty I see" He looked at me holding his jaw. " Just the way I like".

What I feel for this Man is beyond anger, disgust, fear you name every negative feelings it's more than that.

"Delete that video". I gritted my teeth insinuating each word.

He sniggered at me "Aw your temper is so cute princess, what's even the use everyone saw it already".

I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling me towards them. Jimin and Hobi are now standing beside me holding me protectively. I felt a little tension release my body, I was scared standing alone in his presence afraid of what he might do.

Jimin glared "I want you to delete that video this instance, otherwise it won't end well with you". He hissed.

Nathan was unbothered by the threat staring at me" What if I told you I was not the one who posted that video, I didn't even know who recorded that ".

I scowled at him" Don't lie, it's you who set the camera so we were filmed, you sick bastard".

"Trust me I don't know, I didn't even know we were being filmed".

Hobi snarled at him" Trust you, if we find out it's you that won't end well with you".

Without waiting for his reply Hobi pulled me away dragging me outside the school as Jimin followed.

My eyes sting with tears. I wiped it before it could fall.

Jimin pulled me in for a hug" We will find who did it don't worry".

Hobi joined the hug, I was relieved I had them otherwise I would have fallen apart.

...........

I returned back home yesterday I couldn't face my parents, I can't look them in their eyes. How can I tell them what happened? I don't join them for dinner anymore, I talk less. Usually my home is filled with our laughter, Dad's cry for help to be saved by my Mama. We watch movies or playing games going for outing. These days its quite, my parents are worried constantly checking on me.

How can I tell my Dad that somebody assaulted his daughter, touched in ways no father would want his daughter to be touched by a guy? How will I tell mom that her daughter almost got raped, her naked body videos with a guy who raped her has been circulated in whole school, who is slut shaming her?

It's not even my fault? Why is it always girls' fault, why is it always her? Do boys have a free pass once you get a girlfriend or wife? No means no, whoever it is when they say no it's a no.

If someone doesn't love you don't force yourself on them, not with an excuse wanting them to notice. If a girl wears revealing clothes it doesn't give you an excuse. Please educate yourself and grow up,your actions have consequences.

I couldn't skip school, I can't afford to risk it if the principal called one of my parents about me being absent or regarding the news circulating in school. We are trying to find who uploaded the video, till then I begged the principal not to say a word to my parents.

Lost in thoughts I didn't even notice until I felt the impact on my back. Someone shoved me hard against the lockers. Every one paused looking at the scene as if, a moving shoot was going on.

A tall brunette stood in front of me pooping a chewing gum, along with two twins standing either side of her. I see them around campus but I don't know their name.

I glared at them "What are you doing, get out of my way".

They just laughed as the tall brunette took a step forward staring in my eyes" You have an attitude, you think fucking Nathan gives you the power to do your way". My eyes snapped at her in anger.

I don't ever tolerate people talking to me in this tone, acting entitled. I never let anyone do so and who does she think I would let her do that. I may be vulnerable at the moment, that doesn't mean I will let you step down on me.

"Tell me how you do it, tell us your tricks. You even ruined Jen and Jimin's relationship I won't be surprised if you are fucking him too because that's what you are a slut". She said bringing her finger on my forehead pushing it.

"I didn't ruin their relationship". I snapped.

"You never learn do you? After all this you still have an attitude. You have no shame".

Before she could slap me I took hold of her wrist twisting it in an odd manner. She yelped in pain.

"Mind your business, when you don't know what exactly happened. Talk about being a slut with yourself first". I said letting her hand go, she staggered a few steps back holding her wrist glaring at me.

I turned to walk away, but was pushed back as two hands pinned me on the locker. I struggled as the two twins stood either side of me tightening their grip.

"Let me go". I yelled as the tall brunette smirked.

"You think so highly of yourself, I will teach you a lesson to learn where you belong, you bitch". She said kicking me in my stomach.

I winced, glowering at her.

"Who do you think you are glaring at?" She slapped me, her ring cut through my cheek as blood trickled down my skin.

I still stood my ground not telling my mask down. This has been happening for a while now. People would come and call me names, boys would touch me inappropriately, winking at me. Throwing a thrash at me, everytime I would let it happen, how can I fight the whole school with just two people besides me.

I never retaliated which increased the bullying ten fold.

"Hold her tight". She ordered the twins as she put her hands on my collar before tearing the material. I looked at her in complete shock, I froze remembering how Nathan did that too. My eyes filled with tears.

The whole hallway gasped, some taking photos and videos. I didn't look up, not meeting anyone's eyes.

She didn't stop there she took her scissors out, cutting my hair and then cutting my bra.

"Please stop". I whimpered as they snickered, finding it funny and amusing. I looked around in the hallway for help but everyone was busy entertaining themselves. I was ashamed standing there I could do nothing, suddenly my eyes met Jimin's who stood there staring at the scene with an unreadable expression. My eyes filled with hope, I mouthed a plea to help me. He just turned the other way with a blank stare.

My heart broke in a thousand pieces there, betrayal filled me. Among all people I never thought Jimin would be the one, I don't even ever need to ask him to help him. He is just standing there letting it happen, not even trying to stop them or help me.

I kept staring at him. Maybe he could feel my stare and help me. He didn't even look at him, turning to walk away. All my hope scattered, all my feelings drained.

The tall girl grinned at me painting my face in black paint as it flowed down my neck down my body. The hold of the twins' hands loosened as I slumped against the locker.

I heard Leah's voice in the midst of all chaos along with Hobi. Their footsteps thuds,where the only thing I heard as they approached me.

Leah reached, pulling her jacket around my torn shirt that was flashing my breasts to the whole school. She turned and threw a punch at the girl, Hobi looked so distraught as I stared blankly. I am so done with all this. So fucking done.

Warmth of two arms wrapped pulling me in their embrace" I am Sorry I am late". Lee murmured not caring if the paint covered her. Hobi just looked at us then yelled at the crowd.

She tugged me up dragging me. I managed to murmur " Call my Mama please, I need Mama". I cried silently.