*Trigger Warning*.

"I don't want to go, Hoseok". I whined.

"Why not? It's not bad to have a little fun. After all, Jen Evans is throwing the party".

"That's exactly the reason I don't want to go". I glared at him.

Hobi put his arm around my shoulder.

"It won't be that bad". He suggested

I crossed my hands and jutted my chin at him" Yeah you are right it's not going to be bad, it's going to be worse".

Yeah, going to the party which was thrown by the girl who claimed I was stealing her boyfriend in front of the whole school. No thanks I will pass.

Jennifer Evans is a nice, sweet girl unless you don't stand in her way and she thinks I happen to stand between her and Jimin's relationship. Jimin is just my best friend and I am happy he is dating someone who makes him happy.

She feels threatened by my presence. Not I see the reason to be, she says I spend too much time with him. She doesn't get to hang out with him because I am always with him that he pays too much attention to me, rather than her. It's not true. I think it's quite the opposite, Since they have started dating we haven't been spending much time.

One day she just yelled at me for wanting him. I laughed thinking she was joking but she started to cry claiming I like Jimin. That's why I couldn't stand him seeing her, which is absurd. I am jealous of her so I am trying my best to break them away. Why on the earth would I do that? I am upset I don't get to hangout with him but I am not Jealous she is with him. Jimin does his best to give us time, dating her was exhausting him I can tell. She is demanding, but he makes sure to spend time with Hobi and Me.

Jimin tried to assure her many times, it's her fault she doesn't trust him. Jimin is not ever a type to cheat, he gives his everything, he is everything but not a cheater she should know better after all her one call he drops literally everything. So I decided to be distant with him if that's what makes her happy. I don't want to be the reason they fight or break up. He looked so tired trying to give both of us equal attention. He didn't want to ignore us, Hoseok was okay at first but now she is taking this to extreme levels. She never even let him talk to us.

Jimin was not happy with this and he snapped at her for the first time. He told her to understand he can't just abandon his friends for her.

"Jen shouldn't get the satisfaction of getting what she wants. She wants you away from Jimin and she is not going to get that. You barely spend any time together now, that's because of her". Hobi said firmly.

It's not Jimin's fault. Whenever we make plans Jen always ruins it by calling him saying she is not feeling well or some excuses. He is in a relationship. I get it, he is not neglecting me or hobi. Hobi is quite pissed at Jen because our friendship is falling apart.

"It's not about Jen, it's about her brother who creeps the heck out of me". I said which is partly true.

Nathan and Jen both were transfer students who joined our school two months ago. I was not comfortable around Nathan, something about him sets an unsettling feeling. He always stares at me weirdly being touchy. I told Hobi and Jimin they told me not to think so much about it.

I always caught him staring at me,the fact he doesn't seem to hide it makes it more creepy. At first I thought this was a coincidence but Following me around is not funny anymore.

"I am not going to leave you there alone, don't worry." He assured me.

A hand pulled me away from Hoseok crashing me into a bone crushing hug. I giggled into his chest, knowing it was Jimin.

"How is my favourite girl?". Jimin said, kissing my forehead.

"Oh you only see her". Hobi playfully said.

Jimin chuckled, tackling him in a hug, crushing me in the middle.

"Stop, I can't breathe". I laughed pushing them away as they only tightened their hold on me.

I pinched Hoseok who yelped, breaking his hold. He glared at me, rubbing the spot I pinched.

His hands reached out to catch me, as Jimin quickly pulled me behind him. Peeking from Jimin's side I stuck my tongue at Hoseok who snickered at my childish behaviour. I grinned at him.

"What were you talking about, Mia seemed annoyed". Jimin asked as I stood beside him, his arm draped around my shoulder.

"Nothing convincing her about tomorrow's party". Hoseok answered.

Jimin raised his eyebrows at me" She needs convincing to go to the party ".

I groaned" Yes because I don't want to go. "

"Well that's new, you are the first one who is always excited to go to the parties ".

I rolled my eyes, he grinned at me poking my side. I cried out trying to pull away from him as I am ticklish. Hobi was laughing rather than helping me as I was struggling to get away from Jimin.

Someone clearing their throat broked our moment. I turned to look, seeing Jen glaring at me, and Nathan standing besides her glaring at Jimin.

"Hey babe". Jen greeted Jimin, throwing him one of her sweetest and seductive smiles ignoring me. I controlled the urge to roll my eyes at her fake behaviour.

Hoseok didn't even try to hide the distaste for her as he scoffed. I giggled a little, but stopped keeping a sweet innocent smile on my face as Jen gave me a menacing look.

Nathan pulled me away from Jimin giving me a hug. He snuggled his face in my neck murmuring something. I stood there awkwardly patting his back lightly. I was uncomfortable but he won't let me go, lightly trying to push him away he brushed his lips and kissed my neck. I froze still at the contact, an edgy feeling crept inside me.

A hand quickly took me away from him, Jimin protectively put his arm around me glaring angrily at Nathan who seemed unbothered still looking at me.

I stood there restlessly under his gaze,No one spoke.

"We are getting late for our class." Hobi said, pulling me away from them. I sighed in relief, finally getting away from the tension. Jimin looked furious. I don't want him to do anything which would get in trouble.

"You are not going anywhere near him". Jimin said firmly as Hobi agreed. That's what I am trying to do, he just approaches each time giving me no choice. This is what I was telling them they might have noticed his behaviour too around me.

I shivered slightly as I still could feel his eyes on me as we were walking away.

.............

I felt a hot breath on my neck as I stood in front of my locker to keep my books inside.

I quickly turned to see Nathan towering over me. He was so close, he was pinning me on the locker with his body. I hate how my body reacts in his presence. It completely shuts down, neither my fight or flight works. Fear creeps as I push myself in the locker to create just a little distance.

School ended 10 minutes before, so no one was there in the hallway leaving me helpless. Even if I would try to scream no one could hear me unless a teacher was present or passing by. The watchman who checks the classroom wouldn't come by now.

Jimin left with Jen to help her with the party. Hoseok is waiting for me in the parking lot. If he would be wondering what's taking me so long he would come and check up on me. I was so stupid, I should have taken him with me to borrow the reference book from the library.

"Are you going to the party?". Nathan asked, pushing a strand away from my face. I stared at him in disdain not wanting him anywhere near me.

I didn't say anything fearing my voice to give out my fear of him to only boast his actions. His eyes glint knowing very well I am scared of him.

"Don't be scared little bird I won't hurt you." He brought his hands to my neck holding it tightly. I panicked, not being able to breathe. I tried to pry his hand away from my neck, he dug his nails in my neck.

"Aren't you being too close with Jimin? I don't like when he touches you".

My eyes widened, what does he mean when Jimin touches me. Is he threatening me to stay away from him because of his Sister Jen. Does he think I am ruining something or what is he implying? I would believe he is doing this because of Jen but the glint in his eyes says otherwise. His eyes sparkle in desire, possessiveness and the need to hurt me empower me. I didn't like the look in his eyes. I don't like the feeling of his hands on me.

Tears pooled in my eyes, streaming from the corner of my eyes. His hold was still strong on me. I was feeling dizzy. I kept my eyes open fearing what would happen.

He chuckled looking at me " Stay away from him, wait not only him stay away from every guy".

He is not my freaking boyfriend or anything to order me around. I was growing angry towards his attitude,this is the first time he psychically hurted me. He always talked to me being this close. I avoided him many times because he doesn't get a hint.

I kicked him as hard as possible as he stumbled back holding his dick yelling and cursing at me. I quickly took this chance to escape. with tears streaming down my face. I wasted no time, wiping my tears running outside the school. My body was hurting but still I pushed myself to run away from him.

.......

Why in the world am I here? I looked around people having the time of their life drinking, dancing, making out, grinding here. Everyone seems to fit here, I enjoy parties, the freedom and letting loose for one night feeling. Today I am not feeling it all, not after the act Nathan pulled.

Somehow I still found myself surrounded with my friends trying not to think about anything. I just hope Nathan doesn't see me here.

"No alcohol tonight". Jimin said handing me coke, Hobi laughed earning a glare from me.

"We are not ever letting that go, Are we?" I grumbled.

"No freaking way". Hobi exclaimed. "It's okay as long as you drink when we are with you, but not with these raging hormonal teenagers."

I rolled my eyes at him" And what makes you think you both are not raging hormonal teenagers ". I quoted.

" You know what we mean". Jimin grinned, putting his arm around my shoulder. I shoot him a look, drinking my coke with a huff.

They are right. I better be careful. I need to be sober, if Nathan tried something again I need to be in my right state of mind.

"You both need to stop babysitting me, you both came to enjoy the party so go". I said shooing them away.

"What do you both mean? We came so we are going to have fun". Hobi dragged me with him to the dance floor.

I let out a protest " You know I can't dance, do you want me to look like a clown?". I stayed put my legs on the ground so it was difficult to tug.

"Oh today we all will dance no one cares, and for the matter of fact you are already a clown so we are going to dance like one to keep you coming".

I scowled at him letting me drag, Jimin joined us laughing at us. I sighed smiling. I miss Leah being here at least she could have helped me. Yoongi well not much a help just would be lazy around to even speak. I rolled my eyes at thoughts. I really missed them.

If only she hadn't gone for a trip with her family and Yoongi wouldn't have gone abroad.

Jimin and Hobi both started to shout the lyrics loudly jumping around, taking my hands in their urging me to jump. We laughed, pointing at each other singing the song. I forgot everything, letting my body loose, dancing with them. Enjoying every moment being thankful to have them with me.

I excused myself to go to the bathroom, tried from all the hype up. It's difficult to keep up with the energy Hoseok has. I wonder how he is so energetic, never getting tired, his laugh, smile and happiness is so contagious lifting our moods too.

I washed my hands, looking at my reflection, my face flushed, eyes twinkling with happiness which quickly died as the person stood behind me glaring at me.

My body froze trying to comprehend whether I should run towards the door. If I shout for help not one can hear me with loud music unless someone is outside. He locked the door, I eyed around trying to find something I could defend myself with before running and calling for help.

To my absolute fucking luck nothing was in the room, Nathan smiled accomplished accepting me to react that way, the defeated look must have given away, but I was not going to go down without a fight if he tried something. I am strong and I can manage. I can do this.

I backed away the counter digging in my back as I kept the distance between us. He put his arms on either side of me caging me between him. I was ready to kick him again like I did for now this is my plan. I hope it works. This is my only option for now.

He was prepared to have learned his lesson from last time, as he pushed his right leg between my legs.

Think think fucking think, this is not the time to panic and be scared.

"I thought you were not coming, not after the stunt you pulled in the hallway but I am glad you came". He smiled at me leaning close as his breath fanned my lips. " That was so cute by the way, but do you think I will let you go so easily after that".

His smiles send shivers down my spine, let me tell you nothing was welcoming at all. This was the kind of feeling which I felt threatened and frightened.

His face suddenly turned cold, he tucked my hair in a harsh grip, I winced at the pain in my scalp. I didn't show much reaction to his satisfaction not telling him that I am scared of him.

Nathan seemed a person to enjoy me simmering from fear, pain or any signs of uncomfortable behaviour which only was boasted for his actions.

"Didn't I tell you to stay away from Jimin? Still you dare to show up with him dancing with him. Are you trying to make me Jealous? Well you succeed I am because I don't like to share what's mine". He growled at me, tugging my hair harder which was accessible for him to kiss my neck.

He is so delusional. I am fucking scared, I cried out in pain as he bit my neck as it sting which will definitely going to leave a mark. I felt something stream down my neck.

I was trying to push him off me, he had a tight grip on my hair and others holding my hands in a rough grip twisting it.

"Please stop! Nathan you are hurting me".

He laughed like a maniac. I was shaking in fear " You should have listened to me then, you never listen you never notice me, you never do. It's always your friends why can't I see I love you why can't you look at me".

This is getting too far, I was so stunned at his confession this is not love. This was never love, he didn't love me. Me being with my friends or anyone doesn't concern him. I will be with whoever the hell I want to be, he doesn't have any right to stop me.

"You are delusional, you don't love me, I am not yours and never will be". I spat distastefully, his expression turned the cold and hateful look he ever showed me.

He scoffed at me" You dare to question my love for you, I want you to give me a chance this is the only way you will notice me. ".

I looked at him in disbelief. He is crazy this is not the way all he did was hurt me till now. Throwing me pervert looks following me around stalking me.

" You will never have a chance ''. I said in disgust.

Something snapped in him as he kissed me forcefully and kept my lips closed tightly not letting him kiss me. His hands wandered on my body as I was fighting to get his grip loose on me. He was strong, his grip was strong. He hooked his hand on my collar of shirt tearing it as the sound of fabric tearing filled the area. I was too shocked to move.

His grip was harsh, rough. He grabbed my breasts in a grip, squeezing it hard, I gasped in pain. He took it as an opportunity to push his tongue into my mouth.

I bit his lip with a jarring force, he hissed pulling away. He slapped me so hard, the stinging ache on my cheek didn't even suffice the pain I was going through inside. I was numb, my body was hurting. I was just there feeling nothing now. Telling him to continue his assault fighting back doesn't seem to work and I was too tired, tired of everything. I simply stood there for what felt like forever. I don't know how it happened.

Someone drew his body off my mine, I slumped on the bathroom floor completely numb. I heard punches, screaming and grunts. An arm wrapped around me. It was still familiar but I flinched until I heard Hoseok's voice.

Then knowing I was safe, I let the darkness fill me, taking me with them making it my home.