Jungkook's POV

Mia is driving me insane.

I had a huge grin on my face,the way she pressed her curves against me was so excitingly sensuous. The way she was looking at me like she wanted me to devour her. Much to my gratification.

She was just sitting there looking so beautiful so close. So delicate.

I let out a groan. She is making it difficult for me to have self control if she keeps on acting like that. I would have kissed her but I didn't want to overwhelm her. She had enough for today.

I know that kiss would have mean a lot for her so fucking much. I was telling her the truth when I said I don't know what exactly is going on between us, I don't even know how I would explain this to her.

It was easy when we were trying to kill each other. This is very complicated.

I like spending time with her, she is annoying but still I want to spend every irritating minute with her. I hope she feels the same way.

Maybe I feel guilty for lying to her about the whole JK thing. I didn't tell her the truth. I am hiding that. So I am acting like this because this could atleast answer my behaviour with her.

I admit I have become protective over her. Today when I saw how detached she was from the surrounding, so numb that scared me. Whatever was hurting her I just wanted to make it go away.

But that urge still couldn't overpower the need to have her feverish body against me. To feel her skin on mine To roam my hands all over her, To make her mine. Every curve of her molding into me.

I loved the way she was wanton and sensual one minute and then bashful and shy.

I like her boldness, her smart mouth. I just want to shut that pretty little mouth of hers.

"How's Mia now?".

Oh shit that scared the heck out of me. I turned irritated towards the voice crossing my arms on my chest seeing Jimin seated on the sofa of the living room.

We share the apartment with Jimin Hoseok and Me. Just because of Mom I haven't completely moved in here, so I stay here sometimes and sometimes stay at my place.

"Why are you up so late?". He still hasn't looked at me. I walked towards him.

"Couldn't sleep, and I was worried about Mia''. He started blankly in front of him.

Of course he noticed but why he is so dejected.

I sighed sitting beside him"She is fine now".

He just hummed as a response. We just sat in silence. It was awkward at least for me because it looked like Jimin didn't mind it all, even uncomfortable by it so I slowly got up to go without disturbing him.

"Did I do something wrong? Why have you been avoiding me Jungkook?".

I froze, checking that he was asking me.

I don't see any other Jungkook in this room, of course he is talking to you!

OK I get it no need to yell, I think it's time to man up and swallow my ego and talk about it.

I took a deep breath" What? I was not avoiding you, I was just busy? ".

Yeah so much for being a Man.

He chuckled lightly" Busy, wooing Mia? "

Opps caught, this is going to be fun.

" No nothing like that, you're just the normal working together". I said nonchalantly.

Yeah yeah keep telling that to yourself

Oh god this silence is killing me I told him didn't I so why is he being so quite. He looks so deep in thoughts.

"Tell me the truth Jungkook, why were you avoiding me?".

I grumbled" Fine, You and Mia were suddenly close and it made me-

"Jealous, I get it". He laughed at my misery, not being able to explain to him.

"No I was not Jealous why would I be Jealous". I said flatly.

He turned facing me and looked in my eyes. This was the first time in the last hour he looked at me.

He raised his perfect brows at me"Mia and I are just friends Jungkook, it's more complicated than you think it's not what it looks like it's hard to go back how we were. I made mistakes, really bad ones and one of them was the worst which was hurting her".

He paused for a bit. But why the hell is he telling me this? I don't want to hear what happened between them, but I wanted to punch him so much when he said he hurted but when I looked at him I really looked at Jimin.

He looked so broken

"I am so ashamed of myself. I could have helped it. I could have done something to prevent it but I didn't. It makes me so angry at myself. But I am trying to do everything I can to make you happy and smile again, you don't need to worry Jungkook nothing is going on between us and never was so no need to be Jealous and avoid me".

He gave me a weak smirk in an attempt to not feel what he is feeling.

"So tell me The Jeon Jungkook cooking for Mia".

"Why the hell everyone is so surprised about it". Now this is too much even Leah asked me what's wrong with that even Hoseok was giving me curious glances every now and then.

"Don't you see yourself you don't cook for just anyone Mia must be someone special if you are cooking, and don't give me a dumb excuse we are working together and all do you by any chance like her?".

My whole body froze, my chest was thumping loudly " No I don't like her".

He just stared at me intently as if he knew I was lying which I swear I was not. Why would I like that demon? It doesn't make sense that I like her. It's absurd.

"Hey Jungkook, it's okay". He rubbed my arm. I was so much involved in my thoughts I didn't notice I was panicking.

"I know you don't like being clueless and confused but it's okay it's normal you can slowly sort it out with yourself and check for yourself if you really like her or not. Maybe this will answer all the questions."

He explained and suddenly he let out a laugh.

I looked at him confused seeing me in confusion he answered" I just thought how cute you two would be together but I remembered Mia is quite handful and wild when she can be. Remember when she pushed your face in the pasta plate in front of the whole cafeteria, detention was a bonus she was raging. "

I smiled at the memory, she looked so agitated she was trying to scare me which didn't work at all she looked so cute and small compared to my bulky body towering over her.

I have managed to somehow annoy her. I put rotten eggs in her lockers,and for the whole day I kept annoying her by pulling her hair following her everywhere she went because she didn't react to the eggs the way I wished she did.

She looked so calm when she saw them and shut the locker. So I kept doing everything that would get her worked up. I knew my presence was more than enough to do so.

During break she angrily strided to me as I grinned at her but I didn't expect what happened next. She slammed my face on my plate. I was so surprised the whole cafeteria gasped in surprise.

But still she was standing in front of me glaring at me. When I stood up rubbing my face on my sleeves,glaring at her playfully. I was not angry, I was amused.

She was a little intimidated but didnt show it when I towered over her. She lifted her chin higher, looking directly in my eyes.

You know what made her snap, the whole day the girl who was calm and so persistent on ignoring me and everything I did. I just have to take her favourite chocolate cake from her for her to snap.

That time I didn't know she loved those so much. Now I come to think god she was so. I chuckled

What added fuel towards her anger was the detention, her first ever detention. The principal was on round that day and he caught the scene. He looked so done with both of us,this was not the first time we were fighting. He knew he forgave us but always warned us just because we were committee members but the scene happened in front of the whole College setting a bad example for others.

If I thought she was raging before I was fucking wrong now she was boiling in anger. Her face was so red with anger she didn't talk with me in the detention and sat in a separate seat. So I sat next to her, she didn't even glance at her.

So I continued gazing at her, she turned lovingly glaring at me, her face said it all that she wanted to stab my eyes with her pencil. But she didn't say anything.

I just triumphantly grinned.

"You are right she looked infuriated".

I turned at him who was smiling at me

"Still you say you don't like her".

Fuck, I must looked like a idiot who was grinning and smiling thinking about her. I was being a bitch not accepting it.

But for once I wanted to do so, to confront myself about how I felt.