"When was the last time you got laid?".

Jungkook looked at me unimpressed at my blunt question but I can see he was a little surprised.

But it seems the waitress was really bothered by it because she cleared her throat to gain her posture as she placed the plate in front of me.

I sweetly thanked her as she just bowed her head returning the gesture.

"What? Tell me when was the last time? Yesterday, today maybe 2 days before?".

He looked irritated by my question but he was really thinking when the last time he fucked "It's been a while a month maybe".

I gave him a look 'are you kidding me'

"Well that's true it's you who painted my image as a fuckboy in your brain, I told you I am not." He said taking a bite of food.

Okay he got me there but you can't blame me every time I see him he is with a different girl, even he explained he doesn't sleep with each of them but still.

"Enough of me now tell me have you used that vibator". I choked on my food giving him an incredulous look as he grinned at me not so innocently.

I heard someone trip as they passed by our table, oh it's the same waitress. Poor her.

It was Jungkook's idea to eat before he drops me back to my apartment so I can't order that unhealthy take out he knows me so damn well.

"Nope we are not having that conversation". I said glaring at him

"It's not fair you ask me the weirdest and irrelevant question, but I answered you, you should do the same". Jungkook said

This was my turn to grin at him"Did I tell you to answer it, you choose to answer and I choose not to answer".

I laughed at the blank look he gave me. " You can ask me something else which is not related to my sex life".

He was fighting between asking me or not asking me anything at all, I smirked. I know he won't let this slide so easily one way or another he is going to get to me but now just because I didn't answer that question he is going to ask something or other.

Because he was too curious.

"Have you ever dated someone?". He genuinely looked curious; it was a simple question.

"Yes and no I have been on dates but never really dated anyone." I kept my answer short and he raised his brows "Oh no you have to be more specific elaborate".

I rolled my eyes at him" I never really did because I didn't feel the connection with any of them, I want the type of relationship my mom dad has. Even after so many years I could see the same love in their eyes".

"So I was right, you are a virgin". He said I simply shrugged.

Typical Jungkook from all I said he just picked on that it was not meant to be said out loud but he did.

" Sorry I didn't hurt you, I mean it's just hard to believe but somehow I just knew". He reasoned. He is never going to let it go ugh he wouldn't shut up about that damn vibator till he knows but I am also not giving up, this the thing neither does he gives up or me so that why we become competitive even when we pulled pranks we pulled or things we did to annoy each other making life just little difficult in each other's presence. It was fun

"You don't need to apologize. I am not hurt or anything. It's not like I am waiting for marriage but I just need to be sure if I am ready and if the person is the right one to give myself. It's kind of a big deal for me. I don't know if I would be comfortable, I just have to be sure I can completely show my vulnerable side to him. I need to trust him if you get what I mean".

He nodded understandingly "Yeah I get it I am not so proud of my first time actually I was drunk out my mind, I don't even remember what exactly happened next day I woke up with a naked girl besides me and so I put two and two together and just left from there."

"After that it became easy for me it was nothing no meaning no strings no feelings, I don't know if it meant something to them or not they were always the one to approach so I didn't give much thought I just thought they knew I never wanted more than sex I never asked them, now I think I was a Asshole." He pensively stared at me.

I reached for his hand on table, and gave it a little squeeze" I am not going to say it was okay but now you realise isn't it enough just don't repeat the same things again". He just looked at me with so much emotion in his eyes.

We stared at each other for sometime, his eyes soft and warmest I have ever seen if I am not mistaken I saw him looking a me with certain adoration a fondness. His dark eyes studying me intently I could stare at his eyes without getting tired. He always seems to study me, staring in my soul searching for something.

Our staring contest was cut off by the waitress who was standing with our bill with her cheeks a little red. Looks like I am not only one who is flustered but for different reasons.

I gave her my card to pay but of course being a chivalrous gentleman he denied offering her his card.

I glared at him. He knows I don't like when someone pays for me. Sometimes I think he does it purposely just to see me annoyed.

"Please charge with this card". He said and he has the audacity to wink. We stood up I was going to sneak and give her my card but

"Ah ha no I couldn't let you pay baby you can make up for it tonight you have whole night for it".

He pulled me closer to me, he was definitely joking but still I was blushing goddammit I was freaking blushing.

He smiled, tucking my hair tenderly behind my ear.His hard body pressed against me is making it a lot more difficult. It was so hot. Unconsciously I pressed myself more into his side, needing to feel him just a little more.

Yeah if only there were less clothes his skin against mine I felt something pooling in the pit of my stomach. I clenched my thighs together at the thought of his warm body against mine.

"What are you thinking,baby?" He said in a deep husky voice as he pulled my Lower lip I didn't even notice I was biting my lip maybe a little harder because it stinged a little when he brushed his thumb on my lower lip.

Why the hell is it so hot here?! His eyes darkened as he waited for me to answer. I just shook my head. I know my voice would betray me if I spoke.

He gave my hip a little squeeze before realising me. I felt cold without him.

...........

"Jungkook what is going on between us, I don't understand what exactly it is".

He seemed startled by my sudden question. We were silently sitting in his car waiting for anyone to break the silence ,nor did he or I get out of the car. I should have when he parked in front of my apartment building.

He sighed fidgeting with the steering wheel" I don't know really".

I pursed my lips at his answer" You cooking meals for me, hanging out with me the tension it's not like I am the only one sensing it something have changed between us and what it is it was like we were breathing on each other's neck to kill each other now I don't know what to say".

I am not the one to talk about feelings mine or other people's feeling in general so was Jungkook but before I get my hope high come to a absurd conclusion I have to know and be sure. I can't let my feeling grow if I am going to hit a dead end I have come so far to turn back I would be torn to know its only me who thought what it is and it was all normal and casual for him. Because he is the guy who wouldn't have feelings for you. Romantic ones for the matter of fact. He doesn't strike me for someone who would date a girl seriously. If I dated someone now I want a serious one not a casual one or hook up sort of thing that thing kind of messes you up atleast it does to me. I get attached easily so a big fat NO.

"I don't know myself but I can assure you all my actions were real. I am not faking anything or upto some kind of game I swear".

I sighed as he turned to me with a serious look"Do you trust me Mi? ".

That damn nickname it was one time he used when he was drunk but now he is looking so serious.

" Yes I trust you Jungkook''. Before I knew my mouth said those words it was true I trust him he is different atleast with me.

"Good Just know I would not hurt you Mia".

We both leaned a little he gently brushed my cheek looking in my eyes, he rested his forehead on my closing his eyes. " Mia". He whispered I could feel his warm breath on my face. I wanted to lean a little to the side closing the gap between us the way he called my name breathlessly. My heart skipped a beat. I wanted nothing in that moment but to kiss him I wanted him to kiss me breathless, take me with him. I never ever wanted a guy to kiss me so badly. I was breathing heavily and he opened his eyes.

I fisted my hands not to clutch his shirt to pull him to me. He could feel my inner turmoil. He smiled slowly, leaning closer and kissed me just near the corner of my lips.

I literally had to hold my breath, eyes wide staring at him.

He hasn't even touched me yet or kissed me but I am already gone. My body was so warm, his warmth radiating making me more hot. He is such a tease and he knows it.

"Go, goodnight baby". He brushed the pad of his thumb on my lower lip,before giving a final goodbye kiss on my forehead.

"Oh right yeah goodnight". I got out of the car with shaky legs.

I walked to my apartment without turning around because I don't trust myself I would just jump on him and kiss him.

But why the hell is he holding back? I saw him resisting to touch me. He wants me as much as I want him. I mean kiss me as much as I want to kiss him.

I need to shower I am so fucking turned on I am not so easily turned on Jungkook is Expection. From the start something about him always intrigued me leaving me hot and bothered so when he used to annoy me it just left me feeling more and more attracted to him.

It would be a lie if I say he always was on my mind since the first day we met.

Whatever it is, I am going to find it.