《ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ》XII
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Jungkook's POV
Yesterday my conversation with Mia went well then I imagined, I was so nervous she would not hear my explanation after stunt I pulled in the hallway. She deserved my apology. I know I was a Asshole and whatever the reason might be that wouldn't justify my behavior with her.
When she opened the door I was speechless how breathtaking she looked just in her hoodie I tried to remain calm and cool but the angry and cold look on her face, the flustered look on her face when her neighbor called us out she did not try to show it but I saw she looked so cute and sexy at the same time.
She was making me feel things I never felt. I was so infuriated when I saw the bruise on her arm that was caused by me. I wanted to just punch myself that I hurted her not only by my words but also I hurted her psychically but still she calmed me, her touch calmed me. I don't know what I would have done if she didn't stop me.
I was just Jealous when I saw her going with Jimin. I would never admit it out loud but I was Jealous that's the reason I was acting so coldly towards her. I didn't mean to but I think that was my impulse. The other day.
I thought I confessed everything and came clean about Jk but I thought it's better to stop it now. I will try to know her by being me, not by anonymous JK. It kind of annoyed me that she talked with him so nicely and she can't do that to me.
Nice now you are Jealous of yourself
It's not like that I just don't want her to hate me more than she does so it's better I stop. These days I am not talking with Jimin. He might have already realized I am purposely avoiding him. He didn't say anything, he just gave me some space which I am grateful for.
Jimin is not at fault but I can't understand what's wrong with me.
The door of my car opened and Mia slumped in the seat heaving a sigh.
I just looked at her amused as again she was successful leaving me breathless.
Oh god does this girl only own skirts. She doesn't know what it does to me.
"Stop staring at me, I look like shit". Mia groaned with her eyes closed as she leaned her head on the headrest of the seat.
Before my brain could do anything my mouth took control.
"You always do tell me something new". I snickered at her.
So classic this is how you compliment the girl you want to woo.
No you look beautiful so fucking beautiful but of course my stupid pride won't let me.
Fuck your pride you egotistical prick.
The only reaction I got from her was a sloppy hit on my arm.
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"Let's just go before I castrate you". She grumpily said, still not opening her eyes.
OK so grumpy Mia is the default of tired Mia.
I just laughed and started the ignition.
"Did you eat?". I asked her, knowing pretty well she didn't, she opened her eyes and looked at me in annoyance. She opened her mouth to lie but she shut it as I gave her a look.
"Knew it, take the bag which is in the backseat and eat it". I instructed
When I knew she didn't have very healthy food at home I was angry and worried about her. She doesn't take care of herself.
She took the bag which had a tiffin box inside and opened it to see sandwiches which I made in the morning for her. Then she looked inside the bag which had a box she lit up seeing the box of freshly made chocolate muffins I bought from the shop.
"Chocolate muffins, how did you know I love them!"She exclaimed, her mood totally different from earlier.
I smiled knowing I was the cause of that. I asked Hoseok about the things she liked the most when I also asked about her address. It was so easy I just had to bribe him with food and his sprite. He quickly blurted the things she loved most of that being chocolate muffins.
I was going to get her that yesterday when I went to her place but I was not sure what if she just shut the door on my face.
"Do I have to eat the sandwiches now? Can I eat those muffins now?".She asked with so much innocence her voice lacked excitement.
"Yes you have to, it's for breakfast". I replied in a deadpan voice . I wanted to slap myself as her face dropped at my tone but she quickly recovered and started eating.
Why can't I stop being a Jerk for once?!
Oh you didn't know that's the language you speak.
I was not used to behaving like this with her. Usually what we do is fight or argue, annoy the hell out of each other until one gives up. But somehow this feels nice.
"Do you want some?". Mia asked, cutting the train of thoughts.
I was tempted to say no as I already had my breakfast but seeing her holding it for me to have it I couldn't say no. Mesmerized by her eyes I just nodded yes.
She held it towards my mouth so I could have a bite, her hand under my chin. I took a bite as she wiped the sauce I had on my upper lips. So cliche I know. Electricity and heat replaced the blood in my body by her touch.
Then I remembered I kissed her forehead yesterday. Her skin felt so soft under my lips. I glanced at her as I saw her eating her muffins happily.
I glanced at her luscious lips which she was sucking the chocolate on her thumb. Then I averted my gaze at her thighs which were exposed by the skirt she wore. She is teasing me and she doesn't even do it on purpose.
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I shifted in my seat trying not to let it affect me, I was starting to feel hot. I turned the AC in the car. To cool myself.
I am behaving like a horny teen, shit.
I saw her looking at me which was not making things easy.
When we reached school I turned to look at Mia, seeing she was asleep. She shivered and rubbed her arms to ease the goosebumps. I quickly turned on the heater.
I just studied her for some time. I wanted to trace my finger on her skin, on her perfect eyes, nose lips, jaw , and her soft cheeks. Her long lashes are perfect on her face. Everything was so perfect about her. I tucked the hair that had fallen on her face. She is quiet only when she is asleep so let's enjoy it.
I am looking like a creep, but do I care? Hell no! I just want to keep her watching. She looks so peaceful and features an angel filled with so much innocence. A warm feeling spread in my heart like a wildfire.
She slowly opened her eyes. Maybe she felt like she was being watched. I didn't look away, I stared at her intently. She looked at me with the same intensity.
Say something idiot no no wait don't say anything kiss her kiss her kiss her.
Wait where the hell did the kiss thing even come from?
Tell me how stupid can you get, this is the exact time when the kiss come haven't you seen any movies or read books, where he stares at her and then she opens her eyes they stare deeply in each other's eyes and kiss. Perfect!
Thank you. I enjoyed your short story. I snarled but honestly I was thinking of just doing it.
I was about to give in and kiss the hell out of her but no my mouth always leads without giving me a chance to think.
"I might start thinking you love to sleep in my car, is it so comfortable?" I grinned at her.
"Yes it is". She smiled. I was surprised at her. I didn't think she would actually say that.
"Because of some idiot I couldn't sleep, I had my assignments to complete if he didn't show up without a notice". She quickly added.
I just smiled at her and ushered her to get down. I walked up to her, taking her hand gently. I sighed when she didn't flinch or yanked her hand away. Something charged sparks for a moment between us.
"Did you apply something on your bruise?". I asked lifting the denim jacket sleeves that were blocking my view of her arm. I felt a raging angry build inside me.
She placed her hand on the finger, taking it away from her sleeves, sensing my anger.
" don't worry, don't beat yourself, it's okay, I am fine Jungkook." She said squeezing my hand I guess to comfort and calm me down and it worked.
My name rolling out from her mouth is so soothing and magical. Usually my name from her voice is filled with malice and annoyance with all the negative emotions I could describe.
But now at this moment I want her to keep saying my name. It's enough if she keeps talking. I want to hear her beautiful and soft voice.
What are you doing to me Mia Thorne?
I walked with her to the hallways that lead us to the lockers. I saw people eyeing at us with shock and surprise. I was confused then I realized I was still holding Mia's hands.
God can't they mind their own business.
Can we blame them of course not,the two people who till yesterday wanted to kill each other are now holding hands. Truly the topic of debate.
She might have noticed the stare as she tried to pry her hands away but I only tightened my grip not much that could hurt her.
Her small warm, smooth hands perfectly fit mine. I could get used to this feeling.
Since when do you hold hands dipshit?
I saw some guys eying at Mia more like her legs, I glared at him as they quickly looked away.
Fucking horny teens.
How ironic coming from you
"Mia do you have something else besides skirts?".I asked
"Why are you a pervert? Or do you do cross dressing as your part time job?". Mia said sarcastically.
If I was not serious right now I would have found it amusing and maybe retorted back at her.
It's not like I don't love her seeing in those skirts but this stupid teenagers need to keep eyes off the things that don't belong to them.
I know I sounded arrogant and cocky.
She is not yours so deal with it.
"No but don't wear them". I said more harshly than intended.
"Why?". She asked softly again. I was surprised how calmly she is acting the Mia I know wouldn't deal with the bullshits I put her through.
Did I put something in her breakfast? She is scaring me now. You all didn't see the calm Mia yet she is the scariest one I saw and I am not intending to see that again.
I shivered at the memory looking at her as she was looking expectedly at me.
"No it's that I don't like those guys staring at you".My voice lacing with anger and jealousy.
Why are you her boyfriend fucking idiot you couldn't think of something else.
She just grinned at me shit now I am scared"Oh ho Jungkook the playboy worried about me".
I was thankful that she didn't make it any awkward. I know she wanted to add something more but she didn't. But then I scowled at her. I didn't like her calling me playboy.
It's fine what others think about me but the thought of her thinking of me like that didn't set well.
She quickly ran away from me before I could catch her. Oh god she is playing with me.
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