"Wait here."

Felix said and left, slowly fading in the dark. I sat on a wooden bench looking at the view, waiting for him to come back.

Where was he going anyway?

I look up and admire the stary night. The sky was crystal clear so it was easy to identify every single one of the beautiful sparkling stars. It was a full moon tonight and it illuminated gorgeously, lighting up the whole area.

I let out a big sigh, recalling what happened minutes ago. We seriously caused a scene infront of everyone. And we left the boys hanging there dumbfounded. Thankfully Chan was there just in time to draw back Felix from doing something worse. I don't want to imagine what would have happened is he didn't show up. Of course I don't blame Felix for punching Caleb. This bish deserved so much more than a punch. And I'll have to thank him as well for saving me from this situation. Clearly Caleb is too stupid to understand that I don't like him and he wouldn't let me go if it wasn't for Felix.

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard footsteps coming from behind me. Slow and steady steps, crunching on the fresh grass.

Soon enough Felix came and sat beside me. He stared at me first before taking my right arm in his hands.

He pulled out an ice cube wrapped in a towel. He then carefully squeezed it on my bruised arm massaging it ever so lightly, making me flinch in the process from the slight pain.

"S-sorry."

Felix apologized conserned when he saw me flinching from the pain.

"It's okay."

I stare at him, analyzing every single detail of his perfectly sculpted face, as he was gently rubbing the cold ice cude on my arm. Silence filled the atmosphere. But it wasn't an awkward silence. It was rather a comforting one.

"T-thank you... For what you did back there... I don't want to imagine what would have happened if you hadn't showed up."

I managed to say, breaking the silence that once surrounded us.

He now stopped working on my arm and lifted his head and met my eyes. So many emotions. So many things his eyes held with only a look. But it was hard for me to identify even one.

"At first, I didn't worry because I thought you left to drink water and return right after. But as the munites passed by and you were nowhere to be found, it clicked me. I had this feeling in my gut that something wasn't right. I searched for you and I finally found you", he trailed of.

"But you weren't alone.", his expression darkened.

"I heard you yelling at him and I knew he was up to no good so I came closer. When I heard him calling you a bitch I just couldn't hold back my anger and my fist moved on it's own.", he sighed frustratedly.

I sighed as well, understanding his feelings.

"He really got in my nerves this time. I told him countless times that I didn't want to be near him but he didn't care less.", I said annyoed.

When I said that, I felt Felix's grip getting stronger around my arm and I silently whined in pain. But he realised it and apologized once again.

Silence surrounded us again as the conversation dropped dead. I got lost in his face. He looked so beautiful under the full moon. The moonlight touched his skin perfectly, making visible his freckles.

Oh how I wish I had freckles now.

Slowly the ice cube started to melt from my body heat and before we realised it, it was already gone. Just then, Felix looked up at me and caught me staring at him.

I quickly averted my gaze, hoping that he didn't notice me looking at him all along. Hopefully it's dark enough for him not to see my scarlet red blush either.

Ugh how embarrassing.

He chuckled at my action, indicating that he pretty much understood what I was doing.

Great.

"You know you can't hide. I already caught you staring. I don't mind if you continue.", his deep raspy voice filled the air.

Well if you insist.

I turn back my head to stare once again at him. But only this time, I couldn't bring myself to look in his eyes. His gaze was too intense for me to handle.

"Your freckles are n-nice.", I tried to break the silence but I made myself more awkward in return.

Really Rosalynn? 'Your freckles are nice?'

Like, he doesn't know that already.

He chuckled once again, giving me his toothy smile. Well, more like a smirk.

"Only my freckles?", he teased with his seductive voice, raising and eyebrow with a mischievous smirk.

If he keeps staring at me like that, with that smirk, I might collapse any moment.

"Oh please. You don't need me to repeat things you already know. You are aware of your charms you little chick.", I rolled my eyes.

"It's different coming from you though."

I-is he blushing?

But his comment caught me off guard though. What did he mean by that? Whatever he meant, he for sure made me get that weird feeling in my stomach.

Those damn butterflies.

I didn't let it get into me though because I would get shy and the conversation would drop dead. Instead I decided to play it cool and keep going.

"Seriously though, how can you have such a cute face and smile but when you talk it's like, a demon possessed you. I ain't complaining. Just saying that your voice is like 10 octaves lower than a normal person's. It's amusing. And hot.", I muttered the last part because I was too shy to say it out loud.

"Did you just call me cute? And...hot?", a smug smile appeared on his lips.

Did he hear that? I was sure that I said it low enough though.

"I'm stating the facts, honey. Nothing new to you.", I shrugged it off and rolled my eyes. Trying really hard not to blush. But I think I failed miserably.

He laughed at my statement and shook his head defeated, looking up to the moon.

I did the same. The moon today was so beautiful to go unnoticed.

"It's so beautiful.", I said mesmerized by the majestic illuminating planet.

"It is..", he replied.

I was about to turn and look at him with a smile but when I did, he was already looking at me with an unreadable expression.

Was he staring all this time? Well shit.

"Say Rosa. Do you perhaps feel something about Caleb still? Anything..?", he swallowed with his intense gaze piercing my soul.

Well that was unexpected.

"Yeah."

I watch as horror crept in his eyes and he gulped once again.

"Hatred", I laughed out.

"You know that wasn't funny at all. I nearly got a heart attack.", he sighed in relief.

"Common now. What could I possibly feel towards him? Love? Definitely not. Despite him being my first and probably my last boyfriend, I feel nothing for him.", I chuckled and nudged him on the shoulder.

"Last? Why last boyfriend?", he completely ignored everything I said and focused on that little thing curiously.

"Well I don't know. I don't feel like being in a relationship. Mostly because I always get disappointed by every guy I meet. I haven't found the one that will make me feel that way, I believe so.", I said honestly.

For real though, man kind disappoints me every time. Apart from my kpop idols. That's why I'm loyal to them.

He nodded his head in understanding.

"Theoretically speaking. If you were to find the one, but your relationship had hardships, would you... Umm. Would you still want to be with him?", he questioned a bit hesitantly. Still looking deeply at me.

What kind of question is that?

"Could you enlighten me please? It's late already and I'm about to burn my last braincell with your questions.", I chuckled.

He cleared his throat by laughing at my words.

"Well take for example kpop idols. You know that they are prohibited from dating right? But if you were to like one of them and he liked you back, would you agree on being with him, despite all the hardships? Theoretically speaking of course...", he became serious.

I thought a bit before replying.

"Oh that's a hard one. To be completely honest with you, I believe I wouldn't do it. I feel like I would be a big burden for the other person and things would get bad if we were to get caught. Well theoretically speaking of course. But you never know what you do when you fall in love, am I right?"

He seemed disappointed with my reply as he sighed bitterly, looking down at his hands.

"Yeah you are probably right. That was a silly question of me to ask.", he sulked.

I feel bad for him. Because he is in this position as an idol and he can do nothing about it. It's so awful being afraid of loving someone because the fans would not like it.

I took his hand in mine and squeezed gently.

"Hey..", I whispered.

"It's not the end of the world right? You have a whole bright future waiting for you. I'm sure your soulmate out there will be waiting for you whenever you are ready.", I reassured him.

He looked at me with a bitter sweet smile.

"What if it's too late then? What if she's already found someone untill then?", he choked on his words.

Oh wow, he is really sensitive about this topic, isn't he?

"She won't. I'm sure of it. Don't sulk. Everything will come in time.", I gave him a smile and he smiled back.

"Will you wait for me then?", he said, looking deep in to my eyes that gave me butterflies.

Say what now?

"What-"

I tried to say but I was cut off when a voice interrupted my words.

More like a sound.

"Yaaaaaww."

Felix sighed already knowing to whom this voice belonged.

Changbin's

I don't know whether I should be thankful for interrupting me or not.

"Yo, what are you doing you guys? We were searching everywhere for you. It wasn't nice leaving us alone.", Jisung pouted, crossing his arms.

Pff he's so cute.

"Alone? There're seriously seven of you guys. That's not considered 'alone'.", I chuckled.

"It is when you are not with us.", Jeongin pouted as well.

Okay that's too cute to handle.

"Seriously though, what took you so long?", Hyunjin eyes the both of us.

"We were just having a conversation. Seems like we lost track of time.", I shrugged and Felix nodded.

"Why are you holding his hand?", Minho asked weirdly while pointing to my hands holding Felix's one.

Oh shoot I forgot about that.

I widened my eyes and quickly averted my hands. Felix seemed to widened his eyes as well with a blush. But he seemed sad when I left his hands.

"Ahh.. N-no particular reason..? Ahaha..", I stuttered.

Minho raised an eyebrow but thankfully he didn't questioned any further.

"Right. Anyways. You are missing the festival here. Let's go have some fun.", Chan approached us and made us stand up.

"Yeah let's go to the Ferris wheel!", both Jeongin and Jisung exclaimed excitedly.

"Aren't you afraid of heights, Han?", Seungmin mocked.

"Maybe his baby mode to play on the Ferris wheel is stronger than his fear.", Hyunjin added with a mischievous smirk.

Jisung stuck his tongue out in the process and it made us laugh.

"Shut up or I'm gonna flip your head hard.", the chipmunk glared at Hyunjin.

"If you can reach it.", Hyunjin backfired.

Oh did he just-

Uh oh.

"Let's go guys!", I spoke right after trying to prevent Jisung from lashing out on the taller boy.

"Yayyy!", all of them said.

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