❝𝙰𝚂𝙷𝚃𝚁𝙰𝚈❞

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Don't blame me, love made me crazy

If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right

Lord, save me, my drug is my baby

I'd be usin' for the rest of my life

Ashtray. The boy who made me go completely insane all because i love him. I've never really loved anyone as much as i loved him. He's like a drug, i love him too much and i'm not able to let him go.

I've been breakin' hearts a long time, and

Toyin' with them older guys

Just to play things for me to use

Something happened for the first time, in

The darkest little paradise

Shakin, pacin', I just need you

He's really the first boy i fell completely in love for, who was actually my age. I used to just date older boys for fun, make them love me then leave them. But for Ash, it was completely different. For the first time, i felt a different feeling towards a boy. I knew i needed him in my life, i really did.

For you, I would cross the line

I would waste my time

I would lose my mind

They say she's gone too far this time

People, mostly Ash's brother, Fez, hates yet loves the things i'd do for Ashtray. I get into many fights over him, nearly murdered someone for him but who cares because Ash would murder someone who stares at me for more than 5 seconds. Most people, for example Cassie, would say i've gone too far. Says the cunt who fucked Maddy's ex, Nate Jacobs.

Don't blame me, love made me crazy

If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right

Lord, save me, my drug is my baby

I'd be usin' for the rest of my life

Don't blame me, love made me crazy

If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right

Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby

I'd be usin' for the rest of my life

Whenever someone pointed out what my love for Ash made me do, i kinda ignored it. All i'd say is "love made me crazy" before changing the subject. I wanted them to understand that i'd do anything for that boy, he was like a drug i was addicted too..And i will continue loving him till the day i die.