"Please know that i'm not mad at you."

"You should be...its wrong"

Requested by Anon:)

I haven't heard of Javon since he went out with a couple of his friends the other night. I got worried but Jayla told me he was alright and that I didn't need to check in...but I could sense something was wrong so I ignored Jayla and messaged him.

Javon???

seen 6:40pm

I know ur looking at these.

seen at 6:45pm

Im rlly worried abt u...

seen at 6:48pm

Talk to me soon...

seen at 6:55pm

It was unusual for Javon to ignore me so i was starting to really worry now. A few minutes passed by, i got no reply from Javon but Jayla did message me, which was good. The message however...was not so good...

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Y/n, i was wrong

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Wdym? Is Wanna okay??

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At first, I thought he was okay, yk..

he didn't rlly leave his room which

isn't normal, but I figured he was tired?

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And...

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Both Jaden and Daelo told me

they heard him crying at night,

what if something happened at the

party???

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What makes u think it

was the party who made him

like this?

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Hes been like this ever since then.

I'm worried Y/n, can u come over

and talk to him?

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Will do!

See u soon

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tysm!!

I was really worried now. Javon rarely cried and now even his siblings are worried for him. Jaden and Jayla both think something happened the other night with Wanna and his friends and we're determined to find out, no matter how long it takes us. I shoved on sweatpants and a t shirt, one that Javon had given me. I said goodbye to my mum then headed out.

The Waltons lived next door so it wasn't a long walk. I knocked on the door and Jaden answered, he grabbed my wrist and yanked me in. "Javons upstairs...hes crying again" he spoke sadly, concerned for his brother. "We hope he actually talks to you about it.." Jayla said while leading me upstairs and then, i was in front of Javons room.

"Good luck" Jayla whispered and made her way back downstairs to Jaden. I sighed and knocked on his door. "Please just go away!" I heard him yell weakly, my heart broke. "Javon, it's me..please let me talk to you" i said, i heard him get up and the door slowly opened.

Javon had red puffy eyes, tear stained cheeks and his lip was quivering in sadness. "Baby.." I whispered and i held my arms out to him. He slowly walked into them and began sobbing into my shoulder, repeatedly saying sorry. It made me confused. "Why are you sorry, Wanna?" I asked.

He was about to explain but his sobs just got worse. "Okay, okay. Calm down, come here" I whispered. I led him over to the bed and sat down, he immediately hugged me again. I gently rubbed his back until his cries were silent, he only let out a few hiccups from the crying.

"Ready to talk?" I asked cautiously, not wanting him to cry again. It breaks my heart. He nodded and sniffed. "When i went out with my friends, they took me to this party and there was this girl there. She spent half the night with me and I thought she wanted to be friends so i let her.." i nodded, letting him know that i was listening to him.

"Then, me and the rest wanted to take a picture and this girl insisted on being in it and as soon as they took it she..." he stopped and looked away from me, almost ashamed. "Javon, look at me. What did she do?" I asked sternly and he wiped his eyes. "She kissed me. I didn't want her too.." He cried, new tears building up again.

I was so pissed. Not at Javon, definitely not at Javon. But at the girl who kissed him without his permission, that's messed up. I wiped his tears and tried to calm him down. "The worst part is- i wa-was in too much shock to pull away" he spoke again, he was beginning to stutter a little.

"Javon, i need you to calm down. You did absolutely nothing wrong, she kissed you without your consent, that's wrong" I explained and he sniffed again. "Please know that i'm not mad at you" I whispered, he stared into my eyes. All I could see was guilt. "You should be...its wrong" he replied and i simply shook my head.

"No, Angel. SHES wrong. She's wrong for doing that..." I corrected and his shaking breaths went back to normal and no tears were in his eyes anymore, only the ones running down his cheeks. "She is..." he mumbled to himself, finally understanding and i nodded with a smile. "You have nothing to be guilty about. You didn't initiate the kiss" I reassured and Javon grinned weakly.

"That's true...I didn't" he repeated and looked into my eyes again, the guilt washed away. "See, you had no reason to be sorry" I laughed a little and he did too. "You're right, that girl should be sorry" he spoke up, we both smiled at each other. He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to my lips.

When we pulled away, i noticed Javon struggling to keep his eyes open. "You're tired, aren't you?" I asked and he shook his head making me roll my eyes which caused him to huff. "Fine, i am. Crying is exhausting" he answered lazily. "Cuddle with me?" He asked and of course, i agreed.

We both got into his bed and he laid down on my chest and not even 5 minutes later, Javon was out like a light. Just then, i got a message from Jaden.

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Is he okay?! What happened!

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He's fine, i'll explain the

whole thing later.

unless Javon wants too.

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Okay.

And thanks for looking after him,

you're an amazing gf:)

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Anytime Jaden,

is Jayla awake btw???

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Nah, she got really tired.

Ima head to bed now, thanks again❤️

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No problem J,

Goodnight❤️

(heart is in a friendly way btw)

I put my phone down and kissed Javon's forehead one last time before falling asleep. A peaceful and warm sleep with my favourite boy in my arms.