"Do you even love me anymore?"

"I love you more and more each day"

I sat on the couch watching Ashtray counting money at the table. I hated drugs, didn't fuck with them. Though i did support Ash and Fez with their dealing business...i just hate that Ash doesn't pay attention to me because he's too focused on it. I sighed loudly and got up, walking towards Ash.

I went behind him and rested my chin on his shoulder. "How long now.." i spoke up, Ash sighed in annoyance, this kid has short temper. "Not yet, Y/n. Go sit your ass down and be fucking patient" he replied making my heart ache. I huffed and took my head off his shoulder, Ash side-eyed me.

"I've been fucking patient for 2 hours, Ashtray. I'm bored!" I whined, irritating Ash even more. "Please Y/n, sit your fucking ass down and shut the fuck up!" He huffed, losing his patience with me exactly how i lost mine with him. "Fuck you" I mumbled. Ash let out a loud groan and slammed the money down on the table making my flinch in shock.

"I'm busy, Y/n. And yeah, i know you hate it but please suck it up and deal with it. Now leave me the fuck alone and stop bothering me for fuck sakes!" He yelled, i stayed silent. I was shocked, Ash never raised his voice at me. He sat back down and started counting the money again but immediately froze when he heard my small sob.

He turned around and his eyes filled with guilt when he saw me. "Do you even love me anymore?" I asked before walking off to his room, as i was staying there for a few weeks. "Wait- Ma!" Ash called out, dropping the money before following after me. I laid down on his bed, crying into his pillow and i soon felt arms wrap around me.

"I'm so sorry, Baby.." i heard Ashtray whisper into my ear. "Please don't fucking listen to me, i'm stressed and acting like a huge cunt right now" he mumbled, sniffling slightly while pulling me closer and kissing the back of my neck. "I love you more and more each day, I promise you that" he finished and I turned around.

He had tears in his eyes but knowing Ashtray, he's refusing to let them slip. "Please don't love drugs more than me though..." I murmured and Ashtray shook his head lightly and wiped my tears, pecking my lips gently about fives times. "Thats not fucking possible, i'll never love anyone or anything more then i love you, Y/n. I promise you that."

- short cuz im tired asf, BYE -