I've had a rough life..and its all because of my parents. When i was born, my mum and dad loved each other, everything was perfect until i turned 1. They got divorced because they started hating each other and arguing all the time, obviously I didn't understand as i was so young.

When i turned 5, my dad no longer wanted me...he despised having a daughter and couldn't be bothered to take care of me anymore which hurts but yet again, i was only 5 so i had no idea what to think or do.

He was going to give me back to mum but..he found out she had a criminal record for hurting and almost killing someone so she couldn't have any custody of me. Which sucked because i hate my dad so much, and though my mum may be a psychopath, i'd choose to live with her any day. Things got harder and harder as i grew up.

Dad didn't have a job so we moved into a motel. It wasn't great but it was something so i was grateful- plus, i was only 10 when we moved so I didn't care.

Though i was only 10, my dad made me do EVERYTHING. He made me clean the house, clean the dishes and make him food. It was pretty tough for me, it was many jobs at a time and i was such a young girl.

But things soon got a little better when i met this boy. His hair is curly and beautiful chocolate brown eyes. His name is Otis Lort, he is amazing. He was very sweet to me when i first met him, and his smile could light up a room. He took the bad stuff out my mind!

And he understood me...i told him about my family problems and he told me about his. I became so happy when i met him, i was happier than ever! I hardly saw my dad which was good but bad because everytime i came back from hanging out with Otis, he'd slap me then make me do stuff around our motel...I thought it wasn't as bad but he started doing it more and eventually...I wasn't allowed to see Otis anymore, it broke me.

After my dad banned me from meeting up with Otis, I became numb. I had no feelings anymore.

I soon hit the age of 14, i was finally allowed out again and i saw Otis for the first time in 4 years...well not really the first time.

I wasn't completely banned from going outside! I just caught small glimpses of him during that time. It was weird, he had grown, his hair became more curly and his eyes were the same gorgeous brown colour (duh-)

I tried to smile but it didn't work, I sighed and tried to walk away but i heard Otis's footsteps behind me. He gently grabbed my hand and turned me to face him, i was expecting him to question me or even yell at me for ignoring him but no...he pulled me into a hug.

But it wasn't a normal "friendly hug" or a "welcome back hug" it was a hug filled with love, friendship and affection. It showed me that he really cared. "I missed you"

was all he whispered, it melted my heart.

I smiled for the first time in 4 years and it felt weird yet right. I snuggled into Otis's embrace, taking in his scent and warmth. "I've missed you too, my dad tried to stop me from going out..to never see you again but, , and I'll always need you" i mumbled with a grin on my face, I'm feeling the same way i felt 4 years ago. My heart beating wildly, uncontrollable blushing and a giant smile on my face.

He tried to pull away but i pulled him straight back into me, shocking him a little. "Dont let go yet" I whined and he let out a small chuckle and kissed my forehead, making me blush more. Luckily he couldn't see it because my face was buried in the crook of his neck. We took in each other's presence for a little longer until Otis picked me up and through me over his shoulder causing me to laugh loudly. "Otis!" I yelled and i heard him laugh too.

"Im taking you to the pool, its been so long since we've been there together" he stated and began running, keeping a tight hold of me. We filled the whole place with our laughter, we've missed each other so much- we enjoyed our time together!

We shared our first kiss that day and later on, Otis took me back to his motel as he didn't want me to deal with my dad any longer. He took me into his bed and held me in his arms, occasionally kissing my cheek, nose or forehead while whispered how much he loves me and how much he missed me. Otis Lort saved me from the dark times...and i'll never leave him for that.