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translations:

mi vida: my life

mi amor: my love

hola señora: hello mrs

pronouns for reader - they/them

warnings: self harm, if this triggers you, please skiprequested by

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I was walking around, looking for my partner, maybe they were busy today? I was worried because I haven't heard from them in awhile and when i last saw them, they were acting different. Quiet to be exact.

Y/n was usually a happy person, energetic and always laughing or smiling. But when i saw them 2 days ago- they were just quiet...they didn't even say a word. I was extremely worried. I tried to get Dolores to listen out for them...literally. But she didn't hear a thing, so I decided to go to their house!

I knocked on the door waiting for an answer and Y/n's mami answered the door. She gasped in relief and pulled me in, shocking me a little. "Hola señora L/n" i greeted and she smiled in sadness? "Hola Camilo...Y/n has been in their room all day- i tried to make them come out but they refused, you think there's anything you could do?" she explained.

I nodded and smiled comfortingly. "I'll try my best Señora L/n, try to stay calm okay?" I said soothing and she nodded with a relaxed smile. "Thank you so much, their room is just up there" i nodded and made my way to Y/n's room, immediately knowing which door was theirs due to the many times i had snuck into their house.

I knocked on the door and heard a small sniffle. "Mi amor, it's just me.." i told them gently only earning yet another sniffle. "can i come in amor?" i asked, hoping i'd get something out of them. "i-if you want" they replied and i opened the door, i gasped at the sight. oh my goodness...

Y/n sat against their bed on the floor, a razor next to them as scars were placed on their wrists, blood slowly dripping down. Tears were falling down their cheeks and now the sobs came flying out. I immediately rushed over and grabbed their hands. "Mi amor..don't hurt yourself" I whispered, my voice cracking ever so slightly.

They gripped onto my hands and sniffed "I'm sorry Cami...i- i really am, I couldn't hel-help it" they cried and i shook my head, shushing them softly. "Listen Y/n, i'm not mad at you but we need to clean you up" they nodded and i helped them up, taking them to the bathroom where i locked the door and set them on the side. I grabbed tissues and started wiping the cuts, cleaning the blood away.

I heard them wince multiple times. I cupped their cheek and nuzzled my nose against theirs. "We'll get some of Julieta's cooking and help the wounds heal, yeah?" I mumbled earning a nod from my partner. I kissed their lips gently and soon began kissing their scars too, Y/n just stared at my lovingly.

"I'm really sorry Milo..i was so upset and really mad and i- i wasn't thinking at a-all and-" I softly hushed them, hugging them gently, rubbing their back. "Don't apologise, Mi amor, but if you need anything, you can always come to me, I'm not leaving you okay?" I murmured and they nodded.

Later on, Julieta made some food which Y/n gladly ate, which made their cuts disappear. It made me happy knowing Y/n wasn't in pain anymore but i did keep a closer eye on them, making sure they didn't get the urge to hurt themselves again..I can't let mi vida be in any pain, ever again...