A Few Days Later

I sat in bed eating the dinner Chris cooked, which amazing as hell. He made chicken Parmesan and it tastes like it came straight from a restaurant. Bae can cook crack and gourmet meals, so multitalented.

After he got done eating he disappeared for awhile. I hate that I had to do this but I watched him through our camera system on my phone. He wrote on some paper and ripped it up then placed it on a bowl once he made his way upstairs, I locked my phone and put it behind me.

"Alright." He said walking into the room. "In this bowl it's a bunch of places that we can go for our honeymoon. I'll pick one then you pick one."

"Ooo sounds fun." I said while sticking my hand in the bowl. "Where did you get all of these ideas?"

"Googled the best honeymoon locations last night. It's so many places that I've never heard of."

"Cool." I pulled out a piece of paper. "Should I say or wait for you to pick yours?"

"Wait for me." He dug his hand in next and pulled a paper out. "Alright, what you got?"

"Croatia....hm, that's a good one. What does yours say?"

"Zanzibar. I don't even know where that is."

"Sounds African and where we might be. I've never heard anyone go there. Let's look it up." I pulled out my phone and typed it in. "It's in east Africa. Look at this resort Chris, Zuri Zanzibar." I passed him my phone.

"Damn this looks relaxing. You sure this where you wanna go? It's 21 hour flight and it's a bunch of good ideas in this bowl. Other places in Africa too."

"No that's the place. That's where I wanna go. And we just took a 14 hour flight after my birthday. 21 is lengthy but it'll be worth it."

"Okay cool, I'll get it all set up in the morning."

I nodded then focused on my food again.

"Can you believe we're getting married next week?" He asked.

"No I can't. It all happened so fast."

"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?"

"A good thing Chris."

"I'm just saying. Most people are together for awhile before that get married it's been two years for us and I don't want you to feel like we're rushing anything."

"I don't feel that way. If I did I wouldn't have agreed to marry you."

"Can I be honest with you?"

"About what?"

"Us."

"I'm listening."

"After what happened I'm kind of nervous about us getting married."

My eyebrows furrowed as I looked up at him. "Why?"

"Aubree when you look at me, your eyes don't have that same shine that it used to. You always look at me like I disgust you now. I know you're still upset but I mean is going into a marriage upset a good thing?"

"If you didn't want me to upset or to look at you the way I do you would've avoided doing the things you did."

"You're right but—."

"It ain't no but. We're in this situation because of you. I have to become a wife and smile and pretend like everything okay but in the back of my mind I'm worrying and I'm pissed because of my husband's immature decisions."

"What more do you want from me Aubree? All that shit is out of my system. I ain't thinking about no pills, I'm doing everything you wanted. The pills and shit was a bad move but you treating me like I cheated on you or something."

"Somebody I care about and love being addicted to drugs is a very sensitive subject for me. I dealt with it for years with my mom and I just never thought you'd put me through the same things."

"I apologized and I fixed my problem. Are we going to be stuck in this moment or move on? You won't even let me see my kids after you promised you would."

Exhaling I sat my plate down and ran my fingers through my hair. "I think I'm going to go downstairs." I got up and grabbed my stuff. When I got in the kitchen I placed my plate on the counter then leaned against. Rubbing my face I tried fighting my tears. There's no reason to cry over this anymore. He's doing better, he did what I asked. It's just that fear that he'll relapse in the back of my mind.

And it's hard to trust anything he says now. He promises that he'll never do this again but the fact that he's a drug dealer he has access to those pills and he could easily slip up.

I don't want to step into this marriage angry but it's like I just can't get over this......but I have to.

Chris soon appeared in the kitchen. He stood in front of the island and just stared at me.

"I love you." I said.

I could see his body relax. It feels like I haven't told him that in forever. Chris made his way towards me and placed his hands on my waist and I placed my hands on top of his. "I love you too." He said before placing a kiss on my forehead.

Grabbing onto his chin I pulled his face down to mine and pecked his lips. Chris pulled my body in closer and kissed me again. "I love you so much Aubree and I'm so so so sorry for everything. I don't want to lose you and I don't want you to stay mad at me. You don't have to worry about me ever doing nothing stupid like this again."

I just wrapped my arms around his neck and attacked his lips. His hands slipped down my thighs and he picked me up and placed me on the island. Breaking from the kiss, he moved down to my neck and kissed my spot. My nails dug into his skin as he began sucking on it. My leg wrapped around his back as my eyes closed and I leaned my head over so that he could get more access.

Pulling back Chris grabbed the collar of the shirt I had on and ripped it open. He took it off my body and tossed it across the kitchen. My bra came off soon after. His hand gripped my breast and his mouth wrapped around my left nipple. This feeling felt foreign. It seems like we haven't had sex in forever. After showing attention to my right nipple he trailed kisses down my stomach, making me lean back on the cold marble.

His hands grabbed the rim of my shorts and he pulled them down along with my panties. He rubbed the back of my thighs, pushing my legs back. Bending down he placed a gentle kiss on my other set of lips. Chris stared at me as his tongue ran along my flesh.

My head tossed back and I gripped my breast. His head moved slowly right to left as he placed my clit between his lips. Every time he sucked on it, my legs would spazz. His face index and middle finger slipped inside off me. The stroke were slow but perfect enough to have me ready to leak all over this counter. He was eating me so gently. His tongue never missed a spot. My hand found its way to the back of his head. My nails scratching his scalp. "Ooo Chris." My muscles tightened around his fingers as he pushed deeper. Grinding against his face I bit down on my lip as he put his face in more. "Shit." I moaned, feeling myself getting closer to my peak.

His hand roughly smacked ass while he pulled on my flesh. The tip of his fingers rubbed up against my insides as he moved them faster. My muscles tightened over and over and my legs began to shake. "Chriiis, oh my god." I scratched the back of his neck. "Ooh CHRIIIS."

I tried to push him away but like always it never works. His left arm pushing my legs back and his fingers tucked me hard as he ate my pussy even better.

My eyes twitched and my lower body twisted as my orgasms hit me. I gasped loud feeling myself cum all over his hand. "Uuuuh...mmm fuck." I said while grabbing my breast again.

The slurps from Chris cleaning my mess filled the room. When he was finished he stood up and licked his fingers while staring at me. I slowly sat up and took his hand from him. His fingers slid in my mouth as I cleaned off the rest of the cum. Chris walked up to me and kissed my lips. My tongue slid in his mouth as he pushed down his pants and briefs. Once they hit the floor he pulled back and took off his shirt, using that to wipe the rest of the cum off of his face.

His dick stood at attention causing my mouth to water. He stroked it a few times before pulling me to edge of the counter. His tip rubbed between my other lips. Then he took the folds of my legs and placed them over his arms. Picking me off of the counter I secured my arms around his neck. His back rested up against the refrigerator. Lifting me up he placed his dick at my entrance then thrusted upward.

He groaned in my ear as he fucked me. "Shit Aubree."

I sucked on his neck and scratched his back as he continued his assault on my lower half. Eventually I started matching his rhythm, grinding up against him. "Mmm Christopher."

His hand smacked my ass again before his nails dug in my skin. Sitting my head up so that we would be face to face, I laid my forehead on his. "I love yooooou." I moaned as he hit my spot over and over. He quickly pecked my lips then placed my lower one between his teeth. He kissed my chin then my neck then left passion marks all over it. His groans and moans had me more on edge.

Another orgasm was nearing. I started thrusting at him even more. For a minute he couldn't keep up. As my stomach tightened I wrapped my hand around his neck. "Oh my gosh oh my gosh ooooooh my gosh!"

I came all over him. His hands instantly gripped my ass and he brought me to his tip and pushed me down over and over. I could feel him pulsating inside but I knew he didn't want to cum yet from the curse words that left his lips. Working my hips I basically rode him his eyes closed and his head laid against the refrigerator. That Y vein popped in his forehead as he came. I kissed all over his neck as he continued stroking until he could no longer do so.

When his eyes opened he just stared at me before flashing a smiled. "I love you." He said before kissing me.

"I love you too baby."

The Next Morning.

Groaning, I rolled on my back and my eyes fluttered open.

Man was I tired. After the round in the kitchen, two more happened up in our bedroom. I feel rejuvenated. I missed making love to my baby and I could tell she missed it to. I know that didn't fix things but I love the fact that it happened.

Looking over at Aubree's side of the bed my eyes furrowed at it being empty. Standing up I got that good morning stretch then went into the bathroom and freshened up. Walking back into the room, I went to grab my phone but it wasn't there. I must've left it downstairs.

As soon as I stepped in the hallway I started smelling food, making me walk faster. When I got down there my eyes grew.

"Daddy!" Royalty yelled while running over to me.

"Oh my god." I quickly kneeled down to hug her. I held her tight and kissed her face. "I've missed you so much Ro."

"I missed you too." Her big smile made my heart warm up even more. "You feel better."

"So much better, thanks to mommy." I looked up at Aubree and smiled. I'm placing Royalty down I walked over to Ariel and scooped her out of her sleep. "You can speak big head?"

She laughed. "I was hungry."

"Food more important than me?!"

She nodded causing Aubree to burst out laugh. "I missed you." Her arms wrapped around me.

"I've missed you too little bit. Love you."

"Love you too."

I placed her back in her seat then went over to my baby as he sat in his swing. "C Daaaaaawg! Come here man man." I picked him and just laid him on my chest. "Oh my god. Daddy missed you Pooda." I kissed his cheek. My eyes teared up. Honestly the guilt was pouring out of me. If only I wasn't so stupid my kids would've still been with me.

Walking over to Aubree I pulled her to me and kissed her. "Thank you baby."

"You're welcome....you hungry?"

"Starving." I kissed her again then went to go sit at the table.

Aubree brought me a plate and I started eating. Caiden's mouth hung open every time I lifted my fork to eat causing me to laugh.

"So I was thinking we take the kids to Disney today." Aubree said while sitting by me.

"Whatever you want to do, I'm down."

"Okay."

"I've missed them so much baby." I kissed Caiden's forehead again. "I definitely learned my lesson not having you or them around me is something I never want to experience again. I love you Aubree and thank you for helping me. I should've told you from the beginning what was going on with me. I'll always be upfront with you about everything. From this day forward we move as one, Okay?"

"Okay."

Man I'll never fuck up and jeopardize my family ever again. I just thank god Aubree wasn't cold hearted and didn't turn her back on me.

I'm one lucky man and I'll never take them for granted again.

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