My escape plan is clear, and I decide to run away to wherever I need to go. The night sky pillows me, covering me completely as I am wearing dark clothes. I grab only my essentials, a backpack with my hidden phone, a jacket, some snacks, toiletries, and my journal. The deceptive plan of acting sick being as well.

The guard in charge marks my door to show that I will not be able to seen. I wait till the whole district is asleep. Afterwards, I break my window and jump out. The alarms sound and I run towards the exit. I make it out just in time and the whole district is on lock down mode.

Nothing more satisfying has been in my life. I laugh with such gladness as I spring through the forest. I know that the officials are chasing me, but what else can happen? I sprint through logs and small rivers to make it out of the forest. Nothing tires me out as the ambition of running away keeps me alive. I collapse after my foot gets caught onto a branch sticking out.

The energy is sucked out of me finally and I rest upon a tree trunk. The night sky seems to congratulate me as the stars are bright in the midnight dark sky. I look down realize that I have been cut slightly from the broken window glass. I carefully tend it with some old clothes I have by ripping them apart.

My energy is still running inside of me but I realize that rest needs to take place. The animals have lurked upon me. I feel like living again, as I am in lonely quietness in the open forest. Being in the small room has killed the insides of me. I longed to escape as fast as I could. I just have been waiting for Wonwoo to come back...that bastard.

He leaves me and has never come back.

He never keeps his promises.....

I find myself cussing about him that I don't realize that the guards are coming near again. I stand up to my feet and brush off the dirt. I run again towards a clear opening where the path leads me out of the forest and into the urban city life. I run towards an alleyway and hide myself there.

I touch my dry lips and realize I have no water. Dammit.

I know I must do something in order to get it. Even if it was stealing again.

I think about finding Wonwoo myself and killing that jerk.

I waited all these years for him to come back....he never even called me.

I touch my lips again and think about that one winter night, where we decided to get some delicious candy as we stole it from the guard office.

PAST

"Are you sure?"

"Psh Nabi. Just trust me."

He patted my head and had ensured me that it is alright. His soothing, deep voice made my heart leap. He ran across the hallway and arrived to the office. He motioned me over but I shook my head. He mouthed, "Scaredy cat."

I still haven't moved from my position and he disappeared into the office. After several minutes, I saw him run out again and arrived to my side. He poked my cheek and whispered, "I got candy. Come on."

He grabbed my hand and leaded me away from office. We sat on the fields and decided to eat some as Christmas was coming to a close. He leaned in and whispered, "Merry Christmas."

I nodded and returned the same words to him. His smile melted me as he looked at me. I saw his eyes gleaming with the hint of moonlight that shined on us. All I heard was my intense, fastening heartbeat. He seemed to know what I was thinking and he said, "Nabi...I have something to say."

I nodded my head at his comment and anticipated what he was going to say. He leaned in closer and my face reddened. He whispered, "You are turning red...hehe I knew it."

I got furious at his comment and pushed him away. He laughed really hard and made fun of me by saying, "Look at you! Omg you thought I was going to say something haha."

He slumped over and laughed his head off. I glared at him and got even more mad. I shouted, "Leave me alone!"

I stood up and he grabbed my hand and pulled me down. I sat down and looked at him, and he slowly raised his head up. I looked away and he said, "Look at me Nabi."

I grunted and didn't listen. He kept pestering me so I said, "What?"

I looked at him and he leaned in and whispered, "I like you."

Without giving me a time to think, he pulled me close and kissed me gently on the lips. I kissed him back slowly and he wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened it. It was my first kiss.....

That jerk....

He's the first guy I ever liked...

And he left without a word....

I hate Jeon Wonwoo.....

He will die when I see him again...

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