"Let me magnify myself more clearly.. Because I'm not cliché nor shady."

Sometimes.... I don't even know why I am smiling....

You know, life has up and down.

My life is on the constant downside.

How would you feel if life felt like that?

Fake smiling is a mask of mine.

Reading helps calm myself down, and gives purpose. A purpose to extract what life should be. Maybe I want to live the main character for once of my own book. It would make me laugh for one I guess.

I find myself good-looking, funny, and charismatic. But do others view me like that? And would they continue to view like that? Even if my real insight of life, is dead?

I'm not like those cliché nor shady because I am a blank piece of paper.

Maybe....someone will open the door for me. Letting me see. But for now, I'd rather live in darkness.

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