We were in our beds later that night. Our legs intwined together. His hand was stroking my hair. His eyes were in mine and he had a soft smile on his face.

"My biggest regret was rejecting you"he whispers.

"Being with you. Wanting to be with you made me feel guilty because of Mary."he says.

"Cal-"

"Shh"he places a finger on my lips. "I need to say this"

I shut my mouth and wait for him to continue.

"I wasn't so drunk that night that I hallucinate thinking your someone else. I wasn't even drunk. I wanted you. You were always so nice and quiet. Peace. Every time I looked at you that's what I felt. Peace. And that made me feel more guiltier. I wanted you at my party but I knew the only way you could come is if I said you were going to be helping rather attending. I wanted you to be part of my next step in life. When I found out you were my mate, I was overwhelmed with feelings, I literally didn't even give you a chance to think before I jumped you. The morning after, I felt guilty. I started thinking about Mary the moment I woke up and saw you wrapped around me because I was so happy and then I remembered that I shouldn't be"he says.

His strokes my cheeks. "But today I realised that Mary's death wasn't my fault. It was such a terrible thing to have happened and everyday I wish it didn't but there wasn't much I could do. It hurts to even about someone young losing their life before it even began."

"I'm sorry. Char. I treated you like shit because I couldn't keep my feelings at bay. It wasn't your fault but I needed to blame someone other than myself. You were there and I was a jerk and a coward. You deserve so much better than me"

"Cal-"

"You do but I'm too selfish to let you go. I'm so happy you came back. I'm glad I got my head out of my ass and saw you. I love you and I promise not to treat or let anyone treat you like before. I want to be the best mate, father of your children and husband"

"Are you proposing to me right now?"

"No. Proposing implies you have a choice. You're going to be wife Charlotte Jones"

"You-"

He cut me off with his lips on my mouth.

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6 months and couple weeks after....

"Babe, I can't find my shoes"

Calvin walks into the room, takes one look at me then looks at the ceiling and lets out sigh as if he is tired of me. I can't blame the guy. I'm not going to lie and say I haven't been a pain in his tight ass the late couple of months. I have been milking this pregnancy and making him do everything. It's great having him at my mercy. I get foot massage and back rubs not matter where we are. The kids are showered, clothes and fed every night without me even moving a muscle. Heck, he even paints my toe nails.

He won't ever admit it but he likes it.

"You're wearing it"he says.

I look down to see but my bump is blocking my slight.

"Well I didn't know that"I say defensively.

It's not my fault. I'm quite forgetful now days and I'm tired of being pregnant. I want this baby out right now. I am one week past my due date and I'm in pain everywhere.

"How is it not your fault. You put on the shoes. You had to know you were wearing it"

I start crying because I felt like I was getting in trouble. It's not like I'm a child.

Calvin saw the tears and rushes to me. He pulls me in his arms and starts to rub my back and leave kisses on my head.

"I'm sorry honey. It was my fault. I will take the blame."

"It is your fault. I wouldn't be pregnant if it wasn't for you"

"That's true honey"

"And I didn't put on my shoes. Cameron did but I forgot I haaaddd ittttt onnn"I was wailing at the end of the sentence.

Ask me why I am crying.

I don't know why and to be frank, I'm tired as hell.

"This is the last one"I wail to his chest.

"Sure babe. Whatever you say"

I push him off and walk to the couch to take a sit. I can't even stay too long because my legs start to ache.

"I look like a whale. My feet are double the size they were. Look at them"I say attempting to pick up my legs to show him.

When I couldn't, I put it down, closed my eyes and started wailing louder. I ignored his damn it but felt him coming closer.

"Listen to me woman!"Calvin snaps.

I open my eyes to stare into his hazel eyes.

"I love that your pregnant. I love that you're carrying my baby inside you. I love that I get to see my baby grow and be in his or her's life from the beginning. I love the changes because I love you. I would love you even if you put on 100 pounds"

"Even if I put on 200 pounds"I ask hiccuping.

"Now you're just stretching it"he jokes.

I slap his chest and chuckle.

"Point is I don't care what you look like. Especially when your carrying my child."he says pulling me into his lap.

"Plus your ass and tits look much more delicious"he makes a show by squeezing my ass and staring at my tits.

"Not going to look sexy when I have milk spilling out of it"

"I like milk"he says shrugging.

"Gross"I push him away and ignore his laughter.

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"Mama I want juice"Cameron cries.

I have been feeling pain for the last four hours. I ignore it because it is probably a Braxton hicks contractions which by the way I have been veering for the last couple of days. I was tired of going to the hospital only to be told that it's a false alarm.

Calvin is out doing his Alpha duties, he had a meeting earlier on and I was supposed to go with him but I was so tired so I decided to stay.

"You want orange baby?"

He shook his head and the points to the soda can Tom left out.

"Sorry honey but it's past 5, none of that for you"

His bottom lips starts to tremble and I let out a sigh. I put my hands on my hips and stare down at my son. Lately he has been doing this crying thing because he knows he could get anything he wants. He has also been sticking to my side like glue, not wanting to be away from me and would often do things to get my attention. At first I thought he is jealous of the new baby that is coming but he also gives my stomach two kisses every night before he goes to sleep. He is excited about having a new baby in the house. Lately, all he wants to do is be with me and even sleep by my side. I honestly love it. My son is not always the most affectionate person, I think he saves that for the night because he is extra cuddly.

He would push away when I try to give him kisses in public but at night he could tuck himself to my side.

Calvin often calls him cockblock behind his back because he won't sleep in his room which makes Lily jealous so she joins us too. Calvin made it clear to the twins that once that baby come, they can't sleep with mummy and daddy.

"But Lily is drinking one"

I gasp because there is no way she is. She knows the rules. I walk to my daughters room. At first I don't see her then I see the top of her head behind her bed.

I make my way to her and I didn't know whether to laugh or shout at the sight in front of me.

There was my daughter, on her knees, with her legs beneath her. She is hunched down and is taking long slurps from her soda. She must seen my shadow over her. She slowly turns around. Her mouth was red. She smiles big and greets me like she wasn't caught doing something she isn't supposed to do.

"Delilah Marie Mitchell! What did I tell you about soda after 5"

"You say not to drink it"she replies.

"And what is that in your hands?"

"Water?"she asks quietly.

I could feel my left eyes twitching.

Before I could reply again, I double over with pain. The pains are starting to come together and now I'm starting to think that maybe the baby is actually coming.

I walk to the living, hands on my lower back. The twins follow behind me.

"Are you okay mama?"my son asks.

"I won't drink soda after 5 again mummy"

I try to sit down but the pain stops me so I bend down on waist, hands on knees trying to breathe like that stupid doctor taught me to do.

She's not stupid but I'm in so much pain right now, all I want to do is scream.

I heard the front door open, Calvin walks in "Honey I'm hom-"he doesn't finish because that's the time when my water decides to break.

"Babe?"

"GET THE FUHHHHHH."I scream.

My husband, yes I married him couple months ago. It was small and lovely. I love my husband but right now I couldn't have hated anyone more.

He is panicking and that's the last thing I need him to do.

"He-"my brother walks in with Amy but they stop in the tack.

"Holy crap! Is it time? Are you having a baby now?" Amy asks running to me.

"I think so. I think my husband is broken" I tell my best friend.

She looks over to my mate. He is frozen in his step, mouth wide open and his eyes were wide.

"CALVIN MITCHELL SNAP OUT OF IT RIGHT NOW!"Amy yells.

That must have put him out of his trance because my husband was back. He carried me to the car whilst Amy and my brother stay with the twins.

The next couple of minutes went by really quick. If one was to ask me what happened. I couldn't tell them anything other than I was in so much pain.

I scream and yell. I switch from swearing at my husband and telling him that I would never have sex ever again to screaming out of pain. I definitely squeeze his hands extra hard when he laughs at me.

"C-Caaaaaallllllllvvvvin!"

I'm placed in a bed, the sweet doctor looks underneath my dress and touches my bits. I'm too busy being in pain to feel uncomfortable.

"Okay mum. You are ready to push"

I have been ready.

"Calvin you better hold my hands and not let go"I tell my husband.

I know he wants to see the baby come out but there is no way I'm letting him do that. I push and squeeze his hands.

"Holy crap!"he says repeatedly.

I close my eyes and continue to push. The baby wasn't coming out.

I know exactly when Calvin decides to disobey me and looks under my dress because I hear his body drop. The idiot really fainted at the sight of my vagina. I would never let him live through this. I can't wait to tell Cole and Dylan.

The mean nurse from couple months ago comes into my room. Her face was covered by I knew it was her but her scent. I ignore her and continue to push. The doctor tsks and I start to get nervous which doesn't help my case.

"The baby doesn't want to come out. We are going to do c-section"

The next couple minutes went by fast. More doctors and nurses came and I was put on drugs by the mean nurse. I don't even know why she was there. But I didn't force on that. I just wanted my child to be alright. Calvin was removed from the room and told that they needed the space.

My slight began to get blurry and I watch the doctors leave, leaving me with just Lindy and the mean nurse. I can see Lindy shaking her head and the mean nurse must have said something to which Lindy just nods her head rapidly. She looks up at me, her eyes were telling me something but I didn't understand. My mind was going blank.

She pulls out a baby and I smile. I think I smile. I couldn't feel my face. I feel numb. The mean nurse takes my baby way. She looks back at me, giving me a nasty smile. I think it was a nasty smile, I couldn't see clearly.

I wanted to scream and tell her to bring my baby back but I couldn't because I was so out of it. My eyes became heavy and the slowly started to close. I try to keep them open but I couldn't.

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Beep beep beep beep

I jump out of unconsciousness and start to cry out.

"My baby my baby"

I felt Calvin beside me and he grasps my shoulders, making me face him.

"Charlotte calm down"

"She took my baby. I saw her take my baby"I cry out.

"Baby no one took him. He's okay"Calvin says pulling him to him but I didn't hear him.

I push him away and cry out. Why wasn't he taking this serious? The mean nurse took my baby!

"Baby. They only took him away to clean him. The doctor said that sometimes the drugs make you hallucinate. Baby it's okay"he keep resurrecting me but I was certain that it happened.

That's when a nurse enters the room rolling a sleeping baby in. I stop grabbing my husband.

"Oh look mummy is awake"the nurse says in a smooth voice.

I look down at my sleeping baby wrapped in a blue blanket.

"It's a boy"I say in awe.

The nurse picks him up and places him on my outstretched hands.

"You done well baby"my husband says as he looks over my shoulders.

"We have a baby boy. Cameron is going to be happy"

That's the moment the door opens and my first born runs to me holding a balloon. Lily follows behind him and the rest of my family won't very far from them.

"It's only one"Cameron says. "Thought there would be more because your belly was so big"he stretches his arms to show me how big.

"Just one baby"I say. "You two together was a handful"

My family at the moonlight pack were here. They brought balloons and gifts. My in laws visit came too. They were happy to see another addition to the family. Tom and Amy kept looking at each other having their own private chat with their eyes.

I had everyone with me but I still felt like something was missing. I ignore that annoying feeling and focus on what was in front of me.

Turns out it was my drugged out mind. The mean nurse was fired months ago and nice doctor Lindy said no one was with her when she was delivering the baby.

It was just the drugs. It not true. Not real.

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10 months later...

Grayson is a great baby. He didn't wake me up often at night and loves to smile and accepts anyone. He was also a greedy baby, liked his meal often. If he doesn't get it, he gets grumpy but doesn't cry much.

There is one odd thing about my son. Once a month since he was born, he would cry all day, he won't eat as much. The doctors say there is nothing wrong with him and maybe he just wants attention. He was born on the 14th and every month on the 14th he act strange. Calvin and I are getting use to it and plan our month to ensure that we are both with him on that date. Not that it helps much. It is like he saves all his crying for that one day every month.

I stare down at my 10 month old son. He's grinning showing his pink gums. He is looking back at me with his big multi coloured eyes. When Grayson opened his eyes, I was in awe. One eye was hazel like his father and the other was bright blue like his mother. At least one of my children have my new eyes, even if it is just the one eye.

I know people are going to stare at him when he grows up, his eyes does draw you in. They are so different, look so strange but so cool.

Cameron comes and kiss his little brother's head.

"He's so fat"he coos pinching Grayson's chubby cheeks.

Grayson just laughs moving his head to bite his brother fingers.

"Look he's trying to eat me"Cameron says.

"I'm not food."Cameron says looking at his baby brother eyes.

I couldn't help but laugh at the seriousness in his tone. Cameron and Lily love their brother. At first they were so jealous but they got over it by the second month. It might have something to do with Calvin giving them extra attention.

"Mummy can I have soda?"

"Sure honey. It's on the table. Use-"

"A straw. Got it!"she says over her shoulders.

"Can I hold him yet?"Dylan walks over with a very pregnant Mia.

I laugh but hand my son over. I'm not like Calvin who would literally say no if anyone asks. Sometimes he even takes him away from me. We started placing Grayson in his cot but in the middle of the night, Calvin goes over and brings him back to our bed. He treats him like his teddy bear.

Calvin and Grayson usually take their naps together. It's not even planned. They can sleep through anything if they want to. You don't even want to know the amount of time, I have caught napping in random places like the poach, grass, the carpet in the living room. Calvin laying back with baby sleeping on his chest both snoring. Last month on the 15th, both Calvin and Grayson were sleep deprived, I caught them in Grayson's cot. Calvin sleeping mouth open and Grayson using his father's cheeks as a pillow. I took so much pictures. It was adorable.

"Mia you look extra stunning pregnant"

"Thank you. I honestly love being pregnant"she says rubbing her stomach.

"What do you reckon you're going to have?"

"A boy."the both said at the same time.

I laugh. I ask them more about the adoption they are planning to have. There is a little werewolf boy named Bryce with a human mother. Both parents of the boy were very young so they put in up for adoption but he hasn't be adopted yet. They tried for two years but decided it was too much. The little boy is three now and Mia and Dylan are planning on adopting him. I'm so happy for them. That boy is the most adorable thing ever. He looks like Dylan and seems to even have his cheeky sense of humour. He fits in the family so well. I would love to have him as my nephew.

Arms wrap around my waist. I don't have to look to see who it is. I leaned back at him and continue to talk to my friends. Calvin joins in the conversation after couple minutes, he reaches in to take his son then walks off.

"I should have run away when I saw him coming towards us"Dylan sulks.

"You will have a baby of your own soon and a three year old."I say.

"Can't wait!"Dylan says.

"DYLAN!"we hear Mi na yell from my house.

Dylan and Mia both stiffen. I watch as his eyes grows wider and his mate turns to him.

"Dylan you better have not done something to a pregnant woman"

Dylan looks guilty "she just looked like an angel sleeping and I couldn't have anyone mistaken her for what she really is"

"And what is that?"

"The freaking devil"

"DYLAN. I WILL BREAK YOUR FREAKING LEGS!"

"I better go and hide"Dylan said hurriedly.

He kisses his mate and wife before running off leaving Mia and I laughing.

No matter what Mi na and Dylan would just never change. I don't know how their life would be after two new borns and two children but I don't think much would change.

Cole caught up with Dylan and slapped him in his head. Dylan didn't stop running but did rub where his best friend hit him. Cole is like Calvin when his woman is pregnant. Mi na is just three months and was excited yet surprised when she found out she's pregnant.

"Those two will never change."I hear Amy say walking up to us.

She was wearing a blue dress and looked extra beautiful wearing it whilst pregnant. My sister in law is now 9 months pregnant and looks like she's ready to literally pop.

"Nope"I say while we watch Mi na chasing Dylan with a bat.

I see Cole running to Liam who happens to be in a heated argument with my daughter.