For the last couple days, I have been avoiding-

-running-

-from Calvin. I see the heated looks he sends my way and I quickly make an excuse and literally run out of the room. Now I'm not running because I'm afraid of him. No. But I'm running because the promises he is making with his eyes in alluring me in. I want him to do everything he is promising. I want him. I want him hard, fast, slow, soft and-

-okay woman keep it in your pants. Damn.-

Anyways, I can't say I'm succeeding. Calvin knows what I am doing. I know this because he whispered it to my ears this morning when I was preparing breakfast for the twins and Liam who stayed the night. He walked up to me...I would like to say he cornered me. I had my back to him but I sensed him when he entered the kitchen. I would have left the kitchen if I didn't care for the eggs and if I wasn't blocked out from my exit. He trapped me when wrapped his arms around my waist, his hips pushed to my back prompting me to feel everything, every hardness of his body. He whispered in my ears and left but not before giving me a neck kiss.

I might have shivered and he might have chuckled. I might have sent him a glare which he definitely might have ignored.

So yeah. He knows what I am doing, Mi na knows what I am doing, freaking Cole knows what I am doing and the twins definitely have an idea because they are giving weird looks. Ok maybe they are giving me weird looks because I'm acting strange. But I can't be held accountable for my behaviour.

Cole went back to moonlight pack for couple of days to check if everything is okay with the pack. They often do this, sometimes it's Mi na and Cole. I heard from Mi na that Dylan followed him but not before kidnapping his mate. Apparently this is the way to break the ice and for them to get to know each other. That's Dylan for you. I can already tell he is smitten and who wouldn't be. The girl is awesome, the sweetest being ever.

I have been spending time with Poppy. I can see where Calvin got his humour from because that woman is hilarious and wild. Don't let her fancy clothing fool you. Sam is pretty funny too without really trying. He's a little grump. Poppy said he's all barks no bites, he replies with 'show her your ass and let her see whether I bite or not', I gasped out laughing whilst Poppy slapped her mate's chest. They are a pair, pair of hoots. I honestly love them together.

I know that Sam was hard on Calvin growing up but I could see the love and admiration between those two. I have often caught them fighting when I was younger but they were two peas in a pot. Sam was as tall as his son, however unlike his son's brown hair, Sam has dirty blond. His eyes are bright blue with darker shade of blue ring around the bright blue. It is beautiful but kinda spooky.

I walk in the house and the scent of something delicious slaps me in the face. I could smell it from outside but I thought I was imagining it because I was so hungry.

The house was dimly lite and there was soft music playing at the background. For a second there I thought I stepped in the wrong house but I knew I was wrong because Calvin had no neighbours.

I placed the spare keys Calvin gave to me on the stand near the door, shrug of my coat and slowing walk in the house.

I was with Amy and Tom because I wanted to let the twins and Calvin spend more time alone together. To show that I trust him and to allow them to build a relationship without me there breathing on their backs.

"Hello?"I called out.

I kinda thought the twins would rush to me after a full day of not seeing me. I'm kind of disappointed.

-kind of?-

Fine...a lot. They always rush to me. Always.

Which means they must not be here! I sniff the air and try to block the scent of the food, I confirmed my suspension that the twins were not in the house. Before I could panic and wonder where they were, Calvin calls out..

"In the kitchen."

I walk to the kitchen only for me to stop in my step when my gaze touching Calvin. There he stood in front of the stove with his signature dark Levi jeans and shirt that shows off his broad shoulders.

He turns his head with a smirk on his face as if he felt my gaze on him.

"Like what you see Charlotte?"

I knew what he was doing. He wanted to see me shy away and I wasn't going to do that. So what he caught me checking him out.

"It's okay. You got a nice ass but I have seen better"I shrug acting nonchalant.

I almost chuckle when I heard him growl sending me a glare but instead I raised a brow. He turns back to the stove and mumbles something I don't hear.

"So what is all of this?"I asked walking closer to him.

"Our first date"he casually says.

"O-our what?"I shrieked taking a step back.

"Our fist date"he repeats. "I was going to book a fancy restaurant but I remembered that you preferred home made dinners dates instead of out because it's more intimate and interesting"

I said that when I was 11. I had no idea what I was saying because I had never been on a date in my life but my 11 self must have knew what I would have preferred because that is right. Dinner dates at home have much of a meaning to me than restaurants. I wan comfort in my own space, there isn't strangers watching me and big brother aka CTV cameras aren't watching me open my big mouth to eat. But I don't recommend this if it's a first date with someone you don't know.

I'm a messy eater, it was another thing my mother used to get on to me about. Hmm I haven't thought about my mother for years. I knew my brother had kicked her out when he found out what she had done but that's all I know. I have no idea where she could be. Honesty. I don't give a crap either.

"Don't worry you would enjoy it"Calvin says taking me out of my thoughts.

He must have misread my silence.

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why are you doing all of this?"

When I asked this, he stopped what he was doing, walked to me. I had to look up because he was so close and so tall.

"I like you Charlotte. A lot."he says softly, staring deep into my eyes. "I want you and when I want something I go and get."

-oh be still my heart. Can you just throw your clothes away. I don't think you need it. Let him mount you right now!-

Shut up. Stop being gross.

-you shut up. You're thinking about it too.-

......

-....you're not denying it...-

.....

-haha. Charlotte and Calvin sitting on the trees s-e-x-i-n-g-

That's not how the song goes.

-yeah so? Kissing is lame. Can we step to third bast at least.-

"You understand what I am saying?"

No. "Yeah"liar.

"Good"he says satisfied.

He gives me a soft kiss on the lips before turning back around.

Before he was finished with the cooking, Calvin set the tables. I offered to help him but he declined. Since I'm not really used to having someone do things for me, I ignored him and when to help him anyways. This resulted with a heated kiss and a demand that I sit down and not touch anything. I was weak in the knees and was sure I would fall any second if I stood up so I decided to listen to him and keep my ass on the chair.

He rolled his sleeves up so his forearm was bare, other than his leather watch that had been passed down generations after generations.

"Smells good"I compliment.

"I had mums help"he replies.

He opened a wine bottle for me and poured some in my glass.

"You relax and drink while I bring our dinner"

"What a gentleman"

"Learnt from the best. Plus you deserve nothing less"he winks.

I couldn't help but giggle.

After he brought our meals, we had small talks. He had shared some of his childhood stories with me. He spoke about Tom too. The things they use to do, how they use to get in trouble at training and were often separated because they were the terrible twos.

I fell down laughing at some of his stories. I shared some of my life. We both avoided my life post dad leaving and pre rejection. It was lovely and thoughtful.

I was full so Calvin decided that we were going to wait before we ate desert. It was warm cookie dough and vanilla ice cream. My mouth is watering as I think about it.

After having a short argument on who was going to clean after(we compromised and we shared the load), we both had showers (separately) and put on our pjs before settling down on the couch to watch an action movie. After couple of minutes we both craved and got ourselves some cookie dough.

We sat to close together and it was obvious none of us were going to move. I didn't care to. I was tired of fighting against myself. Just for the night, I wanted to do what I crave to do. I wanted to touch him and be in his arm. I didn't want to think about the past. I just wanted to live the moment.

I don't know what movie we were watching. I couldn't pay attention. All I could feel was Calvin. All I could smell was him. I would steal a look at him at the corner of my eyes and I knew he was doing that too. During the movie, I managed to be tucked to his side with one of his arm on shoulders, trapping me to his side. I could feel his hand making shapes on my arm. I shiver.

Then I looked up at him. I thought he was staring at the TV but his gaze was stuck on mine. One second we were looking at each other, the other we were attacking each other. I mean clothes were flying about. Our lips were hungry for the other. We were kissing like we needed to do it to survive. In a way we did because I thought I would do insane without it.

He stood up lifting me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Man you're so sexy"he groans to my mouth.

"Back at ya"I say deepening the kiss.

He walks us to his room and I'm thrown to the bed. I didn't even have time to gasp before he climbed the bed and was back to kissing me.

He breaks the kiss and stares at me for a sec.

"so fucking beautiful"he whispers.

My heart started to beat faster. I was panting. He leaned down kissed my jaw and slowly started going down, my sucked and left soft kisses all over my body. He was taking his time, memories every inch of my body leaving me hot and wanting.

"Please"

What was I really asking? To hurry up and do the dirty already? To stop teasing me? To love me?

He must have known what I needed better than me because after a second, I gasped both out of pleasure and sigh.

"Ohhh"

That was the start of a very very very long yet eventful night.

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"Mummy! Daddy?"

I jumped out of sleep. I looked to my side to see Calvin staring back at me with widen eyes. I look down at myself and I noticed that I'm naked and Calvin wasn't dressed either.

"Crap!"I shriek whispers.

We both jump up from bed, looking for our clothes. Our gaze snap to each other.

We left it in the living room. Where we left them.

"MUMMY?"the call of Lily was getting closer and closer to us.

I started to panic even more. Luckily Calvin had his head screwed on his morning because he went to the closet. Threw me on of his shirt and one of my sleeping shorts. I caught them and quickly threw them on.

"Mama?"Cameron calls out.

"I'm coming out. Don't come in honey"I yell.

I push Calvin to the bathroom. Before I left the room, he pulled me in for a kiss. I wanted to deepen it but I snapped out of it.

I playfully slap his naked chest. He let out a soft chuckle before getting me go.

I rush out of the room and make sure I close it behind me. When I entered the living room. Mi na gives me a raised eye brow. I ignore her and greet my babies.

I hug them tight and they let me.

"Lovely night was it?"Mi na asked.

I didn't look at her but I did reply "yes it was something"

"Hmm. I love what you guys down to the living room"

Okay so she definitely knows what went down. Our clothes was everywhere.

"I didn't know you guys would be back so early" I say through a clenched teeth trying to tell her to shut up with my eyes.

"It is 3pm. The kids wanted their mummy and daddy"she replies.

It was that late?

-woman did you even sleep?-

"Yeah I had a long night"

"Hmm lovely hair. You look thoroughly umm pecked"Mi na teases.

I cheated a quick glance at the bedroom door before I mouth to Mi na to shut up.

Mi na started to chuckle.

"I'm going to go. I left Liam napping and that boy doesn't nap too long. He's going to be annoyed that Cameron and Lily left before he woke up so I'm going to buy him a snack on the way"

She gives the twins and I a kiss and mouth to me that I have to tell her everything before leaving.

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Look at that twice in less than 7days:

Sorry for the missed errors. I wanted to get my ideas for the chapter down quickly. I want to finish this book ASAP but I don't want to rush the plot. Guys I have good ideas for the next books.

There is a lot of grammar mistakes. I might go back to edit this book in the future but guys this book is literally for fun. I write on my phone.

I love seeing the comments, some literally crack me up. I'm glad not all are the usual 'update soon'. You guys are so supportive and sweet. Thanks guys.