"Good work everyone"I tell the group.

10days in and they are showing that they are ready to improve. The boys have settled down, they don't flirt as much as they did days 3-4. I created some bond with some of them, great banter and respect is there. The girls seem more comfortable, they are not giving me the evil eye because the boys flirt with me anymore. Most are very friendly.

Quinn decided that she only wants to come to training some days, the days she's here she comes late so day 7, I told her to come back when she stops being a disrespectful bitch. Hey! I'm not trying to be a role model nor am I trying to discipline a grown adult. I don't have time for that shit. You want to get better fighting, come to training and I will help you. You don't? Fuck off. Simple as ABC baby.

I set the record straight with my team, you wanna learn, you wanna improve then you come here. You don't? Don't bother showing up. They seem to understand. That is everyone but Quinn.

"Thanks Miss Blair"

Damn it, I really am starting to hate that name.

"Take a break tomorrow. Don't come to the field, rest your muscles, maybe take a light jog but no hard work. I repeat...don't come to the field tomorrow because I won't be here. Get extra sleep and take care"

My group cheers and give high five to each other.

I turn around to pack my stuff, I hear my group making their way out, chatting and laughing with each other. I hear Mia say bye to me in her lovely soft voice.

"Bye honey"I reply.

Mia and I have been training privately as well. She's still in her own bubble but she's getting better. No, she's still not confident in her skills but it took me years to be who I am now. Ace wolf or not, I had to work on my confidence.

Heck I'm still in my own little world sometimes, I forget where I am that's probably why I didn't notice Calvin was walking towards until he was couple of steps away from me.

"Alpha"I greet with a nod.

"Blair hey"

Blair hey? He's being civil and hasn't narrowed his eyes at me...yet. I have been successfully avoiding Calvin for good 9days now. He is always at the field when I am, doing his alpha trainings. Sure I watch him in awe sometimes and sure sometimes he catches me staring and gives me a smug look to which I roll my eyes at. I finish training my group and I run out because I such a coward.

-an awesome one-

Thank you love.

He walks with me, I try to remove the confusion out of my face.

"The group seems to be doing well" he breaks the silence.

I didn't know whether to be grateful or annoyed.

"Yeah, they are getting better at listening too"I reply.

"You're a good fighter and trainer. They know that now so they respect you"

"Cool...at least I'm not putting them in coma"I lamely joke.

He doesn't laugh but I don't miss the humour in his eyes. Or the lip twitch.

"I apologise for that. I followed up what happened and I now understand why you done what you done. Although you didn't have to go too hard"

"She alright?" I ask looking at him.

He was a foot taller so I have to tilt my head. He gave me a strange look, one I couldn't read before replying with 'yeah she's fine'.

"You going to the fair?"he asks

I don't know Calvin much but I do know he never goes to the fair, even when he was a pre teen. I guess you can say he was always a serious kid and the pressure from his dad, if he wasn't with Tom, he barely had a social life.

The fair is something I haven't been to religiously when it came to town until I was 12. Every year the town hosts a fair day where everyone comes together, money gets donated to charity...well most, the rest goes to fixing the town. It's a lovely day, lots of fun rides, kissing booths, food. Ohh delicious food from different cultures. It's amazing and I always had fun.

Knowing that Calvin won't attend, I look back at him and grin.

"Yes"

I can't wait to take the twins to the fair, they are not just going to like it- they are going to love it. I'm literally buzzing with excitement.

"You look excited"he states the obvious.

"That's because I am. I love fairs"I reply. "It's a shame you're not coming"

"Who said anything about me not coming?"

-You really stuck you foot in it now, didn't you Blair.-

First of all screw you and second of all stop calling me Blair. Third of all yeah, apparently I have a talent in it.

"I just heard that you don't go to the fair because you have Alpha duties and stuff"

"Alpha duties and stuff"he repeats laughter tracing his voice.

"Yeah"

"I think I can take a break from my Alpha duties and stuff" he says mockingly.

I shrug because the fair is huge, I'm sure I won't even see him.

I stop outside the field.

"Well I'm going this way"I point to the side I going.

He nods and says "I'm going that way"he points to the opposite side.

"It has been lovely talking to you"Now I will get back to avoiding you. Obviously I say this to myself.

"You too Blair. See you at the fair"

I hope not.

I give him a tight smile before I walk around him and make my way to home.

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Due to the lack of space in the five bedroom house that we all stay in, I have decided that I was going to rent an apartment near the field and near Amy. It's still close to the house so I will probably see my family in the Moonlight pack everyday.

I wanted to give Samuel's daughter a little break too. Instead of being home with her friends...she's stuck here baby sitting. Sure she could have stayed with her mum, who is another strong pack member, one of our best fights as well as her husband and mate, but she wanted to get out for a little while. Explore a new town, different from her's not baby sit, not that she really minds. She loves the twins and Liam. The fair couldn't have come at a better time, she gets to experience it. Meet other child that are around her age and enjoy her school break.

" Jolene Jolene I'm begging you please don't take my man" the song is on blast.

Lily and Cameron were still in their pyjamas and were dancing with me on the living room floor whilst Amy stood in our open kitchen singing to the whisker that she's suppose to be mixing the pancake mix with.

I pick up Lily and twirl with her making her giggle. Cameron is in his zone dancing with his messy brown hair pointing everywhere. I couldn't help but laugh as I watch my son mouthing the lyrics with his eyes closed, doing a two step dance mixing in with move of his hip, one side to the other.

The next song comes on and Lily squeals and demands me to put her on the floor. The song was definitely familiar, although I have no idea what is called. All I know is that it's Dylan favourite song because he's always blasting it on. Lily loving her uncle Dylan, always joins in dancing with him. She too loves the song. It's a terrible song and I am ashamed to admit my daughter loves it.

Cameron and I groan because we both really hate the song. It could be a decent song, well... could have been if Dylan and Lily didn't put it on like all the time.

"I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG"Amy shouts of the music.

I send a glare at her and she gives me a sheepish smile before shrugging.

"Aunty Amy swore mama"Cameron tells me.

"She should lose her toys too"he mutters.

I will hid her toys alright. Not that she would need it after her and my brother make up. That's only if he wakes up.

-when-

Right..when.

At this point, I'm not even sure. I have been here for more than two weeks. He should be wake by now. It's truly killing me that he doesn't want to wake up. The only good news was that he squeezed Amy hands once when she spoke to him. Bitch nurse told us not to get too happy, it was just a reflex, something coma patient often do. This killed the little joy Amy had. This added bitch face nurse to my kill list. For some reason, the nurse hates Amy, the whole town knows that Tom has been trying to get Amy and Amy has been rejecting him. The town loves Tom and Calvin...humans and werewolves.

I don't know what I did to this woman but she really hates me. Which is fine because I really hate her. I told her to fuck off, which she gasps and told me to wash my mouth with soap. I told her that she needs to be tied to a rock and thrown in the river.

Okay okay...that wasn't a very nice thing to say but I was angry and I didn't really have a mother to teach me that if you're angry, it's better to keep your mouth.

-lame-

Yes but it's true. She's not the victim. Amy is. She took the hope right out of her eyes and that hurt to watch so screw her. Screw her hard.

-all this talk about screwing got me feeling hot. When are we gonna see our mates?-

I ignore my wolf because sometimes that's the best thing to do.

"PANCAKES ARE ALMOST READY" Amy yells.

The kitchen and the living room are next to each other, we have a open kitchen so it was pretty pointless for her to shout.

"Jeeez woman, the music isn't that loud"my smart ass son mutters.

Amy heard him and stuck her tongue out at him. Cameron shakes his head and then continues to dance, even though he hates this song as much as I do.

I switch my gaze to my daughter and she shaking about, singing and jumping.

I love my children. My crazy, sometimes adult, children.

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"Fun fair!!!"a voice whoops.

Now you might be wondering who could be yelling with glee 'fun fair' over and over again. No it isn't my twins. Yes you guessed it right. It's me. A 22 years old almost 23. A mother of two.

I can't help it, I just love fairs. We came to the fair around sunset, it's better then. Less people, and the lights look amazing.

Amy didn't come with me because she wants to be with Tom. In case he wakes up. Cole and Mi na are probably here somewhere with Dylan and Liam but I couldn't find them. Therefore it just me and my babies. That means teamwork, we have to go on all rides together. If I do say so, it's even better. I just hope they get along.

"Ooo mummy I want to go on that"Lily points and some pink pony ride.

"I want to go on that"Cameron points to the go kart.

"Okay, we will go on pony first then the go kart yeah?"

Lily squeals whilst my son shrugs.

We go on the pony ride. Lily loves it, Cameron is trying not to show it but he loves it to. I'm grinning because fairs rock! When the rides finished, I take them to Cameron's pick. We don't have to wait too long for our turn. I belt my son, then my daughter and move so I could watch them race. I cheer for them on the sidelines. I am so focused on the twins that I didn't feel his presence until he stood right next to me.

"Who are we cheering for?"he asks.

Who are we cheering for? Simple question but for obvious reasons I couldn't give him an answer. It could be because my tongue is inside my throat. It could be because CALVIN IS STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO ME!

Don't mistake this for fangirl-ing. I am panicking because my mate, the father of my children is standing right next to me watching my...our kids racing, kids he has no idea are his.

'Abort! Abort! Run away.'everything screams but I couldn't even move. I just stare at him.

When I don't reply, he looks down at me.

"Well don't look too surprised. I told you I'm going to see you at the fair. I am a man of his words"

He did tell me. He did tell me that but did I listen? No, fuck no! Because I'm stupid. Stupid. Damn stupid.

FUCK!!!!

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Here's a lil early update for those who have been asking and voting.

Can I just say that I really enjoyed writing this chapter? Ttyall soon x