"Mum. Tell Cameron to stop saying bad words"Lily cries.

"It's not a bad word!" Cameron argued.

"It is! Mummy said we shouldn't say that word" My daughter argues back.

"What word did he say?"I ask her.

"Yeah, what did I say?"Cam challenges Lily.

She shook her head. "I'm not falling for that again Cam"she folds her little hands.

"Come tell me in my ears"I whisper to her.

She nods and walks up to me.

"He said the F word mummy"she tells me in her whisper voice.

I gasped and widened my eyes. Cameron knows it is serious when I do that.

"Come here little boy"

He glares at his sister and drags his little feet to me. He folds his arms and puts up a anger frown.

"What did I tell you about saying that word."I say in my strict tone.

"You said not to say it and I told him so many time. But he never listens to me" Lily says in her 'I'm such an angel and prefect' voice, answering the question I ask Cameron.

I want to laugh because she wasn't any angel. She might look like one and sound like one but my daughter is definitely not an angel, she has her share of moment too. I hug her because she is so cute but is really ruining my bad cop moment.

"Baby, go and play with Liam while I talk with Ron. Yeah?"

"Ok mummy"she gives me a hug and hurries up.

I turn back to Cameron, he already has his puppy face set up.

"That won't work on me. I told you before not to say that word and you promised me you won't. So because you broke your promise. I gonna take all your toys and you are going time out for 10mins"

"No please mummy"he cries.

I shake my head. I knew Ron loved his toys, taking away his toys is like taking away sand from beaches. We can never leave without his toys, they are his best friends.

"You could have listened to me before Ron"

He starts to cry, tears running out of his eyes.

"It's not fair, uncle Dylan always says it and he never gets into trouble"

Ah, that's where he learnt these horrible words from. Dylan. I was going to kill him.

"Go and finish your breakfast. But first give mummy a kiss"

He held my face with his small hands and planted a small cute kiss on my lips.

"I love you mummy"

"I love you too baby, but I'm still taking your toys and after you finish with your breakfast. Go and sit on the stairs"I tell him in a serious tone.

He doesn't look at me, just nods his head.

I don't want to be the harsh parent but it's not easy being a single mother. You have to be the bad guy and the good guy. They are only three and sometimes they don't take me seriously.

I needed to find Dylan. I was going to murder his ass. I have warned him, many times not to say horrible words when the kids are around.

I got to the living room and see him sitting at the far end reading a magazine after grabbing a bat that I spotted near me.

"DYLAN!"I yelled.

He quickly looks up and sees me. He looked scared, very scared. I narrowed my eyes and him. He looked a bit shaken up.

"Err Charlie, what are you doing with that bat?"he asks sounding very nervous. I turned to the bat, holding it up.

"Um, I'm not sure. Actually, I will thinking on breaking it.."I replied as I slowly switched my gaze back on him.

"On your head" I run to him.

He jumps up and runs opposite me.

"Give up Dylan. You know I'm faster then you"

"You need to calm down. I don't even know what I have done..."he sounds out of breath.

"You are teaching my son bad words"I tried to hit the bat on him but it missed.

"What? How do you know it's me?"he shouts

"You're the only one who swears when the kids are here.."I shout back.

"I do fucking not"

"You just did!"

"I had enough of this shit. I can't get blamed for everything bad that happens all the fucking time!"he yells.

"See. You swore like three times "

"Shit and fucking don't count"

"It does if my kids say it!"I shout before jumping on to him making him fall done on his back.

I punch in the face and jokily on his arm.

"Ow. Get this mad woman off me."he starts laughing.

"Alright alright. I'm sorry. fudge. There happy!I'm sorry Charlie"he says as soon as he stopped laughing.

"You're such an dork."I said getting of him.

"Now go and talk Cameron, he's upset."

"Why?"

"Because I told him he's not allowed to play with his toys anymore until I say so." I told him.

"That's a bit harsh isn't it?"

"I need to teach him now. I don't want him saying bad words. He's too young. When you're a parent, you would understand"I tell him.

He gave me a weird look. Knowing him, he probably won't care.

"Alright, I will take the kids to the park or something. Let you take a breather. Plus they have be bugging me to take them to the park and buy them ice-cream"he says.

"Thank you Dylan"I pull into a hug and I kiss him on the cheeks.

Him and Cole have been a father figure to my children. Both treat them like their own and I couldn't be more grateful. I'm glad to be part of this pack, even though I know someday, I might have to leave. They will always be my family. Always.

"I will go and see if my brother is okay and you know find out why he's trying to kill himself"

"Good luck"

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They sent him to the pack hospital, it's not very huge but is big enough for my brother to get the best help he could.

He's healing, part of his brain is swollen which is keeping him in light coma but the doctor says he's likely to wake up. They done everything they could, stop the bleeding and made him go in to the necessary surgery. He would wake up if and when he wants to.

I pace outside his hospital room, waiting for the nurse that is in there to come out. Humans or not, they still very strict about visiting hours and being out to see them if your family or close friend. Fortunately Calvin said I was an old friend and I had visiting rights. Off course he asked me how I met him, since I know my brother, the trainings he went to when he was younger I told him about the one summer him and Tom went to different training camps. Tom was telling dad all about it so I heard everything. It was easy for me to remember everything and create a make believe story about how Tom met Blair.

"You can go in now"the old nurse says stonily.

She has been getting in my last nerve since I been here. Accessing me with her eyes, sending judgemental looks my way. I can't pound her face and demand what her problem was because...well... that's wrong and not very nice. But right now I'm very tempted to taste sin and rearrange her face... ok maybe not rearrange it per say but yell at her? Scare her by my giving her a evil vision like someone rearrange her face. I would even make sure it's someone old like her.

"He's resting so don't tire him with whatever nonsense you want to say to him"

-Take a deep breath. You can't punch a old lady. It's against society-

"You know for someone who can't fight a ant, you sure are mouthy"

Now look, that is better than the vision I was planning her to see. I don't want to abuse my powers and it's not really worth it but this one has been up my ass for the past one hour.

I left her with her mouth wide open. I can hear her calling out another nurse name Lindy, asking her if she hear what I just said to her.

I walk into the room and the first thing I see is my brother. Then all the tubes connected to him, I hear the machine, his heart beat and I know he's alive even if he looks lifeless.

I walk towards him, trying to swallow the lump in throat. There is cuts on his face, one on his neck that is so deep, I know it would leave a permanent scar.

I clear my throat before letting out a shaky "hey"

I put his hands in mine and stare down at him. My eyes tearing because of the sudden hit of the feeling, the sisterly love that I would always have for him. I miss him so much and it hurts me so much to see him like that.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left. You gave to"I pause when my voice turns to shaky that I don't even understand what I am saying.

"I love you Tommy. You were the best brother before. I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but I'm sorry. I forgive you. Please please don't leave me. Don't leave Amy. Don't leave Calvin and"I hiccup "and don't leave-"

I was cut off my a sudden entrance. At first I couldn't see because of the tears but then they spoke I heard the anger in their voice.

"Who the fuck are you?"

Oh what the hell?

-this should go on well...-