I couldn't watch any longer. I couldn't stand behind this tree, praying that my brother fought back when it was clear, he didn't want to fight. He didn't want to want to live. He wanted to leave this world and you would be a idiot not to notice it.

"Look how pathetic you look grinning your dirty yellow teeth because you happen to be winning in a fight that isn't really a fight"I say making my presence be known.

The rogue stops what he was doing, dropping my brother's almost lifeless body on the ground when he turns his gaze to me. He smirks which makes me almost shiver with disgust. The man looks to be about in his late 40s and smells terrible like death which makes me know he is a bad person, a killer, the worst of our kind.

"I'm in a good mood today barbie. Found myself a beta. How about you run along before I make you my target"he dismisses me picking up Tom again

"How about you step away from him and I will try to make your death painless"

At this he laughs and instead of growling at the obvious rudeness he is displaying, I smile.

-this sucker has no idea. Can I have a turn?"-

Nah this one is all mine.

-damnit. Next one is mine-

Pinky promise.

"You sure do have a nice smile. Hate for you to lose it and you would by the time I'm done with you."he steps away from Tom taking a step closer to me. "In fact, I might keep you for a little while. I'm sure I could have some fun with you"he continues, his gazes moves across my body.

I make sure my face shows the disgust I feel.

"Ya... no thanks"I say dismissively checking my nails.

"I wasn't asking barbie"I could tell by his tone of voice he was getting pissed.

You aren't the only one dude.

I chuckle because this man is so clueless.

He rushes to me and I dodge him. This gets him annoyed but he tries again. This time I move to the left but stick my right leg out so he trips. Face first in a log.

"Ouch that must have hurt"

That doesn't help his anger. He growls and pulls himself up.

"You bitch!"he spits out.

"Hey! Now that's not so nice. And here I thought we were getting along so well"

He jumps on me but I was prepared. My hands were inside his chest, past his ribs and surprise the hell out of him, squeeze his big, dark heart.

"Well this was fun and all but I got to get my brother back to the doctor ASAP. You done a number on him."

His eyes grow wider as I squeeze his heart again. I could feel his fear and I couldn't help but smile.

"You chose this fate. You could have had a life where you were a good man. Heck you could have repented but hey! Anyways nice chatting to you" when I finished I pulled my hands away from his chest with his heart.

I watch his body drop to the floor.

I really didn't want to get my hands dirty.

-you let him out too easy-

I know I know! I need to get Tom to the pack doctor ASAP.

I rush to my brother and pick him up before zooming through the forest and make it to the pack house where I know the doctor was staying at.

I don't even bother to knock the door, I just break it through startling everyone in the front room. Normally they would have sense me or smelt me but I turn off my scent so they don't recognise who I really am.

"Tell the pack doctor to meet in back right now!"I order anyone who is listening.

I heard couple of gasps and some moved to help me and other rush to the doctor.

"Step away. Don't need your help carrying him."I tell them. "Just make sure at least one of the surgery rooms are available and tell the pack doctor to hurry the fuck up because if he dies, I will kill them"I growl.

My eyes must have flashed red because they backed away suddenly and swallowed hard, showing their fear. I need to toughen these lot as soon as possible.

I rush to the pack emergency hospital rooms at the pack of the pack house and place Tom in one of the beds. I rip his shirt to see claws deep in his flesh. He's losing a lot of blood. His body is doing everything it could to slow down the blood lost but if he doesn't get stitched up real quick, he might...die. My brother can't die.

I'm trying to stay strong but it difficult when you see your loved one in their possible death bed.

"I am here!"a woman rushes to the room.

Following her were two other people. I have seen the other two before but not the lady in front who I am guessing is now the pack doctor. She doesn't look much other than me. Black hair with light brown eyes which goes deliciously well with her silky, soft looking brown skin.

"Please step out, we would do everything we can do save him"

"No you have to make sure he pulls out of this. He dies..you die"I growl making sure my eyes flash red to place fear.

-not a good idea. You want her to do her best, she can't do that with shaky hands-

"I'm sorry. Please make sure he's fine. I will exit."I say leaving the room but staying close.

I pace the ground, I'm sure if I continue doing this, I would start a fire but if I sit down I would feel like I'm not doing anything. I'm not doing anything but I want to. I want to stop thinking about my brother in his possible deathbed.

-don't think like that. He will be fine. He's a beta-

He's my brother. I could lose him without even letting him know that I'm okay and I forgive him. You don't know how it feels to see your brother just giving up. He gave up. He lost me and my father. He...lost himself.

I call Mi na to let her know what happened using the pack telephone. I told her to link with Cole to let him know. She told me that Cole just heard about it and both him and Calvin were making their way to me right now.

When I heard that Calvin was coming, I nearly choked on air. I hate feeling nervous or scared but I was a bit of both. Not necessarily because of him but the feeling of unknown. What if he recognises me? What if he finds out he is the father of two adorable children? What if he take-Okay I'm never going to allow him to do that. He can't even if he tried...Not being cocky... just being truthful.

Being a Ace wolf rocks. Nothing can hurt me... at least nothing physically but emotionally...

I swallow my nerves down. I close my eyes and try to feel Calvin or Cole to see if they are nearby. I didn't have to do that long because both Alpha busted in the room like something was chasing them.

Cole came and straightaway gave me a hug. I wanted to cry because it was such a Cole thing.

"He will be okay"he whispered in my ears

I nod and pull away. "I hope so"I whisper back.

I hesitate to look up but I did. I looked at my mate dead in the eye and I felt like a whole weight being dropped on my shoulders.

Calvin looked the same, maybe a bit older and if possible more handsome. I always found him handsome, even when he was just my brother's best friend. I always looked up to him, literally too. He was tall with lean body yet was a bit muscular. He's dark brown hair looked lighter and his hazel eyes. The same hazel eyes my children have. Suddenly I felt more guiltier, if that's even possible.

We stared into each other eyes for what felt like a year before Cole cleared his throat. Both Calvin and I blink and look away. I shake my hair to clear my mind of anything.

"Hi I'm Calvin, the Alpha of Redwood"he stuck his hands out for a shake.

I look down at it. I can't shake his hands because if we touch, he would know it's me and this trip is going to be a pain in the ass. However I don't want to seem rude and disrespectful.

Crap!

"Hi I'm Mi na, the Luna of Moonlight pack"Mi na says coming from nowhere to shake my mates hands.

I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"This is Blair, one of the trainers that would be helping your pack and she is a germ freak so avoid trying to touch her."she says loudly.

Have I ever told you how much I love my best friend.

"She gets a bit crazy"she humorously whispers to Calvin.

Calvin lets out a soft polite laugh and says "I understand"

His face gets serious suddenly as he remembers what happened and why we are here in the pack hospital room.

"Thank you for saving my beta. Do you mind explaining what happened"

I look at Cole for a second before pulling my tail out of my hands and speaking. So I told him everything.

"Thank you again Blair. My beta hasn't been himself since his sis-"he stops.

He looks down guilt paining his face. Does he feel guilty that he rejected me? Does he blame himself for me leaving.

He shakes his head and clears his throat before continuing.

"He has been through a lot for the past couple years and I didn't know it was this serious. It makes me feel like a bad friend more than anything." He says the last part quietly.

Growing up Tom and Calvin were more like brothers than friends. I didn't spend much time with Calvin but when I spoke to him, he was always friendly and sweet to me. I was shy and would avoid him like hawk when he came around... I won't say I had a crush on him, I just noticed that he was extremely hot at the age of 10. He was a couple years older, so I thought I could never have him so I didn't bother allowing myself to have a crush on him. Tom would always tease me about Calvin and I would shove him.

I miss my brother. I miss the happy Tom, the cheeky Tom and the lovable Tom.

It was time to bring him back. This trip is a mission to bring my brother back, to help him get his life together and to help him be the beta he needs to be.

If no...when he wakes up, I will tell him that I'm Charlie. I will be the sister he needs me to be if it would help to him to be the brother, beta, mate and uncle he needs to be.

"He won't be in danger." I promised.

"We are in-debt with you"

"No. Tom is a old friend"I lied

Calvin looks confused but before he could ask anything, the doctor exits the surgery room and walks towards us.

"Good news Alpha. Beta Tom is alright. He would live but is in critical condition. We need to keep an eye on him but everything is looking good right now"

She lets us know what we need to do, tells us about his medical condition and then we thank her.

"I need to contact his mate. I feel like he would heal better if she's here"

Tom has a mate!?

Why do I feel like so much changed?

-no shit...you were gone for 5 years-

"His mate?"I couldn't help but ask.

Calvin looks at me then nods.

"Yes. Her name is Amy. She's a firecracker but one of the good ones"

I choke on nothing and everything. SEXY HOT MATE SAYS WHAT!!?

wait what? Did I just describe him as both sexy and hot? What the hell is wrong with me.

-HEY!! We might hate him but let's not lie to ourself, the guy is hot as fuck-

Ohh damnit.

And and and my best friend is my brothers mate. How? Why?

"How?"I must have asked that out loud because Calvin gave me a strange look and Mi na elbowed me in the rib.

I winced then realised that I look interested in my brother so I cleared my throat.

"I mean. I knew that. Because we are old friends and that"I mumble nodding my head.

"Okay"he says before walking away.

Great now he thinks I'm a weirdo who has a crush on his beta.

-maybe that's a good thing-

Yeah maybe...

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Sorry about the miss errors x