Three months later...

It's been three whole months since I left Kash. I even started working back at the club with Apple again. I know I told myself that I wouldn't strip again, but than again who trying to hire a 10th grade drop out and I also got a record due to the charges I took for Kash a year ago. No lie, he provided everything for me and now we not together I gotta run up my own bag. Regardless on how im getting it just know the bag is secured. I was dressed in nothing but bubble gum pink. Thong matched my top and heels. I've never really been the conceited type, but standing 5'3 with a fat ass, small waist, a pair of DD boobs and a pretty face to match. Im really the definition of a "bad bitch" and this outfit proved it. Monster by Key Glock blasted throughout the club. There were so many niggas in here tonight than usual so I knew something had to be going down. I made my way to the bar and took a seat. "What's going on" I asked Apple over the loud music. She rolled her eyes "girl some nigga bought the whole club out" Apple said passing out drinks. I smiled at how annoyed she got. "I need to go see waspoppin' with him then" I said sticking my tongue out. She rolled her eyes. "If he in here he ain't shit" she simply said. "Well" I said adjusting my breast in my top. "I guess I ain't shit either" I said smiling taking a liquor shot. She poured me up another one. "We don't need another Kash" she joked. I downed the liquor and gave her a friendly finger. Even though I might not wanna admit it now, but she right. I do need better choices in the men I decide to fuck with. I slowly made my way through the crowd. I got a couple of grabs and a lot of stares from a all sorts of guys, but none of them grabbed my attention. I plan on bouncing this ass on ballers only. "Can I get a dance" another guy asked. I gave him a quick glance. He was definitely eye catching and looked around his early 20's. "No bills under twenty" I said leaning against him. He pulled out a stack of 100's. "That's no problem lil baby" he said flashing his grills. I couldn't decide what had more diamonds his neck,wrist or mouth. I took hold of his hand and made our way to the back. I sat him down and went to work. He had a lot of money and I wanted all of it. Big ol freak by Megan The Stallion played in the back ground. I climbed on top of him and let his hands roam freely over my body. "You so sexy" he said biting his lips. "Thank you baby" I said in his ear. He kissed softly on my neck. I leaned my head back just so he can kiss my neck better. I closed my eyes and let a few small moans slip from my lips. I honestly didn't know if I was really feeling this or not but damn he was making me wet. He smelled so good. "Let me take you out sometime" he said kissing lower. I leaned up and asked him to stop. "Not trying to blow you off or anything but let's keep it strictly business" I said. No doubt he was very attractive definitely my type but right now I'm im about my money and at this moment this right here ain't it. "Okay I fuck with that bae-girl" he said. After I finished he told me his name was Justus and whenever I wanna do business bang his line. I already peeped Justus's type and that ain't something I wanna get into right now. I put the number in my bra along with my money.

After work I got dressed and stepped outside to finish off a wood I had earlier. "I thought you quit" a voice in the shadows smoke up. "Who you" I said. I heard foot steps than a face appeared. It was Kash. "What you doing here" I asked. "Here for you" he said. I shook my head. "Still full of shit" I said nonchalantly. "No on the real, heard you was back working here" He said licking his plump lips. "So its only right that I push up to apologize" Kash continued. "Saying sorry doesn't mean shit if you don't mean it" I spat. "You a 100% right Nina but this time I mean it this the longest I have ever went without you and no lie the first month I was fucked up" Kash confessed. "I messed us up and I'm hear to let you know I've changed" he added. "You say this every time we break up" I said getting annoyed. "Let me show you that I've changed" he said stepping closer to me. "Was they worth it" I said referring to the bitches he cheated on me with. He looked me dead in my eyes. "Hell no" he said. "And I know you still mad at me Nina and you should be, but I miss you baby" he said grabbing my waist. "You don't miss me" he added pecking my lips. My body instantly got chills. He started to feel on my ass. "Stop Kash" I said softly. Kash knew how to get me and he definitely got me. "Come spend the night" he said. "I don't know Kash" I wined. "Ill come by Apples to pick you up, and if you don't come out I know wassup" he added walking back to his car.

The whole ride back to Apples I was quiet.

I wanted to tell Apple, but I didn't feel like hearing her chew my head off about how stupid I'm being for him. I know he not good for me it's just for some reason I just can't shake Kash. I truly believe he mean it this time. "I seen you talking to Kash" she said. I looked at her. She looked at me. "Yea he invited me over" I said being honest. She shook her head. "Be careful bestfriend" she said opening the front door. We walked in and went our separate ways. I packed my things and made my way outside. Kash was parked at the end of the complex. "You hungry" he spoke driving off. "Not really" I said. He looked at me and started smiling. "What?" I said flashing my pearly whites. "You just so beautiful" he said flirting. I rolled my eyes. "Whatever" I joked. We pulled up to the house and I instantly felt some way. I can't lie I missed this man more than anything. "Get comfortable" he said taking his shirt off. "Don't get to acting" he added. "Not acting" I said taking my jacket off. "Im a shower though" I added. He nodded not taking his eyes off his phone. I walked to the bathroom and instantly stripped. The warm water felt lovely on my back as I washed. I looked up and saw a naked Kash. He was more than sexy. His rich caramel skin tone matched perfectly with his chinky eyes and plump lips. Standing around 6'2 or 6'3 with a slim build. Tattoos in all the right places and a smile that will sweep any girl off her feet. His features was made for the magazines. "Can I get in" he asked and before I could answer he was inside the shower pressing his hard manhood against my back. He asked me did I want it and that's all it took for my pussy to soak."Yes" I moaned as he rubbed my pussy from the back. I lifted one leg and he slid right inside. My legs began to weaken then I felt myself being lifted off the shower floor. He put me against the shower wall and started to get right. It's been a while and I was in need. Kash sex is beyond amazing. He makes sure he touches and hits all the right spots. I hung on to him for dear life while he pounded my pussy. "Kash I'm a cum" I yelled trying to hold it. "Cum for me baby" he demanded going deeper. I did as I was told and came all over his dick. He pumped a few more times then filled my tummy with cum.

After our scene in the shower we payed in bed watching Netflix. Now, this is the Kash I fell in love with. If we could just get it right this could be us again. "What you thinking about" he said holding me close. "Us" I said looking up at him. "What about us" Kash said. "Just thinking about how we used to be" I said. "What you mean used to be Nina nothing changed" he explained. "A lot changed Kash" I said rolling my eyes. He smacked his lips and paused the movie. "I told you that I'm serious Nina" he said. "I promise I won't let you down this time baby you just gotta believe me" he continued. "You stay saying that Kash then you back doing the same thing" I said shaking my head. "Look at me" he said caressing my cheek. "I swear I'm not going to fuck up this time baby just know you got my word" he added. I shook my head in a agreement. "So you my baby again or what?" Kash asked smiling. "Yes" I said quickly not even thinking on it.

I know I said I was done; but this is my first love how could I not say yes ?