"Remember we used to be scared to do this?" Paul asks as all of us sit around the top of the cliff.

"Who is we?" I ask him looking up from my sun bathing. My skins sparkling in the little bit of sun peaking though the storm clouds. "I did this no problem, you on the other hands took much convincing."

"I will throw you bitch." He says getting all up in my face.

"Do it you won't." I say smirking as he grabs my leg and pulling me up. "I'll take you down with me." I say as the pack cheer while he takes me to throw me. "No wait." I say and he throws me. "Bitch!" I yell right before I hit the water. You know what fuck him. I'm not gonna go back up.

I swim deeper into the water, thank god I don't need to breathe. I feel like a mermaid. Living out my childhood dreams here people. I can hear someone calling out to me but imma ignore them. They let him throw me like a doll. I swim around a little before I see someone else jump in. Show time hookers. I shoot up and grab whoever it by the foot and drag them down, just a little. Get their heart pumping. Upon inspection of their struggling self it's Paul. Ha.

"You bitch." He says once we both get back to the surface. "Thought you were drowning."

"I don't need to breathe. How can I drown." I tell him blocking the splashes he's sending my way. "Yo you wanna fight?"

"Come at me slut." He says and I in fact do go at him because why not.

"Canon ball!" Jared shouts as he jumps off the cliff. Paul and I whoop as he hits the water. "Yea boyyy." He says when he comes back up. "Let's go Sam."

"Yea Sammy let's go!" I yell encouraging him. We whoop and yell again as Sam Alex and Emily jump next. "Come on Bella!"

"If I die make sure someone beats her." She yells and then jumps. I laugh when she comes up from the water spitting out half the ocean. "Holy shit." She says laughing as we float around.

"A rush right?" She nods and I laugh and splash her.

Somewhere in a pile of snow

Alice was hunting when the vision hit, jumped off the cliff and never came up. Stopping mid hunt Rosalie and Calvin look at her waiting to hear what happened. Alice searched again for Bella but saw nothing beyond that.

"Alice?" Calvin asks. Alice searches again this time for Celeste and finds nothing, not even her meeting Aro.

"They're gone." She whispers still looking for them in the future. "She jumped."

"Who jumped Alice?" Rosalie asks looking at her.

"Bella jumped, their futures are gone." She says look horrified. "I'm going to Forks." She says and takes off running.

"I'm going after her." Calvin says and Rosalie huffs. "What babe?"

"Why, if they're dead that's it. Now we can have out family back." She says. "They'll get over it."

"We don't know that." Calvin argues. "And even if we did Celeste is my friend."

"Was."

"Then I'll go say goodbye. Don't tell them yet,

We don't know what happened." Calvin says kissing her forehead and takes off.

-

"God that was such a rush." Bella says as we drive home. "I mean wow." She says smiling.

"Calm down loca." Jacob says from the drivers seat. Sadly I was in the car with them because I didn't feel like running and the car situation was weird today. "We can always do it again another day." I smile watching Bella's face light up at the idea.

Jacob keeps driving until suddenly he stops the car hard. "Leeches."

"And here I thought we were getting along fine." I joke, until I see a car that I know. "What the fuck?"

"Why are they here?" Bella asks unbuckling the belt.

"Are you sure it's them?" Jacob asks his whole body shaking. "If you go in there I can't protect you anymore."

"Celeste can." Bella says.

"I think you should stay in the car for now." I say looking at her. "Too many risks over them, just wait with Jacob for now."

"Okay." She says and Jacob nods when I look at him. I nod back and get out to go into my house. Emphasis on MY HOUSE, and yet I feel like the intruder.

The smell of them hit me hard like they had been all over my house.

"Breaking and entering is illegal you know." I say when I see Alice and Calvin sitting on my couch.

"You're alive!" Alice says sounding surprised while Calvin just stands up, which annoys Athena who was in his lap. On the other hand Achilles was growling lowly at them both.

"I mean not really. But I guess." I say shrugging. "Doesn't change that you've broken into my house. So you know get out."

"Where's Bella?" Alice asks ignoring me telling her to leave. Boutta launch her tiny ass out a window. I'll pay to fix it.

"None of your concern. Get out." I say. "Now."

"No I need to see her." Alice says now standing. "I saw something and as her friend I want to check on her."

"You're not my friend." Bella says walking into the house. "You heard Celeste, get out Alice."

"Hey I came to check on you after you made the stupid decision to try to kill yourself." Alice defends.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Bella snaps. "I didn't try to kill myself. YOU THINK I'D DO THAT TO MY SISTER?"

"You jumped off a cliff and didn't come back up."

"We're we're just diving. Having fun, recreationally, you know like normal teenagers do." I have stifle a laugh at Bella snapping at them. Good for her.

"When did you change?" Calvin asks suddenly cutting whatever Alice was gonna say.

"Like 2 weeks in the new year."

"Two months ago?" Damn kinda feel bad about the compulsion now. Eh too bad.

"Roughly." I say shrugging. "Now that this is done, leave, before I make you."

"What's that dog smell?" Alice asks right as Paul and Jacob come into the house.

"That would be the wolves Alice." I say smiling at her. "Now that that's settled get out."

"Werewolves are not good company Bella."

"Speak for yourself." Paul says stepping towards Alice.

"Enough. She's alive you checked in get out." I snap at Alice. "I mean it."

"Why are you being like this?" She asks me like I've offended her in the worst way.

"Because I feel like it. Now get out of my house. And then get in your car and get out of my fucking town." I say stepping to her. The fuck she think this is? "Leave."

Alice looks to Bella to defend her, surprise surprise she in fact does not. Bella walks over to the door and opens it gesturing for them to leave.

"Fine." Alice huffs walking out, final-fucking-ly, and Calvin follows, I wave at him.

"Standing up to vampires? Badass Bella." Paul says, we laugh and the phone rings.

"I got it." Jake says and we nod.

"Hi Achilles." I say and he comes to sit at my feet. "I know so annoying right." He barks and I laugh as little. Jacob hangs up and comes back into the room. "Who was on the phone?"

"Someone asking for Charlie." He says, making fangs with his fingers, dumbass. "Told them he's planning a funeral and to fuck off."

"Nice." I watch as him and Bella go upstairs and look at Paul who wiggles his eyebrows. "Hey door open!" I yell after them and Paul laughs.

"Who was on the phone?" Alice asks as she comes back into my house. Imma go to vampire jail because of her dumbass.

"Get out Alice." I say, I really should use compulsion pero I don't want them to know I have it. So eh.

"He's going to the Voltori we have to save him." She says. "Bella." She tells trying to go up my stairs but I stop her.

"I don't know what kind of common sense you lack Alice, but you do break into my home twice and then demand my sister. So go knock on my door and see how we feel then."

"My brothers are going to die and you wanna make a point?" Something in me hurts at the idea of that. But this is bigger.

"Do no sit here and treat me like I'm a five year old. Because I'm not." I say getting in her face. "News flash your brothers suicidal tendencies have nothing to do with us. You want help then ask for it, but with respect first."

"You'd let them die?" She asks.

"He left her in the woods Alice." I say calmly for the first time all evening. "She had hypothermia when they found her. Emmett didn't even actually break up with me, we owe them nothing anymore." I take a deep breath remembering every time I watched them all joke around together. The trio buying me a car. "You want help ask, buy you can't demand."

I think I'd only do it for Calvin and Jasper. Maybe for Esme too, for the family she finally got.