After a very intense round of water basketball, I went back to the edge of the pool to grab my drink. I guzzled down the last of my spiked soda before returning to another round of ball. That's when I felt someone come up behind me and press my back to their front, their hands grabbed my hips and squeezed. I spun around and faced the green eyed boy with the lip ring, his curls dripped pool water.

His upper body was littered with tattoos, two names on his chest, Anne and Gemma. My mind was fuzzy and the alcohol began to control me. I ran my hands down his chest and felt a hard pack of abs covering his abdomen. Moving to his forearms, I squeezed the muscles before wrapping my arms around his neck. I giggled as I played with his curls, the sound of a basketball game behind us. I felt light kisses placed on my neck as he pulled me closer.

I tilted my head as he began to kiss harder and bite, my bottom lip tucked under my teeth. I heard a splash and people laughing, a ball bouncing off the hoop and plunking somewhere in the pool. I didn't care about anyone else, my breath escaping my lips. I wrapped my legs around him, my nails scratched at his neck and back. He pushed us to the shallow end as he wrapped his arms around me.

Sudden strength grew within his body as he lifted me up, he stopped kissing my neck, so I began kissing his, leaving small love bites on his shoulders and neck. He carried me out of the pool, I expected him to drop me on my feet but he continued to hold me. He wobbled inside, I could feel the cool air envelop my wet body and give me goosebumps.

"Which room is yours?" He whispered in my ear, I mumbled a response. My mind was screaming no, but the alcohol was screaming yes a whole lot louder. He chuckled and carried me all the way up the two flights of stairs and dropped me on my bed. I didn't care if we were wet from the pool, and neither did Harry. I giggled and scooted back toward the headboard, Harry crawled on top of me and began kissing again, untying my top. He ripped the clothing off my chest and threw it over his shoulder.

He began to work on my chest, grabbing and pulling. Then started leaving kisses down my neck until he made it to one breast. He worked on it with his mouth, then moved to the other, treating it the same. I was a moaning mess under him, as he moved his way down my stomach and to my bottoms, which he pulled off with an achingly slow movement. He moved back up to my face and kissed my jaw as he slid off his bottoms.

I glanced down at him and felt my eyes widen at the sight. I'd never seen a penis before, other than pictures, this was my first time with a boy. I was terrified, yet I was laying here and I was ready.

"Ready?" He mubled as he grabbed himself. My lip trembled as he placed it right in front of me. My drunkeness wore off and so did my buzz as I realized what was going to happen. I didn't stop him nor did I want him to because the truth was, I needed him, so I nodded my head.

He pushed himself in slowly, his face contorted as he filled the small space. I closed my eyes shut, my jaw clenching at the feeling. The discomfort and pain spread through my legs and body, Harry seemed to notice because he grabbed my legs and slowly moved them to another position, which eased the pain. He wrapped them around his waist as he pulled out slowly, then back inside me. A moan escaped my lips as he pushed the entirety of himself inside of me. Tears escaped my closed eyes as he sat there, waiting for me to adjust to the sensation. It was uncomfortable, but soon the comfort started to come slowly with each slow thrust, until there was nothing but pleasure.

"Faster." I moaned in his ear, I felt him shudder and pick up the pace. I was digging my nails into his back and running them down his spine, making him groan, which made me moan. There were cresent shapes on his shoulder blades, and long scratch marks down his back. I felt a warm knot build in my stomach. I didn't know what this was, but I didn't say anything as Harry informed me he was almost finished. Something happened, I felt an explosion of pleasure that started from the pit of my stomach and traveled to every nerve in my body. I tensed up, my fingers dug deeper into his back. The sensation was overwhelming. I felt a warmness fill up inside of myself, as Harry hummed in my ear, leaving hard wet kisses on my mouth and jaw.

I knew Harry was finished when he pulled out slowly. I felt empty and sore as I slowly got up and wrapped a blanket around my body. I cleaned myself quickly and walked out to see Harry laying in my bed, smiling. He didn't know I had walked in until I jumped in bed, giggling.

He looked over at me with his wide grin and covered my body with my duvet. I wrapped an arm around him and snuggled close, his arm placed on my back. Soon, his breathing changed and I was left alone to my thoughts in the darkness. Listening to Harry's snores, I thought back to everything that happened, even before this night.

He was awful to me, then all at once everything changed and now he's the one I gave everything to.

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