Zayn's P.O.V

My mom reacted immediately to my lip noticing when I wasn't even in the house yet which left me and Liam to explain on the spot but it wasn't as bad as I thought.

Liam stood beside me, grabbing my hand to weave our fingers together giving me a sense of comfort.

After I told her what happened shakily, leaving out the part that it was a only a warning from her my mom visibly relaxed when Liam explained to her that the all the boys will keep an eye out for me.

Now we lay on the couch me my head in Liam's lap and my legs draped over my mom's legs.

The sudden need to sleep washes over me and I let it take over, rest would be the best for me right now.

*****

I slowly open my eyes to see I'm still laying on my mom and Liam but they are engaged in a conversation so I close my eyes again.

"I'm really glad your in Zayn's life he's had a really hard time.." I hear my mom sniffle making my heart shatter into pieces.

"I'm glad I am too he's kept me out of trouble and has really showed me the other side of some things" liam says making my shattered heart mend .

"And the fact that you take care of him so willingly, I'm so happy that you will do anything for him and you protect him." She says her voice no longer shaky.

"Yeah.. it's hard to say no to him I really want to make him smile anytime possible." Liam says weaving his fingers through my raven curly hair making my eyes flutter.

Silence drowns there conversation but it's not awkward just peaceful.

I slowly raise my head fully opening my eyes rubbing them with my hands to show my mom and Liam smiling widely at me.

I timidly wave before I'm pulled into Liam's chest who pecks my lips quickly, I know it would've been longer if my mom wasn't sitting beside us. I snuggle against him since the AC feels like its at 30.

"Zayn I'm gonna go run get groceries and pay a few bills will you be here when I get back?" She asks looking between the two of us.

I blush and nod, hugging her tightly and exchanging I love you's before she leaves.

I turn back to Liam on the couch who kicks his shoes off, so I kick off my own stretching making my shirt rise and reveal a strip on my tan waist.

I return to Liam sitting next to him but not even for a second because he pulls me onto his lap again for the third time today.

I blush and link my arms around his neck pulling my body closer to his.

Our lips find each others and Liam kisses me when enough force to send me leaning back making one of his much larger hands settle on my back sliding into my shirt and feeling the warm skin on my spine.

I feel my neck start to get red as his hands go to my bare hips and then slowly up to my ribs, all was well until his thumb brushes a band of my cotten bra and his eyebrows furrow.

I jump off him faster than he pulled me.

"Are you wearing a bra?" He asks still breathing heavily from our make out session.

I feel my face grow hotter and I tug at the comfy material of my Calvin Klein brallette, nodding my head.

Liam cocks an eyebrow before hid eyes lower to my leggings then back up to my face.

"What about lower?" He asks smirking as my face grows redder, if thats,even possible.

I shrug not wanting to answer. It's just some pink calvin klein thong that I'm not willing to show to Liam...yet.

He sits farther up looking at me quietly, a silent signal to go to him. I shift my sock covered feet and bite my bottom lip which is swollen from our previous lip lock.

I take small steps towards my cocky boyfriend who reaches out wrapping an arm around my waist pulling me roughly back onto his jean clad lap.

His eyes grow soft at my embarrassed face and he brushes a thumb across my cheek gently then dragging to my lips, pulling my bottom one from my teeth.

Our eyes meet again before he leans in, pressing our lips together. I'm so overwhelmed at the feeling, I can't describe how good it feels.

His warm hand finds its way to the waist band of my leggings before sliding farther down to the base of my butt. I squeak from the sudden touch because Liam's never done it before.

He pulls away searching my eyes for discomfort but I only wrap my arms around his neck pulling our chests together. Liam chuckles into my lips before leaning back into the plush leather couch, taking my body with his.

Liam's other hand trails to rest with his other and his hands start to grip me tightly making a small moan release my lips. I place my hands on Liam's chest to push our lips away, I settle my face into his neck blushing. I can't believe I just moaned.

"Its okay baby, moaning is hot" he mumurs into my hair squeezing my ass again. My body erupts into tingles and I hum into his inked chest.

Our lips find each others again and my my hand wraps into his hair tugging at the ends slightly trying to bring myself closer.

After several minutes I feel something hard under me, I furrow my eyebrows in confusion wiggling my body in an attempt to feel what it is.

Liam groans covering his face and I blush from the sound but my eyebrows furrow more. Why would he groan?

"Babe stop" he murmurs leaning away from me.

I giggle at his movement and move myself farther forward giggling again when I feel the phone or whatever it is in his pocket.

Then in a flash I'm on my back and Liam's over me looking at me intently, eyes dark and wide.

I smile and kiss his nose trying to pull him closer to cuddle me on the couch.

He shakes his head, eyes twinkling and stretches an arm over my head, my eyes follow the patterns of ink on his tan skin.

"You have no idea what you do to me" He murmurs, his voice dropping a few octaves making goosebumps appear on my thighs and arms.

I bite back a smile looking up at Liam who looks a little frustrated to be honest.

My eyes wander to his v neck to his jeans, I feel them widen when I realize what I was practically grinding again the entire time.

Liam has a boner.

I purse my lips, feeling Liam's hard stare on my face my experience with the lower extremity has been horrible thinking about makes me tense up immediately. I shake my head blinking.

"Get off me" I mumble feeling my chest start to tighten I squirm underneath Liam who looks just as confused as I was moments ago.

He slowly pushes himself off my body leaving me to put my head in my hands, letting out a shaky sigh.

"I'm sorry if that was too much.." Liam speaks one of his hands rubbing my back giving me a sense of comfort.

I shake my head turning to face him.

"I just...it's h-hard sometimes. I t-think about what happened to m-me a lot." I sigh frustrated with myself for being so afraid of Liam for no reason.

"Baby its okay, I promise..hey" liam stops to cup my face with his hands looking at me sincerely.

"You aren't ready" he takes the words out of my mouth only leaving me to nod in agreement.

We pull away after hugging tig Jr ly for a few minutes and Liam stands up. I blush and cough averting my eyes from his suddenly very tight jeans.

"Well I'm sorry to leave but I can come back tonight maybe?" Liam asks putting his phone in his back pocket making me blush more.

I nod and hop up pecking his lips before we say our last goodbyes.

Once I see he's left my driveway I race to my phone calling Kat who answers on the second ring.

"Yellow?"

"Yeah Kat it's Zayn, I have to much to tell you"