Zayn's P.O.V

Phoebe was going through my closet as Kat applied the soft pink lipstick on my puckered lips.

"God damn your eyelashes are to die for babe" she curses gripping my face tightly as she applies a few layers of mascara onto my already long lashes. I look at myself in the mirror surprised at Kat's handy work, I look still natural yet the makeup is effective.

"Okay now put this on" Phoebe throws some garments at me which I surprisingly catch. I slip on the clothes, (outfit at the top) which is casual but cute and shows half of my torso and my bra on the side but the jeans are high waisted so its all good.

The outfit is cute and with my converse and my jeans slightly rolled up its cuter. But, I have never worn these jeans before because they are really tight to be honest.

"Okay how about the mall now?" Phoebe says walking around in my black crop top with lace at the low cut part. She looks amazing in it especially with her light wash ripped jeans and black ankle boots. Kat is borrowing my pink clunky Adidas tennis shoes and my list wash boyfriend jeans with her her grey muscle tank with the words "fuck you" written across it.

"Sure that sounds good" I agree grabbing my phone slipping it into my back pocket along with a few 20 dollar bills.

The mall is only a few minutes away but we turn the radio on anyways singing along to Ariana Grande. Ariana is goals, her body, outfits, smile, her HAIR. Ugh insecurities go away please.

We reach the mall and I grab Phoebe's and Kat's hand because big places make me nervous. I have only been to the mall a few times a I usually bale after the first two stores.

We walk on the hard white tile and I look around anxious. They tug me into forever 21 grabbing a blue crop with white flowers all over it tossing it my way. I giggle and keep it with me shaking my head.

"Oh my god I have seen these on instagram you have to get this Zayn it would look so good on you" Kat exclaims pulling off a cream color long sleeve top with the top really low cut strings crossing over each other like a corset. I have seen them everywhere as well and I immediately grab it.

"God this is cute" I whisper jumping up and down with excitement this will definitely be on me for my first Instagram pic.

"Yo yo yo" Phoebe jumps pointing at me her eyes lighting up.

"What?" I ask still grinning.

"You aren't stuttering!!" She squeals pulling me in for a hug. I laugh and hug back.

"Because I don't feel nervous around two anymore" I blush slightly pulling at the jean material on my thigh.

"Awe babe my heart" Kat sighs placing a hand to her chest and falling back dramatically. I laugh loudly drawing attention to myself I slap my hand over my mouth in embarrassment.

We fool around in the large store getting a couple other things before checking out and venturing off into bath and body works. I pick up the stress relieving body wash and hum in delight.

This would definitely be a nice for me since I am 99.9% stress.

I grab a bottle and purchase it along with some lotion. Now with two bags in hand we go to Lush because apparently Kat is in desperate need of a bath bomb. I have never tried one but they seem pretty cool. She picks out this blue, green bath bomb and I grab a purple blue one just to try it out.

We leave afterwards and go into PINK one of my favorite stores ever.

"You guys there's a sale!" I squeal this time grabbing their hands tugging them into the vibrant store. I hear their laughs at my excited comment but 7 for 27 on underwear is a good deal.

I go through all the drawers grabbing my favorite stuffing them into my hand. Today just got so good. Phoebe and Kat grab some too, getting more lacy when I grab ones with the pink band on the top. After I get my 7 I look around at certain tops and bras. I pick out a black sports bra with a grey band with the word PINK at the bottom and a all lace hippy low cut maroon colored bra, it is more like a bralette but I'm in love with it so I get it. The girls are already headed to the check out line so I rush over to catch up with them.

I pay for my goodies and exit with my two new best friends but I am stopped in my tracks when Michael, Ashton, Harry and Liam are standing outside the store with a few girls from our school.

All of them are popular, mostly blonde tight clothes and nice bodies. I can't help but he jealous and I slightly roll my eyes when I see Tracy, hand on Liam's chest and his hand resting on her lower back.

Harry smiles and waves us over making my heart drop into my stomach. I have a Victoria secret bag in my hand right now. Oh god.

I see them look down at the bags in my hand especially the pink one and suddenly it's snatched out of my hand by Kat.

"Thanks for holding this for me Zayn but I have a feeling your being judged by inconsiderate fools right now so I can hold it" she outs it one her arm and I smile nodding and realizes how amazing she is to take the fall for me.

"So.." Harry trails off and looks over at me eyeing my getup he looks back to my face winking. I blush and look down rocking back and forth on my heels. This is so awkward.

"What are you all even doing here?". One of Tracy's whore friends asks chewing gum rather loudly.

"Shopping, its what you do in a mall but I'm sure that you only thought it was for secretive blowjobs in the bathroom stall huh Brittany?" Phoebe leans against the wall of the store rolling her eyes.

I stifle a laugh biting my lip hard. Even the boys snicker slightly. Brittany scoffs and puts her hand in the air.

"I get it Phoebe you are jealous because I'm straight and you can't have me because you are just a little lesbian" she bashes.

Wow...that even hurt me. Kat jumps in immediately.

"Hey don't you fucking dare. No one can be jealous of someone who has STD'S and fake tits yeah we all know you got them done over the summer its obvious." Kat says shoving her down slightly before pointing a finger at the boys.

"I'm disappointed that you of all people would hang out with them" she spits gesturing to the girls in front of us. I cross my arms still biting my lip pretty hard. This is intense and I really hate fighting.

Phoebe eyes show hurt but they change quickly and she looks off rubbing her arms and shaking her head. No one should be made fun of or judged for their sexuality its sickening.

I grab her hand squeezing it and smiling at her, a silent apology. She nods and squeezes back.

"Okay okay I'm sorry they kinda of followed us to be honest" Calum says scratching the back of his head. Harry nods and steps away from them to join Kat, Phoebe and I.

I smile at the friendly giant beside me and he smiles back before looking away running his long fingers through his long curly hair.

I keep my eyes on Liam still who is rubbing Tracy's back....I don't understand, we did something yesterday and it's like it never happened and I don't want to feel bad over it but I am. I wish he didn't have such control over my feelings. I'm fragile and...he's breaking me.

"L-lets just go" I sigh shakily pulling my new found friends away from the guys and the one guy who has already put a fine line in my heart.