I suck at this :///

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I just finished putting my clothes back on. Jayy was on the bed with his boxers on, smirking like an idiot. "Aren't you gonna put your clothes back on?" I asked

"Nah, I'm cool."

I looked at the time. It was almost eleven! "Oh my gosh! Jayy, it's gonna be eleven! My moms gonna kill me! Especially because I'm with you!"

"Hey, hey. Calm down. I can drive you."

I was about to argue, but instead I nodded. Jayy put on his clothes.

I got home. Before I opened Jayy's care door I kissed him goodbye. I went inside my house. Luckily my mom was asleep. And not argue with me the next my morning.

MONTHS LATER.

It's February. Everyone knew Jayy and I were dating. Even my mom. She was happy. Cj wasn't very happy that.

I still won't eat. When I eat alot of salad I go throw it up.... I also haven't cut myself since that day. I probably will never again.

Tomorrow is Valentines Day. Speaking of Valentines Day... I got Jayy a CD. He's always been wanting Alesana's newest album, A Place Where the Sun is Silent. Jayy and I were in his room with Nate. Fate has been slowly slipping away from us. We'd only see her at school. She dyed her hair purple/blueish. Nate said he doesn't see her until eight at night. I have not seen Jinxx around either. Weird.....

Nate was sitting in the middle of Jayy and I on the floor watching Beevis and Butthead. Nate talks more now since Fate doesn't hang out with us much anymore. He has a very deep voice. We were wearing clothes we'd normally wear. Jayy was wearing a plain brown hoodie with blue skinny jeans and no shoes at all. Nate was wearing a black sweatshirt with matching black skinny jeans as always. And me? I was wearing a black tank top and black shorts with knee high converse that Fate let me have. Surprisingly my hair wasn't teased. It was in a side pony tail. The boys always have messy hair -_-

"Ugh.." I groaned and clutched my stomache. My stomach suddenly got a horrible feeling. I felt like I was gonna vomit. This was not the first time. Jayy and Nate were watching curiously. "what's wrong?" Jayy asked.

I ignored him and quickly ran into the restroom across from his room. I got on my knees next to the toilet and started to throw up. Jayy walked in.

"Why are you throwing?"

"I don't know. I feel sick.. In a weird way again" I said when I was finished.

"Your not pregnant?"

I got up and punched him. He pouted. "Well I don't think I used protection..."

My eyes widened. "YOU DON'T THINK-" he cut me off.

"sshh... My parent will hear." I nodded. We walked into Jayy's room, where Nate was sitting patiently. "I think I should leave now." I nodded. Nate left, leaving Jayy and I alone.

"So what are we gonna do?" I asked.

"Lets go to Walmart to buy you a pregnancy test." I nodded and followed him into his car. I was surprised he wasn't going crazy. I mean we're only sixteen. We're too young.

After going to Walmart we got back to his house. We were waiting to see what the stupid stick would say in the restroom. We had to wait 3 minutes. I was pacing back and fourth. Jayy sat their smirking. He was really pissing me off of how happy he was.

"why are you so happy?" I finally asked.

He ignored me and sat up to look at the pregnancy test. It had the stupid pink plus signed. "I hate you," I whispered.

He hugged me and whispered, "well, I love you too."

I let go of him. " what are we gonna tell our parents?"

He smirked and said, "my parents our home right now in the living room." he grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me into the living room where his parents were watching the news. They looked up at us. "Something wrong?" they asked at the same time. "No, nothing," Jayy answered. I guess he was gonna do all the talking. "It's just that I'm gonna be a dad!" Jayy said very happily.

Mr. and Mrs. Betson did not look very happy. They looked at me. I hid behind Jayy. "I see you, Violet." Mrs. Betson mumbled. "Violet, I think you should leave. We'll have a talk with your mother tomorrow." I nodded and turned around to leave. I walked home. Tears started streaming down my face. It was such a sunny day in February. Tomorrows Valentine's Day... Great I wonder what will happen.

I finally made it home. I walked into the house. "Hey sweety- Oh my goodness! What happened."

I sighed. "Mom, I'm sorry"

"why are you sorry?"

I gulped. "because I'm pregnant!!! And JAYY is the father! His parents are gonna come over tomorrow." I ran up into my room leaving my mom shocked.