The next day, I walked out of school. It was the end of the day.. I've avoided Jayy all day. It wasn't because I was sad that Jinx yelled at me. I was just sad for no reason. Depressed. Half of me was depressed of Jinx. The other half... I'm not sure. I get the feeling of being worthless and wanting to die. Not because of Jinx. Jayy tried talking to me at some points, but I turned my back on him and walked away. I felt bad but I just didn't feel like talking at all.

***4 hours earlier***

I sat against my locker bored. Iwas wearing clothes that went with my mood. A black, shirt, skinny jeans, and a black hoodie. I forgot my iPod at home so now I have to sit there bored; watching people pass by. I haven't seen Jinx all day. He probably didn't come to school. I curled up into a ball. I rested my head on my knees, covering my eyes. I then felt someone sit next to me. "What's wrong?" it was a girl. It sounded like Fate. And maybe her brother Nate was with her. Nate and Fate looked a lot alike. They were twins. Nate is a boy who looks just like Andy Beirsack from Black Veil Brides. Fate looks almost the same, but more like a girl. The only difference was Fate dyed her hair pink. Nate has black hair.

"Nothing," I growled. Couldn't she see that I did not feel like talking? Of course she couldn't. She was too nice. When I said nothing she just sat there. Her brother didn't say anything because he was so quiet. I took a quick glance at Fate and Nate. They whispering to each other. Fate was wearing a purple tank top and dark blue skinh jeans with matching purple converse. Nate wore a checkered hoodie with black skinny jeans with also vans. I quickly looked back down.

"JAYY! What did you do to your friend?" Jayy must've walked pass by. I was so lucky lunch started. Or people would stare at us. I felt someone sit on the other side of me. They tugged on my arm. "What's wrong?" it was Jayy. "Did Jinx do something to you?"

I pushed his hand away from me. "No," I growled.

"Let's go outside till the bell rings?" Nate finally said. We all could berly hear what he just said. I nodded and walked outside as the others followed. I sat on the steps in the middle of Nate and Fate. Jayy sat next to Fate. Jayy was wearing a plain white t and black skinny jeans. He also had the same black converse as I did.

"Your skinny," Fate said. I didn't believe anyone when they told me that. When people told me that, I looked down. To me, it seemed that Fate was skinnier then me. "Why won't you tell us what's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong," I said. I covered my face again. I wanted to yell at them.

"Let me sit by her.," I heard Jayy say.

"NO! I want to sit by her," Fate yelled. Well I guess I made a new friend. Fate wasn't really my friend. We just had the same class in sixth grade. Well, now we are in high school.

"She was my friend first!" Jayy yelled back. Jayy should just trade spots with Nate. I should've said something but I didn't feel like talking.

"Fine!" Jayy and Fate traded spots. Jayy tugged my arm again.

"Just tell me what's wrong, Violet," Jayy begged softly.

I couldn't take it anymore. "WHY WON'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!?" Jayy got a hurt look on his face. And so did Fate. Nate had a blank look on his face. I ignored them and walked back inside the school.

***4 hours later***

School is out. I walked home, but when I saw Jayy ahead of me I walked faster. I passed him. I guess I wasn't walking fast enough, because Jayy grabbed my left shoulder HARD. "Ow, stop your hurting me," I whimpered. He let go.

"Are you mad at me?" he asked. I shook my head no.

"Did Jinx do something to you?" I shook my head no, again.

"then why are you sad?"

"I don't know," I lied.( Well, not really. I haven't told him about Jinx.) I walked away. Walking home feeling slightly guilty for yelling at Jayy.

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A.N. I forgot to mention that some parts in this story is true. This chapter really happened to me. No my friends names aren't Jayy, Fate, and Nate. What didn't happen to me was in my life theres no boy that treated Violet like Jinx did, to me.

Well yea they did treat me bad, but it was a girl. No I did not kiss the girl either. Ok so the romance in this story didn't happen to me. I would never write about my own love life. Did I ever use to weigh 135 pounds? No. I weighed 125 when I was eleven, but went all the way down to 99 pounds. I don't want to say my lowest weight. Uh... And I eat normal now.

This story is dedicated to my friends. The on that I yelled at, He's still my friend because I eventually told him why I was sad and stuff. That doesn't mean Im gonna make Violet tell Jayy why she was mad.

P.S. this story isn't always about me. Because something's might happen in the next few chapters and I wouldn't do that with my friend D: just thinking about it makes me get a sick feeling in my stomach. Oh and also What Jayy does, doesn't always mean what my friend does because sometime a different guy makes me think of Jayy. Like for example, my crush kisses me. I write on here saying Jayy kissed violet. Do you get it now? Sorry if I confused you because I think I just confused myself O.o