I had a terrible feeling on my stomach. No, not because I was hungry, but because Jayy was driving closer to McDonald's. I had to make an excuse to why I can't eat there. I heard McDonalds had 490 calories or more. I don't remember. " uhm... Jayy, I'm a vegetarian," I kinda lied. Maybe if I was a vegetarian I could eat less. Jayy looked at me. He gave me his "what the fuck is wrong with you," look.

"Hello! Earth to Violet! I'm a vegan!" I mentally slapped myself. I forgot Jayy was a vegan "What are we gonna eat?" I asked as Jayy parked the car. "Salad, Violet, salas!!!" I covered my ears. "ok Jayy!!!" I yelled back.

Jayy opened the door to McDonald's. I walked in and sat at a table in the corner. "I'm gonna pay. Stay right here. Don't wonder off." "Do I look like a dog to you?" he walked off. He mumbled something that I didn't quite understand. It sounded like he said "a cute puppy." I shrugged it off and waited for Jayy. I smiled. It looked like the girl working at the cash register was flirting with Jayy. I don't think Jayy even knew. I saw him laugh. It made chuckle. Jayy could be so clueless. Jayy left and came back smiling. He sat down.

"You didn't even notice did you?" I asked.

" I don't think so since I don't know what the hell your talking about."

"The girl at the cash register like you." I smirked. Jayy blushed deeply. "Jayy," the girl called. She winked at Jayy. I don't think she even noticed me. Jayy looked at me, hesitated before getting up, then went to go get the salads. Jayy came back shaking.

" Are you okay?" I asked. He blushed again. "The girl makes me nervous now," he confessed. I rolled my. Jayy handed me a plate of salad. " Uh... I thought I told you I didn't want to eat." I said.

" Nooo you didn't."

"Yes I did Jayy."

"No. You just said you were a vegetarian. You didn't say you weren't hungry." he whispered so people couldn't hear.

"Jayy I-" he cut me off.

"Violet, just eat. It's not like your gonna get fat from salad." My cheeks went red. I didn't believe what Jayy just said. " Violet, I noticed you've loss some weight. I think it because you don't eat."

" I do eat, Jayy. I'm just... Eh... On a diet." I guess it's a diet

Jayy shook his head. " people don't starve themselves when they're on diets."

"Well, I don't starve myself." I was getting frustrated/angry. I didn't like when Jayy did this.

Jayy leaned forward and looked into my eyes. I could feel his breath on my cheek. "If you don't starve yourself," he whispered, "then prove it by eating." I glared. "No."

"Then I don't believe you." he leaned back into his seat and narrowed his eyes at me. I opened the container and started eating my salad. Jayy did the same. I ate it. I felt terrible. There was a voice inside my head saying " Stop. Don't eat. Your going to get fat." I ignored it and kept on eating.

When Jayy and I finished eating we went into his car so he could finally take me home. As we drove to my house I turned on my iPod and played Escape the Fate - My Apocalypse. I had a terrible feeling in my stomach. The argument Jayy and I had kept replaying in my head over and over. Jayy never really got mad at. I felt bad that I made him worried. A tear rolled down my cheek. The car stopped.

I felt someone tap my shoulder. I felt a tingle run through my spine. It was Jayy who tapped my shoulder. I forgot I was in his car. I blushed. " Are you okay? " he asked. Another tear tickled town my cheek. I also forgot I was crying. I ignored Jayy and looked outside. We were outside my house. I didn't feel like talking. I hated talking when I talked. I opened the door to Jayy's car. Before I could leave Jayy grabbed my hand. "Not until you tell me what's wrong." he said. "You stupid bitch." I slapped him and ran inside my house. I ignored my mom and brother as I ran upstairs into my room. I checked to see if Jayy left. He did.

I laid on my bed, on stomach, crying on my pillow. I slapped Jayy because I was mad at him for making me eat. I didn't mean to. I don't know what got into me. I got up off my bed. I didn't feel like exercising today. I felt horrible. Instead, I went into my bathroom to make myself throw up. My head rested on the cool toilet bowl. I threw up again. I flushed the toilet.

I laid on my bed wondering if Jayy would talk to me at school. I never cussed at him. I never slapped him... Well I never did those thing because I was mad. I checked my phone. I already had missed calls from Jayy. I decided to call Jayy back.

"Hello." he answered

I opened my mouth but words wouldn't come out.

"Hello?? Violet? Are you there?"

I don't know why couldn't speak. I hung up on him. I rested my head on my knees. I sighed in frustration. "What's wrong with me?" I asked myself. Tomorrow is going to be an awkward day for Jayy and I.