*** 3 days later ***

It's been three days since I've last ate. Some other people been telling me about how much I gained weight but I ignored them because I knew I would lose the weight. Today's Friday. Tomorrow's Saturday and Jayy asked me if I wanted to the movies to watch Puss and Boots. I said yes. I know you probably think it's a kid movie, but hey you only live once. So why not have fun?

Jayy and I walked down the halls to the cafeteria for lunch. We grabbed our trays and sat at some random table. The lunch we had was pizza, orange, and milk. I put my tray to the side. " Your not hungry?! But you love pizza.." wow. Jayy was worried. I shook my head even though I was really hungry. " I'm worried about you, Violet. I haven't seen you eat when I'm around you." " Well your just not around when I eat." uh, oh. My stomach just growled and I'm pretty sure Jayy heard. "Violet, your lying." he whispered, so no one could hear, " Could you at least eat you orange?" he pouted. He looked like a puppy! " Fine. But don't think I starve myself because I don't," I lied. I could not let Jayy know my secret. Yes I starved myself but I'm trying to lose weight. When I go down 90's then this would all be over. I peeled the orange that was on my plate. I hesitated before eating. When I finished I felt better in a weird way. I also felt like going to the bathroom to throw up but I knew that would make my breath smell and Jayy would become more suspicious. I looked up and dark brown eyes locked with Jayy's greenish brown eyes.

"What?" I finally asked. he didn't say anything. I chuckled. He was day dreaming or thinking hard. "Jayy, you better wake up or I'll smack you." he shook his head as if he just got out of water. " What?" he asked as I started laughing. We walked to our next period class.

The next classes were either boring or hard. I liked gym. It was also our last period. I dressed in my gym clothes and went to the gym. Mr. Knight, our coach, teacher, whatever said we could do whatever we wanted as long as we were doing something. " let's play basketball!" I demanded Jayy. I think I looked crazy because Jayy gave me a weird look and followed me to the basketball court.I grabbed a basketball as Jayy ran a hand through his brown hair. His hair was shoulder length and had a quite messy style. " What's wrong?" I asked. He looked nervous," you know I suck at this. Right?" " oh. I forgot. Well to bad because I already brought a basketball!" we started playing. At the end it was 1 to 15. "wow, you do suck at basketball. Next time we should just run. He proudly agreed.

It was time to go home. Jayy lived a little far from me so we had to walk separate ways. " Bye Violet. I'll see you tomorrow!" " k bye." I walked home. When I got there C.J was sitting on the couch probably glad it's Friday. " How's middle school?" I asked. He looked up startled. "Hell." he said and continued watching tv. I sighed. There was nothing to do. I wanted to go to the gym and excerise but I just finished gym at school. If I stayed then my mom is gonna make me eat. She cooks late.

I slowly walked upstairs of boredom hoping my mom would come home early. I walked into my room and turned on my iPod. It shuffled first to Paradise Lost by Hollywood Undead.

"God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?Just let me burn, it's what I deserve.God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?" the song sang. I paced back and fourth around my room, waiting for my mom to come home. I knew if I sat down I would be lazy and want to go exercise and I would get fat. Other songs by Hollywood Undead began to play. The clock hit 6:30 and became more frustrated. I heard a car door slam and looked outside. It was Mom. I walked downstairs. Mom was talking to C.J. " Sorry Mom. I'm going to Jayy's again so I won't be here for dinner." " Is he your boyfriend now or what?" oh no. I hope C.J won't embarrass me when Jayy comes over tomorrow by asking stupid questions. Mom looked at me as if she was on C.J's side. "No C.J. He's not my... Boyfriend. Its crazy you would actually think that. He's just a friend."

" Ok Violet. You can go to Jayy's." mom said, finally letting me go. I wouldn't think of Jayy that way since we've been friends since were kids. Our parent knew each other.

I ran quickly to the gym. I made sure I worked out harder than usual since I was going to the movies with Jayy. I know he's probably gonna make me eat. When I got home it was 11:30. I went to get a drink of water. I saw that C.J. Was asleep on the couch. I put a blanket on him and walked up stairs to my room. I took a shower and went to sleep. I wondered what could be tomorrow.