"It's not that easy for me." Beatrice shook her head and I felt her expand her senses but they were nowhere near their limits. Her silvers eyes glowed at me as her fangs glinted in the firelight.

I raised both my hands palms up between us. "Grab my hands and I will keep you here. As slowly as you feel comfortable with, expand your senses."

Beatrice frowned at me before hesitantly placed her smooth hands into my own. I clasped them tightly with a reassuring smile as I made the mana around her press down on her body. She gasped and I felt her try and move but with the weight of the mana pressing down on her it made it difficult. "I can't move." Beatrice gritted out.

"Relax Beatrice, you said you're afraid of losing control. How can you go around killing anyone if you can't move? Plus the first person you'd go for would be me but I'm holding your hands, which'll give me enough time to crush you to the ground using the mana around us." I told her seriously and I felt her relax. "Good. Now, as slow as you want to go expand your senses to as high as they can go."

Beatrice closed her eyes but I could see the tension and worry on her face. I squeezed her hands. "Relax my lady, you can't hurt anyone here, I won't allow you to. So relax and let your tension and fear go."

Slowly after many minutes Beatrice's beautiful face started to smooth out and I saw her enticing body relax. Even more slowly I felt her expand her senses and I could see her personal mana seeping out of her just as slowly as she let her senses expand. I don't know how long we stood there. Her expanding her senses with her eyes closed and me standing there holding her hands staring at her making sure she couldn't move. Her senses were halfway out and I could feel the pure mana flow slowly into her as her own came out but both of our concentrations snapped when someone entered the library. Beatrice's personal mana slammed back into her while the pure mana around her was cut off. Her hands clenched my own so hard I felt my bones break in her grip. I placed more weight down onto her and I saw her grit her teeth as the smell of my blood must be torturing her.

"Stop my lady." I whispered as I felt her buck at the weight of mana on her. "Close off your senses. Fight against the need." Slowly I felt Beatrice go back to normal and even slower I lightened the weight on her till I knew she was back to normal. She still hung onto my broken hands that tried to heal themselves but they kept on snapping again because of her grip. I tried not to hiss in pain to let her know that she was hurting me.

"You're alright now my lady, I have you." I told her and she slowly opened her eyes. I smiled at her supportively but it disappeared when she fell forward. I caught her in my arms as Sylvia watched in surprise. "It's okay my lady, your senses must be pretty tired from being over stretched. It's been a long time since you've gone that far so from now on you have to stretch them every day until you can reach your limit."

"Yes, I never thought I'd ever be able to go that far again." Beatrice said her forehead against my shoulders and her body limp against my own. "I can't move, I feel naked and raw."

"I'll take you to your room." I said and picked her up bridal-style. "I'm guessing we're late to dinner?" I asked Sylvia who looked puzzled by the whole situation.

"Ah-ah yes, but I'll go tell lady Aviva that you won't be going." Sylvia shook her head to clear her head.

"Thank you Sylvia I'll meet you back in my room when I get lady Beatrice to bed." I told her and headed to the door Beatrice now asleep in my arms. "How can someone so dangerous look so peaceful and beautiful in their sleep?"

"She's not the only one like that." Sylvia smirked at me. "You're pretty dangerous asleep and awake, if I was the type I'd jump you day and night."

I blushed and growled her to be quiet making her laugh as she walked away while I went in the other direction the slightest hint of Beatrice's mana still in the air from when she walked to the library in the morning. I followed the trail to a large double door that had silver handles and silver vines imbedded through the wood. I opened the door carrying Beatrice with one arm easily and walked into a massive room the same size as the library. To the left was a large four posted bed with silver and black silk sheets and curtains. On either side of the bed sat bedside tables made of dark wood with the corners imbedded with silver. A door leading into her large wardrobe was in the same wall the bed was placed up against. To the right was a large white marble fireplace with a mirror on the wall above it and book shelves from floor to ceiling on either side of it. A plush black rug sat on the stone floor in front of the fireplace and had two single black and silver chairs facing each other on top of it with a small dark wooden table in between them. Three large windows made up the far wall and were shuttered as well as covered with black curtains. A pillowed bench jutted out of the wall under the windows making it possible to sit and look outside comfortably. Another door lead to a marble and stone bathroom.

I carried Beatrice to her bed and pulled back her sheets and placed her carefully on the bed. I went into her wardrobe and found a set of black silk nightwear and placed it on the bed beside Beatrice as I pulled of her shoes and dress. I fought back the urge to kiss and lick Beatrice's gorgeous smooth body and covered it quickly before I'd willingly give in. I covered her body with the bed sheets and was about to blow out the candle on her bedside table when she caught my now healed hand. I looked down into her sleep glazed silver eyes captivated by their beauty. She opened her mouth showing elongated teeth and the next second she had tugged me down taking me by surprise making me fall onto her. I immediately tried to stand but one of her arms snaked around my waist holding me to her as her other went to the back of my head. The next instant her perfectly soft lips were on my own. I was stunned at first and nearly gave into her but the kiss ended as fast as it came and her lips travelled to my neck. I felt her teeth poke at my skin.

"M-my lady." I stuttered knowing what she was about to do. "You should stop, I'll go get Mercy if you want blood."

"No, I want yours. Your smell is so inviting." She told me firmly but I knew it wasn't actually Beatrice; it was the bloodlust from when she had extended her senses past their previous limit. I swallowed my fear and tilted my head further to the side allowing her easier access to my neck.

"If you cannot wait my lady, I am here for you." I whispered hoarsely afraid but also aroused by Beatrice's lips and tongue on my neck.

She kissed my neck then licked it making me shiver in fear and lust. She had me very aroused at the moment, but I will not take it to that level when she's like this. I hissed softly as her teeth sunk into my neck and I soon realised that it was a good idea that she didn't allow me to go get Mercy; she probably would have killed the human. I gritted my teeth against the pain as her arms around me tightened and I felt her tongue suck at my neck. I tried to pull away because she was taking so much but I soon found myself too weak to even attempt to fight against Beatrice's hold. "S-s-stop." I managed to strangle out even with my tongue heavy and thick in my mouth.

Beatrice stopped taking my blood and pulled away from me. I slipped from her arms and fell to the floor limp and unable to move. I could feel my blood slowly spilling from the bite wound on my neck because she didn't seal it. Soon enough that stopped and it healed painfully slow because it wasn't a normal wound. It took too long because soon enough my mind caved in and I was back in the hands of darkness.

"Oh god, please wake up!" I heard crying but I was too groggy and weak to find out where it was coming from. "Please please wake up! Come on!" The voice begged as my mind slowly cleared I could tell that it was coming from above me. "This is all my fault! I'm sorry, oh god, I'm so sorry."

I was finally able to open my eyes and what I saw shocked me. Beatrice was kneeling above me crying while holding my hand tightly. It seemed she didn't see that I was awake because she continued to beg for me to wake up. A wave of nausea hit me and I groaned from it catching Beatrice's attention. "M-my lady?" I asked through the dizziness.

"Thank god you're awake!" Beatrice cried silver eyes wide and slightly puffy. My head cleared up but it was replaced by pain coming from my neck. I sat up with the help of Beatrice and hissed from the pain. "I didn't numb the pain did I?" She asked when I placed a hand to my sore neck.

"Yeah, it hurts." I told her.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Beatrice apologised shaking her head and looking very guilty.

I lifted a hand to her cheek and wiped away her tears. "It is alright my lady, the pain is fading slowly but I can stand it."

"Why did you let me do it? Why didn't you go get Mercy or someone else?" Beatrice demanded.

"And let you live with the consequence of killing that person? If I got a human for you you would have killed them. At first I was going to get Mercy but you said you wanted mine so I couldn't leave you there in bloodlust like that." I told her seriously. "Yes I should've fought more but what's done is done now."

"I seriously thought I killed you." Beatrice muttered turning her face into my hand the action making my heart stop for a second.

"I'm like you my lady, no amount of blood loss can kill us as long as our heads are still on our shoulders." I assured her then I pulled her into me hugging her. "I won't die that easily my lady."

Beatrice wrapped her arms around me and squeezed. "Good, because who else will help me get over my fears?"

"Your sister?" I asked back not letting go of Beatrice because it felt good holding her.

"No, I love and care for her but I can't have her seeing me so weak." Beatrice shook her head and I bit back a hiss of pain but I felt her tense because she felt my pain. "Let me fix it." She whispered letting go of me but I kept my arms loosely around her.

"If you can that would be nice." I smiled at her thankfully. She returned my smile with a sad one before she placed her lips to the bite wound on my neck. I hissed at first but then I felt warmth and the tension and pain in my neck disappeared making me sigh in relief. "That feels nice." I murmured closing my eyes and placing my head to her shoulder, my face in her neck smelling and feeling her scent and mana envelope me. She moved slightly making her neck touch my lips. I felt her freeze and her heartbeat speed up. I kissed her neck remembering her naked body lying in front of me and of how much I wanted her. I heard her moan softly as I kissed the right spot on her neck and my hands were massaging her hips. I picked her up from beside me and she straddled me. We pulled back from each other's neck and I looked into her dazed silver eyes for a second before I kissed her perfect lips. I could smell my own blood on her lips and I was glad when she returned my kiss her hands going into my hair pulling me into her.

I opened my mouth and bit her bottom lip softly making her gasp giving me access into her mouth for my tongue. I tasted her mouth massaging my tongue against hers before I felt a small pinch on my tongue and I realised Beatrice's fangs were out. I ran my tongue over one and I felt Beatrice tremble in my arms before she moaned into my mouth telling me she liked me doing that so I did it again. I pulled back and we were both panting from the force and the heat of the kiss. I couldn't stop myself from doing it again and she didn't fight me, instead she pushed me back down onto the floor and kissed me just as forcefully back. I slipped my hands up from her hips to slowly move them up her back under her shirt. She bit my bottom lip just hard enough for pinpricks of blood to form before she licked them away making me moan in pleasure. "Why do you taste so good?" Beatrice groaned kissing down my jaw to my neck were she kissed and licked me.

I didn't answer her instead in a smooth move I didn't know I could do, I rolled us over so that I was above her and between her legs. "I can ask you the same question." I murmured against her lips as I pressed my left thigh into her centre. She gasped and moaned into my mouth as she started moving her hips against my thigh. I pressed it more firmly into her. I sucked on her top lip before letting it go and kissed my way to her neck. Her nails dug through my shirt on my shoulders as she panted and squirmed bellow me. I held myself up on my right arm above her and used my left one to cup one of her breasts through her shirt making her moan louder and arch her back pushing her breasts further into me. I bit her neck, but not hard enough to draw blood, as I tweaked her hard nipple between my fingers and rubbed my thigh into her as she moved into me.

She shuddered then tensed under me before crying out, her nails ripping through my shirt and digging into my shoulders but I didn't care, I was able to give this goddess of a woman pleasure and that's all I wanted at that moment. She relaxed under me gasping for breath as I let go of her neck and started to lick at the small bite mark I left on her skin. "Are you alright my lady?" I asked lifting my lips to her ear. I heard Beatrice swallow before she nodded seemingly unable to speak. Her hands let go of my shoulders and I sat up on my knees still between her spread legs where I could smell her aroused musk that made me hot and my mouth salivate. I wanted to taste her everywhere, but I think I've taken it far enough tonight.

I looked down at a cutely dishevelled Beatrice who had an arm over her eyes as she tried to control her breathing. Her curled black hair was a mess and I could see her nipples poking up through her shirt and the thought of seeing her like this naked made me shiver. But sadly I wasn't going to take it any further tonight. "I apologise if I have gone too far tonight my lady." I whispered feeling sad that I needed to leave. "I will take my punishment when and where you see fit, but tonight I need to leave you."

Beatrice lifted her arm from her eyes looking up at me with bright silver eyes a frown on her lips. She sat up till our noses nearly touched and she cupped my face with both her hands. "You didn't do anything that I couldn't stop you from doing, so there is no need to think of punishments, though the thought of me repaying you keeps coming to mind." She whispered as her thumbs stroked my cheeks and her silver eyes stared into my own. "Thank you for looking after me today and thank you for your blood tonight."

"There's no need for thanks, if you ever want me or need me, all you have to do is ask for me." I told her seriously. "There's something about you my lady that makes me want you, and it's not just your beauty."

Beatrice blushed and looked away but quickly returned my gaze. "Ever since I laid eyes on you there has been this gnawing need to have you."

I blushed with a smile before she kissed me again softer and calmer than the others. "You don't understand what it means to me to be wanted by someone like you." I whispered against her lips. "But I don't think we should rush anything. We have forever yet and besides from being my mistress's sister and my lady, I want to know you as a person too."

Beatrice smiled sadly. "You're becoming one of my fears." She whispered.

I pulled her hands from my face but kept hold of them as I kissed her forehead. "And like with all the others I will help you over come them or to just accept them." I promised her. I sighed sadly when I realised that it was time to go. "I must go now my lady, I will see you at breakfast."

Beatrice nodded and stood up pulling me with her our hands still clasped together. "I don't care what you say, thank you for everything tonight." She said to me kissing me on the cheek.

"Sleep well my lady." I smiled warmly at her before reluctantly letting her go and walking out of her room not looking back. It was cold in the hallways but I quickly walked to my room where I found a fire going in the fireplace and Sylvia asleep in a chair in front of it. I walked to her and moved her brown hair from her face. I picked her up as carefully as I could and placed her onto the bed making her stir slightly.

"My lady?" She asked sleepily.

"Sleep Sylvia." I whispered and caressed her cheek with my fingers. She didn't protest and soon fell asleep again. I changed into my sleepwear and slipped into the sheets beside her. I looked at the ceiling wondering how the events that are happening in my life have happened and why. I've been changed into an immortal Nightwalker that drinks blood. I learn that magic is real and that I can control the life force of the world called mana. I've learnt how to read and write in a day. I had my blood drunk by a living goddess that has captured all my senses, and I have given pleasure to that goddess less than twenty minutes ago. It's almost overwhelming that so much has happen in a month and I wasn't even awake for most of that time. I shook my head and closed my eyes focusing on the flow of mana inside and around me. I fell asleep with the flow of mana putting my mind at ease. Though silver eyes and an earthy scent haunted my dreams.

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