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I stare at the blank piece of paper and wonder what she could be doing right this moment. I hope she's not with Kyle and he's not walking all over her like he does to all the other girls! Argh Sasha! Why you can't you just like me the way I like you beautiful girl? Why did you have to fall for that jerk of a brother of mine? I fidget my legs under the table and tap the pen repeatedly on the desk. "Are you even listening to anything I'm saying?" Lexi questions me as she lifts her head up from the table and slips the back of the pen in between her lips.

I rapidly blink my eyes at her as I snap from my little trapped world then drop the pen onto the table. "Huh? Yeah of course I'm listening!" I reply with a cheesy grin on my face.

She pulls the pen out of her mouth and raises her eyebrow at me.

"Well if that's so, then how comes you haven't written anything?" she continues to interrogate me with her soft pitchy voice.

I glance down at my paper and realize that she's right. I sink in my chair and bury my face in my hands and yawn loudly. "Jacob! Don't you dare slack on me now! I need to pass this essay. And if I fail, be sure that I can, and I will rip off your balls then shove them down your throat Carlson!" she threatens me as she springs up from her chair, slams her hands on the table and breathes her flustered frustrated face close to mine.

I don't hesitate to rock back on my chair in horror as her warm bubblegum breathe fans across my face and blows my blond locks away from my eyes. My eyes widen and my jaw drops low. I let out a sigh of relief when she moves away from me and shuffles back to her chair. She then pushes a strand of her dark brown hair behind her ear and glares. "Well I'm sorry Miss Stevens. Feel free to turn into a savage monster whenever I'm not paying attention," I sarcastically shriek in horror with my hands up in surrender.

"Ah ha! So you admit that you were distracted?" she smartly remarks as she points the pen towards me and applies a smug look on her priceless face.

"Well no-but yes-well I suppose..." I blabber on, trying not to give away too much.

"Let me guess. Something got to do a little good-for-nothing bitch named Sasha?" she blatantly asks.

"Sasha is not a bitch!-" I yell then stop when her lips stretch out to a smirk.

"Yeah Jacob, spill the beans now, you've been busted," she chuckles as she pushes her papers aside and leans in closer to me.

No way bitch! I am not telling you of all people how I feel about the love of my life Sasha! She has a big mouth! "I don't have a big mouth. Honest," she exclaims as she delicately places her right hand on her busty chest and flutters her long eyelashes at me.

"It's Kyle, he's planning to hurt Sasha," I finally manage to breath as I run my fingers through my hair then rest my arms on the table.

"Kyle will be Kyle! Once his done with her then she'll be all yours!"

"Yeah you see, that's the problem. I don't think he's going to let her go," I exhale.

Her lips press into a thin line as she glares at me with squinted eyes.

"You're not suggesting that..." she slowly starts.

"Yep! I think my brother might be in love with the girl of my dreams," I slowly exclaim with panic and worry in my voice.

At first her face goes blank and impassive as she stares at a fixed point away from my eyes. Then her luscious puckered lips quickly form into a wicked smile as if the most sadistic idea has just popped into her head and she's bursting to put her idea into action. I knot my eyebrows up in confusion and bulge out my eyes, waiting for her to share with me whatever she is thinking. The long silence fills up her bedroom as I sit and just watch the humongous wicked expression erupt on her face. "I have just had the best idea," she finally announces.

"Yeah I was wondering why you was pulling that funny face for about five minutes," I mutter.

"You cannot let Kyle take away the love of your life and then just use that poor vulnerable Sasha girl. We need to take action and it needs to take place now. He's hurt me and he will stop at nothing to get what he desires," she quietly explains as she gets up from her chair, walks behind me, rests her chin on my shoulder and places one hand on the other.

"Lexi what are you implying?" I confusingly question her as I cock my head upwards so our lips are only inches apart. Her plumped lips stretch into a cute pleasant smile then she parts them a bit.

"You want my advice?"

No, not really...

"If I really must," I mutter.

"Don't get mad," she whispers as she nuzzles her lips behind my ear then brings it back to the centre. "Get even." A final breath from her manipulative words of wisdom...

I tilt my head to the side then carefully rest it on his hard chest. He pulls the blankets up, sits upright then throws his arm around me and nuzzles his mouth through my messy hair. I giggle a little when he gently kisses my neck then runs his hand softly down my arm then back up again. I can't help the big grin I have on my face. I feel so...different! I feel grown up, sexy and wanted by the bad boy! I never thought he would give me feelings beyond my wildest dreams. "That was the best," I softly whisper as I snake my hand up his chest then softly rub around his neck.

"Tell me about it. I think you might of actually gave me claw marks on my back, seeing the way you couldn't get enough of me," he teases me then slides his hand down to my neck and forces his lips on to mine.

"Well look on the brighter side. You gave me bruises and I gave you claw marks. We're even now," I innocently reassure him as I force his hand away from my neck then massage my tongue through his lips.

I feel the sensation over take me in all areas again as his hands stroke my back then move to my chest. He moans into mouth and his tongue once again seeks dominance over mine. "You wanna go for a round two?" I huskily murmur when I pull away from his sweet lips then wondrously gaze into his calm sea blue eyes.

"I see why not," he breathes as he gently brushes his lips against mine, slowly slides his warm hand down my navel then lower and gently rubs on my sex temple. I instantly shut my eyes and absorb the sensational feeling as his hand moves in circles and his lips plant themselves all over my chest and neck.

"Oh Shoot! Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I scream as I quickly grasp onto his wrist then stare into his eyes.

He looks alarmed and worried, so he stops moving his fingers around and screws his eyebrows in confusion. "I haven't even started Sasha," he laughs.

I reach under the bed and use my hand as a guide to help me start finding my clothes. I grip onto my underwear and pull it up then slip it on underneath the blankets. I feel quite embarrassed to be trying to find my clothes after I've just had sex with him. "Aw leaving so soon?" Kyle teases as he tries another attempt to seduce me.

"Yeah it's past eight and my Mom will be getting worried. Remember?" I explain to him as I slip on my Lacy bra and struggle to fasten the back.

Kyle fondles my neck then down to my back and carefully hooks the two separated parts together. He then moves his hands down both my arms and starts kissing my neck. "You know, you don't have to go, I can just tell your Mom you overslept," he deeply breathes in my ear as he pushes my hair over my shoulder and exposes my soar neck. "By the way, I really admire these hickeys on your neck."

My eyes dilate when I hear his statement and I quickly bring my hand up to my neck and stroke around it, as if that's going to make things any better. Oh shit! He gave me hickeys! If my Mom sees these then I'm so fricking dead! I twist my head around at him and glare at his sweet smirk and dazzling blue eyes then shyly smile back. I bring my face up to him and brush my lips against his as if I'm about to kiss them. "I really need to go."

And with that I shoot up from the bed, find my jeans, slide them on, find my top and then put that on. As soon as my top slides through my head, I turn back to Kyle and he already has his jeans on. I screw my eyebrows at him in confusion, as to how he got dressed so quickly.

"You get dressed fast," I point out as I turn to the mirror on his huge wardrobe and attempt to fix my hair.

"Because I'm coming with you," he proudly announces. I notice his huge grin behind me through the mirror then sigh in frustration.

"You can't! When my Mom sees these hickeys, she's gonna know something was up between us two," I explain to him as I pull my hair up in a ponytail but then realize that the hickeys are really noticeable with my hair up, so I pull the band out and let it fall into place.

"But Sash-"

"No Kyle! No! I just have so much on my mind baby! I need to get home and give my Mom and explanation as to why I'm late, and this stupid tuition from school I still need to pay off otherwise I'm kicked out and-"

"Wait, tuition? How much? I'll pay it!"

"Ha!" I let out a laugh.

He keeps his face straight then rests his hands on his hip.

"Oh, you're actually being serious aren't you?" I calmly question him.

"Yeah of course! Tell me the price and I'll pay," he orders as he blocks my way out the door and I attempt to weave around him.

"Na uh. You've literally lost it Carlson," I nervously laugh as I continue to reach for the door handle behind him.

"Come on! Come on!"

"Just approximately one hundred, thousand dollars," mutter.

"Oh! Is that it? I'll pay it for you by tomorrow baby. Now get home," he demands as he slides his hands under my neck and gently cradles the back of my nape.

"No! No way! Don't you dare! I forbid you to do that!" I yell as I squint my eyes at him and press my lips tightly together.

Wow seriously? 'Forbid'? Could of you thought of a more lamer word? He glares at me then sighs in frustration when he sees that I'm going to stick by to what I said no matter what. I may not be as wealthy as I used to be but I definitely don't want Kyle paying for me. Especially not $100,000, because if that's the case, then he might as well be my personal Sugar Daddy.

"Fine I won't Sash, only because it's you," he finally responds. He pouts his lips then rolls his eyes. I smile just because he looks so silly pulling that adorable face.

"Promise?"

"Yeah yeah whatever." He leans in and attempts to kiss my neck but I lift up my hand and lightly push his face away from getting any closer to me. He stares at me in confusion and raises his eyebrow at me.

"I don't think I need any more hickeys babe," I slowly whisper back then watch as the smirk stretches across his lips.

He leans in away but instead of aiming for my neck his lips target themselves towards mine and he slowly collides with mine. With his hands still under my hair, his tongue doesn't fight for dominance like before, instead it just calmly relaxes and soothes my own taste buds. He finally pulls away from my lips, leaving me still wanting more then budges away from the door so I can leave. He has a tendency of doing that a lot. He licks his lips in a sexy manner then nods his head towards the door, signalling for me to exit. I relax my eyes at him, bite my lip and start making a move towards the door.

"Oh one more thing!" I quickly shout.

"What? I thought you said you didn't want any more hickeys?" he teases with a raised brow and a smart amplified smirk. He leans his head on the door as I'm a few inches out the room.

"I need you to come to my house at around half nine tonight because there's somewhere I need you to take me."

"Why? What for? We going to a party or something?"

"No! Just come round the back then beep your horn when your outside and I'll jump out the window. Its all for good reason babe."

"Well alright then," he casually shrugs. I give him a big thank you smile then turn on my heel and walk down the stairs. "See you later gorgeous girl!" he calls behind me.

I don't stop to turn around but a big flirtatious smile creeps up on my face and can't help but feel those insane hyper butterflies he always gives me...

I open the door then slam it behind me. I can't wait to tell Lara everything that's happened with Kyle. I kick off my shoes, greet Tasha then rush up to my room and dial Lara's number. It rings several times but then she eventually picks up. "Sash?" she murmurs down the phone.

"Hey Lara. What have you been up to? You seem tired. What's wrong?" I question her and I lay on my bed and play around with the necklace around my neck.

"Yeah just really tired. But apart from that, I'm never better. You?"

"Well I do have something to tell you," I excitedly tell her as I shuffle my feet in the air.

"Aww spill the beans gorgeous girl! Whats happened?" she yells down the phone.

"Well lets just say, I've had my fair share of heaven," I softly respond.

I hold the phone tight to my ear and wait for her to reply. She doesn't say anything, so I start to panic as to where she might of gone or if she's still alive.

"Ohhhh myyyy Godddddd!!!" she alarmingly shrieks down the phone that I have to actually pull the phone away from my ear and try to search for my lost sense of hearing.

"Woah I wasn't expecting that reaction," I sarcastically reply.

"Well you should know me well enough to know I scream at anything you do. So tell me, who's the special guy? Do I know him? Does he go to our school? Have we met?" she fires me with questions.

I take a deep breath and shut my eyes, praying that she won't get mad at me. "Erm...Kyle," I softly breathe down the phone.

"What?! Carlson! You're joking right!" she yells in disgust.

"We kind of have a relationship thing going on Lara."

"Is that the lies he's been feeding you? Have you literally lost it!"

"Erm no! It was special. Let me just tell you-"

"Sasha! That's what he said to me on my first time then he broke up with the next day. You can't tell me you've forgotten that! He put me though hell and after all that you still give yourself away to him?"

"Yeah I never forgot that babe. It's just that I really like him and he likes me and we're in a relationship now," I calmly tell her.

"Yeah that's what you call it now, but I'm your best friend and I'm telling you now that he is dragging you to hell with him. He's got what he wanted from you and he''s just going to break your heart Sasha. Take my word for it, I've been there, I know how you're feeling, those butterflies, that smirk he gives you and your very first time. It all feels special at the time honey."

"But I really like him Lara and I don't want to let him go. And no ones going to stop me from being his girlfriend. I can't help the feeling I have for someone, especially not for him," I softly respond still lying on my bed.

"Fine but don't say I didn't warn you. You're playing with fire Sasha and if you're not careful, you're gonna get burnt" she hisses with a pissed and moody tone.

I sigh the run my fingers through my hair. Maybe she's right. Maybe she's waking me up from my fantasy dream.

"I've gotta go, Bye," I lightly croak down the phone before I hang up then dash the phone on the bed.

I stare at the clock and it's fifteen minutes to nine. I go downstairs to the kitchen and check the fridge for something to eat. I hear the sound of heels approaching behind me so I quickly turn around and see my Mom in a tight silver and black bodycon dress, fish net tights, sparkly peep toe heels and a clutch bag to complete her outfit. I bet Mr Ricky re-texted her just to be on the safe side.

"Where you off to?" I question her as I turn back to the fridge, pull out a diet coke can, cautiously slide my thumb under the cold tab then carefully lift it up.

"I have a business meeting I need to attend to, I'll be back quite late. So the food's in the microwave and Tasha's already ate and I just put her to bed," she says.

"Ah huh. Well have fun," I sarcastically sing.

"Thanks. I'll be back later Sasha," she softly reassures me as she struts over to me and bends down to kiss my forehead but then stops.

"What's that on your neck?" she sourly asks me and she runs her hand down my neck.

Oh crap! She's seen the hickeys! What am I going to do? I'm so dead! I'm so so dead!

"Nothing," I quietly exhale before I push her hand away from my neck the rush around her.

"Sasha! Come back here!" she yells behind me.

No way bitch!

"The longer you stay here interrogating, the later you'll arrive to your meeting!" I shout as I rush up the stairs, head for my room and rapidly shut it behind me.

I look up the clock and it's nine o'clock. Kyle should beep his horn any minute now. I put my ear closely to the door and carefully listen out for my Mom. My breathing overpowers the silence in my room until I eventually hear my Mom shut the front door then a car beep from outside the window. Right on cue! I rush towards the window then look outside. I see Kyle's gorgeous car waiting for me as his bright headlights are on. I grin to myself then turn back around, grab my spare keys, slip on my UGG boots and throw on a body warmer. I look down at the distance from the ground and my bedroom window. Am I going to be able to do this? I slowly open the window and I'm attacked by the breeze of the fresh air. I look down the gulp at the dark green grass below me. I spot the black drain pipe close to my bedroom window and take hold of it with my hand. Then both hands. I tip toe so I'm able to boost myself up to the little platform then look for the next route. Kyle rushes out the car and tilts his head up.

"Sasha! Are you crazy? What you doing?" He quietly yells as his hair blows in the wind.

"I thought there would be a way for me to get down but I can't," I respond as my legs and hands start to shake.

"Well jump! I'll catch you!" he yells back.

"Are you crazy? I am not falling for you!"

"Babe you've already done that. Now jump!" he commands one more time as he slips his keys down his jean pocket then positions his hands out for me to jump.

"Kyle I can't" I croak a little as I stare down at him.

"Sash, you can trust me," he softly reassures me.

I can trust him with secrets but I'm not sure about my life! But the more I stand here and have dilemmas, the more time I waste and plus the distance is not that far anyway. If I don't make it to his arms I'll probably just break my own arm. I've been through worse pain I'm sure a broken arm can't compare to that. I nod my head in understanding then deeply exhale.

I take a deep breath, close my eyes and jump...