My heartbeat won't slow down, it's cardiac arrest. Even though I'm in control, I don't know what I'm going to do. As we approach the bedroom door, Kyle suddenly refuses to move any closer and twirls me around to face his worried face. "What's wrong?" I question him.

"Well it's just that..."

"Just what? You don't wanna do this do you?" I sigh in embarrassment as I let go of his hand and drop my own down my side.

"Don't be daft!" he ludicrously laughs.

"You think this is a bad idea, don't you? Because of what I told you earlier?"

"No of course not."

"I knew I should of just kept my mouth shut," I mutter to myself.

"No! You done the right thing. It's just..." he sighs, running his fingers through his hair.

What's wrong with him?

It's probably because I told him about the rape incident. He won't let it go. I really want to do this, and I thought he wanted the same, but obviously I'm wrong. I might as well just go before I make myself look more of an idiot than I already do. "I should just probably go. Sorry for wasting your time," I mutter.

"No don't go! I just wanted to...erm..."

"Just wanted to what? Tell me Kyle and I'll believe you," I assure him, hoping that would make him spill the beans.

"I wanted to erm...carry you inside my room. Just to show you the gentleman I can be Sash," he huskily breathes, then stretches the corner of his lips to form that sexy smirk that makes my inner goddess overwhelmed.

I bite my lip at him and give him that I'm-not-buying-it look which makes him raise his eyebrow at me and I bet he feels dominant again. Typical Kyle behaviour. The bitch is obviously hiding something but I'm horny and I adore how his soothing touch makes me want to do stuff I never thought of doing. "Well if you insist then Mr Carlson."

I plunge myself on him, wrap my arms around his neck and legs around his hips. "I'll lead the way," he murmurs in my ear then starts kissing my neck.

He slowly strolls towards the room and then swiftly opens the door and walks in. Okay, this is actually happening, I'm in Kyle's bedroom for all those naughty reasons. I wonder how many girls he's lead into his room. I bet I'm one of many. He throws me onto the bed and I'm there just staring into his gorgeous blue eyes that are hovering over me. He leans down and his lips only just brush against mine. "I'm gonna take it real slow for you Sasha," he whispers.

Erm slow? There's a speed selection? This is new. My heartbeat picks up a speed of it's own and my legs won't stay still as his hands stroke my stomach and then he slowly moves it up to my breasts.

"Relax," he breathes as he carefully unzips my jeans and slides his fingers through my hair.

"I am relaxed," I moan, keeping my arms locked around his neck and straining my own for him to fulfil both our uncontrollable pleasures. My body does what its told, I relax and respond. That's what you're meant to do right?

I slowly take his top off and throw it on the floor then push him hard on the bed and straddle on top of him. I bend down and kiss him, his tongue aggressively massages mine which makes me moan at his never ending physical dominance. He snakes his hands up my top again and roams my chest freely. I pull away from his soft lips then rapidly cross my arms over the hem of my top, pull it over my head then toss it on the floor.His eyes bulge out and his jaw hangs low. A small embarrassed smile appears on my face when I notice his reaction.

"Holy f*ck," he mutters in astonishment as his eyes scan my breasts both left and right and his hypnotic wolf eyes look bigger than ever.

"So are you just gonna stare or are you gonna show me the Kyle Carlson that every girl cannot resist?" I laugh as I place my hands on his hard muscular chest then start a massaging motion. He smirks then swiftly sits upright and starts planting short small kisses on my chest as his hands rest on my hips.

"I thought you was never gonna ask," he softly whispers while his hands snake up and down my back until he finally reaches the wing of my bra and attempts to unhook it from the rigid closure.

I throw my head back and moan as his delicate kisses electrifies through my body and fills with pleasurable ecstacy. I grasp onto his hair and force his head towards my chest more.Then all of a sudden, he stops. The sensation stops. The intimate glory freezes at his immaculate power. "Why did you stop?" I confusingly ask him.

He gently rubs on my arms then lowers his head in a shameful manner. "I gave you bruises on either side of your arms," he mumbles as he slowly caresses the soar area with his thumbs. I look down at my arms and spot the imprints of bruises on both them. They've turned into a dark shadowed plum color. "I'm so sorry Sasha, I don't know what came over me," he whispers as he gently pouts a soft kiss on the area then runs his thumb across it so it releases a stinging sensation.

"It's okay Kyle. Really it is, I just want you and nothing else," I truthfully reply as I force myself onto him again and attempt to kiss him but he leans back as if I'm a contagious disease.

"No! You don't deserve me. This isn't what you want, you're only doing this because you're upset, maybe you need to think things through before you do this," he quietly whispers as he places his warm hand on my cheek.

I instantly rub my face against it and gently fiddle around with his fingers close to my lips. "I don't need to think. This feels right, I want you now."

He runs his fingers through his hair then deeply exhales as if his life depended on it. I can see his having second thoughts but this is what I want and I know he wants it too. "Sash..." he quietly whispers, his voice barely audible

"Please," I moan as I shut my eyes then collapse kisses on his knuckles then softly suck on the end of his fingers, letting the tip of my desperate tongue slide across each and every single one.

I lightly groan at my pleasurable actions. This is the response I was after. He cant turn back now. His body is beginning to crave for my sensational touch more than ever. "Well if you really insist baby girl...I can give you everything you want.."

"Oh please make it last long," I desperately moan into his ear as I slowly grind on him then run my hands through his hair. He lets out a deep groan then I feel his dominant erection vigorously jabs my vulnerable sex, sending glorious chills all around my blazing body.

Oh damn right he wants you too Sasha!

"Don't worry, I intend on doing just that," he huskily breathes in between the kisses on my neck.

His hands go back to unhooking my bra while his lips move around my chest. I arch my back a little so my chest is closer to his luscious lips. It feels better that way. My stomach turns and the butterflies won't go away, my inner goddess is literally over the moon inside me and everything is turning out just the way I hoped it would be. Finally he undoes my bra and throws it on the floor. I collapse on top of his hard chest and start to slowly grind on his hips again. He lets out a deep groan and cups my ass with his hands, forcing my body closer onto his.

He quickly flips me over and now it's him on top of me. He slithers his way down my body and carefully removes my jeans with a sexy fine look on his face. When they're out of sight, I feel his wet kisses move up and down my legs and his hands mirror his kissing actions. I never knew it would feel this good. I'm so happy I decided to shave my legs this morning! I can't keep still, my body doesn't want to. He has this affect on me which I can't help but enjoy every second of it. I arch my back again, close my eyes then let the pleasure soak in.

My breathing intenses as I grip hard onto the bedsheets and my eyes roll to the back of my head. "You naughty girl. I see you can't keep still, so try to" Kyle teases.

"I don't know how you do it Kyle," I moan.

"I've had years of experience. But I can tell you're gonna be my best Sasha," he replies still planting wet kisses in between my legs making me moan and fidget.

"Should I be flattered or concerned?" I slowly question him.

"You talk too much...I still don't know what took you so long Sasha," he whispers as he never takes his blazing wolf eyes off me.

"Had to wait for the right time."

"Well I've been waiting too long Sash. Hate to admit it," he whispers.

Wait! What? He's been waiting for me? "Too long"- How long exactly? I thought he only just found an interest in me recently. Oh gosh what am I doing? I'm giving myself away to the jerk who doesn't give two shits about any girl. But it feels so good, I don't want him to stop.

"What do you mean," I quietly ask.

"Sshh! Sasha I'm in deep concentration here," he softly chuckles.

His fingers delicately trace the lacy pattern on my underwear as he seductively bites his bottom lip. He then slowly slides down the soaking wet panties and throws it on the floor along with my bra, jeans and tops. Its like a clothes reunion below Kyle's bed. I feel so embarrassed but sexy at the same time. Is that even possible? He really knows how to turn a girl on. He brings his face back up to mine again and kisses me softly on my lips while his hands cup my breasts, he gently squeezes them then rubs my nipples with his thumb and forefinger.

"Ahhh! That feels so good Kyle," I moan into his mouth so it's sounds a bit muffled when he slides his tongue inside my mouth suddenly.

"I love it when you moan my name baby. Don't come just yet, we haven't even got to the best bit," he whispers as he runs his hand down my navel then slowly moves it down towards my sex and rubs his fingers against it."You're wet," he blatantly points out as he stares at me with a hungry smirk on his face. "You bad girl, Sasha," he laughs

My legs are wide apart and my feet are on either side of his face but not too close. "Kyle."

"Ssh! Sasha. I want you to be quite and feel me everywhere on your goddess body" he whispers

He glares at me with those ever so sexy wolf eyes that say don't-worry-you'll-love-every-single-bit. I wriggle ever so slightly and stare into his dreamy eyes. Once again, he smirks as if he's known I read his shape-shifting mind. He delicately strokes my inner thighs then sticks out his tongue. I arch my back ever so slightly and hold his head closer to me as he flicks his tongue with slow soft strokes by my abductor. I tense up when I feel his tongue slide towards my clitoris then much deeper inwards. My hips lift up from the bed uncontrollably in sync with my knees. His hands collapse on my knees then he forces them back down on the bed.

"I told you to keep still," he softly demands as he slides his arms under my calves and lifts my hips off the bed.

"I'm sorry, I'll try harder," I moan.

"You won't try. You'll do as I say," he commands as he penetrates me with his fiery eyes.

I nod my head in understanding then relax my whole body again. He dives his tongue back in me and I can feel the sensation of it swimming around me. He sucks around my clitoris as his hands massage on my breasts. The more he makes me moan the less I'm able to keep still, but I try very hard so I don't get him irritated again. I grasp onto his silky messy hair then force his head more inwards. I don't know how he's able to move his tongue at such full speed in all types of angles and directions. But I love it! "That feels so good ," I moan as as I shove his head harder towards me and he continues to glide through me with his pleasure filling tongue.

"You taste so good. I could lick you all day if I had the chance baby," he groans then stops and moves his face towards mine and starts kissing me.

He purposely shoves his tongue through my lips to make me taste. I can feel the liquid dripping down my sex temple and he still has me craving for more. "Taste it," he commands in between kisses as he yanks my hair back and moves his elongated tongue deeper down my throat.

The salty liquid dives down my throat and I have no choice but to taste. He unbuckles his belt then zips down his jeans. Oh gosh! This is actually happening! He brings my arms over my head as he sucks on my neck. I stop responding as the flashbacks rush through my head. What if Kyle hurts me like Mike did? What if I bleed jug fulls of blood again? What if I can't do it?

"Are you okay? You seem...apprehensive," he points out as he stops kissing me then glares over me with a worried look on his face. Don't back away from it now! You can do this Sasha! It's what we both want...! "I promise I won't hurt you. You're too important," he breathes then bows his head down and kisses my neck. Wait! Hurt me physically or emotionally?

He removes his jeans and then his boxers as he keeps me distracted by licking, kissing, sucking and teasing me. He reaches over the table across from my head and grips onto the foil packet then carefully rips it open. I observe everything he does, from how he opens it to how he slips it onto his excited cocl. He smiles at me when he catches me staring and that's when my heart starts the pounding process again. He leans over in between my legs and kisses me softly on the lips then moves them towards my ear. "I'm going to make you enjoy every second of this," he huskily whispers then I feel an instant force push hard through me which makes me let out a small startled scream.

I throw my head back then anchor my fingers deep into the bedsheets. "Shoot!" I cry out.

"Did I hurt you?" he cautiously questions me.

"No I'm okay," I exhale.

"Okay good. Now relax and I'll take it from here. Don't worry, you're in very safe hands," he reassures me as he brushes my messy hair back with his hand. I nod my head and decide to keep my eyes shut.

He pulls out of me a little then pushes back in. He starts to increase his speed a little when he hears me moan at the sensational pain. It starts to soak in then the pain quickly changes to pleasure. My sex starts to burn up as he starts to pound deeper and deeper in me. He places his hand on the headboard behind me then looks down at me. My breathing becomes heavier as my body starts to burn up and he squeezes hard on my breasts. "Don't stop," I beg him as I swing my arms over his back and dig my claws into his back.

"Oh don't you worry, I won't" he groans as he starts to make the bed rock along with my body.

I tightly press my lips together, keep my eyes shut and nod my head. The fireworks explode inside me and I'm craving for more He starts getting faster and going deeper, I hear the sound of his intense breathing down my ear, the headboard banging against the cold wall and the collision between him and me. I moan louder and louder and he pounds harder and harder, I feel like I'm about to explode. "Ahhh Kyle! Don't stop! Please don't! It feels so good!" I scream.

"Beg for more! I wanna hear you beg," he orders as he crosses my arms over my head and firmly holds it there.

"Please!Go faster! Please!" I yell with my legs wide apart in the air and my head buried in the pillow.

"That's what I like to hear," he proudly announces as his hips grind against mine and his fingers dig deeper into my breasts.

And with that his speed increases immaculately. I scream louder and my body temperature increases. I want to force him deeper into me but my arms are still over my head and I can't keep them still. His breathing is escalating down my neck along with his electrifying touch. "Ahhh y-yesss!" I loudly moan in pleasure when those electric shocks trigger all over my body and a quick instant thrush through me.

I arch my back at the sensation and attempt to restrain my legs from going wild and out of control. Kyle lets out a pleasurable groan of relief then leans in and delicately kisses me softly on the lips. "How was that?" he asks me out of breath.

I smile at him then run my fingers through his hair.

"Better than I thought it would be."