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"Mya are you okay?" I questioned looking at her take deep breaths in and out, this was scaring me because if she was in this much pain I'm not gone be able to do it.

"Yeah" She responded.

Currently I was five months, we figured out the gender yesterday actually we were having a girl so me & dula was pretty excited about it.

"You cool?" Dula questioned making me nod, shockingly we were on good terms as of right now and I loved it I wanted it to stay that way..

"We're here!" I heard making me look over to see

Nardo & angel walk in with gifts, I turned my attention back towards mya.

Angel & I weren't on good terms and I wasn't planning on speaking to her, she's the oldest if she want to be childish then let It be that way ..

I was living with my mother as of right now, she was being a little bitter but that's all I had as of right now so I had to deal with it...I knew I could go back to angel but I don't need her thinking I need her when I don't.

"Good.. now start pushing!" Tutu spoke making us laugh . "Okay only dad can be in here as of now so we will need you guys to step out!" The doctor spoke.

We all gathered our things before stepping out the room heading inside the family room, I looked over at angel seeing her with her head in her phone.

I missed her so bad...

"Hey nardo" I waved. "Wassup... speak to yo sister" he nodded.

"On me don't be weird to each other family the only thing you got that's some lame ass weird ass shit y'all on because if something happen to each other y'all gone be the main ones crying get on with that" Zay preached.

We both looked at him with a mug. "Shut the fuck up" we spoke .

"Wanna be a preacher so fucking bad shut up... come

Here Italy" Angel spoke making me stand up following her out the room. "Yeah?" I asked as we sat in a smaller room.

"You having a girl?" She asked making me nod. "Mmh" She nodded.

It's our pride!

"I apologize for swinging on you .. everything just came fast the damn funeral everything I didn't expect so I was blowing up on everybody I'm sorry I was in the wrong I admit..." I spoke.

"And I apologize too knowing you was going through something I should've just talked to you about it... I couldn't understand how you was feeling because I never had that type of relationship with daddy... you had the best bond with him so that was insensitive I'm still trying to let this process in my head that he's gone.. even if he wasn't the best dad to me it's crazy" She responded back.

Seeing her eyes get watery I leaned over hugging her tightly, no matter what she was my sister and definitely meant the most to me I wouldn't be who I was if it wasn't for her....

"Don't cry... you gone make me cry and I don't want to!" I spoke wiping her eyes.

**

"Look at the baby" I spoke looking at mya's son, he was so handsome and looked just like his ugly ass daddy. "Fat ass baby" Spider spoke.

"Bitch stop fucking with my son!" Mya yelled chucking a shoe at him.

"Damn that's finna be y'all in four more months... are y'all ready?" Black questioned . "Mhm" dula nodded.

I wouldn't say I was ready but I had to get ready, still had to find me an apartment still had to get a new job all while maintaining school these excuses were getting old thought it's been passed due for me to start making moves.

"You coming back with me?" Angel questioned sitting beside me. "Yes" I nodded.

"You started getting anything for the baby yet?"

"No... but dula has" I answered honestly making her sigh. "That's dula's stuff for the baby you need to buy your baby some things for our house" She spoke.

"I know I will soon".

I definitely had been slacking badly when it came to my daughter but I haven't had no energy to do anything, no energy to work no energy to do nothing at all.

All I do is go to the doctors and sleep if I wasn't somewhere with dula. "Come we need to go to my

Mama house" Dula spoke making me stand up.

"I'll come to yo house later... congratulations Mya bye everybody!" I smiled with a wave making them

Speak back.

As I walked out I felt someone staring at me making me look back to see angel making me scrunch my face before stopping, she stood up standing infront of me before damn near dragging me to the restroom.

"The fuck" I spoke .

She looked at me again before gripping my face looking at me closely. "Fuck happened to you?" She questioned .

"Nothing" I shrugged pushing her hands away making her take a deep breath. "Who the fuck put their hands on you?" She asked.

"I fell" I responded. "Dula did it?"

"Noooo! Byeee!".

**

"I'm scared dula" I spoke as we stood infront of his house. "Don't be she cool" he responded opening the door.

This was my first time meeting his mother other times he'd try to take me to meet her I'd get scared and say no...

"Mama!" He called out walking inside, his house was nice I been here before but only when she was gone since I was scared....

Big nice house it was only them two living her though.

"What boy!" She yelled from the kitchen. "This Italy" he nodded as we entered the kitchen, looking at her she was beautiful .

"Not the girl that's been beating on my sonnnn" She drug out making me laugh a little. "Hi" I spoke.

"Nice to meet you baby my names Beverly but you can call me whatever.. you're very pretty" she complimented. "You are too!" I smiled.

She got to be acting because she be cussing him out so bad on FaceTime...

"Sit down talk to me" She nodded making me do just that as dula warmed up him something to eat . "How

Old are you?".

"17" I smiled.

"Any names for the baby yet?" She questioned making me shake my head no. "Not just yet... I'm thinking Chloe" I shrugged .

"That's cute.... Do you work or anything?"

"Not yet I've been having to be on bed rest since my pregnancy is high risk" I responded making her

Nod.

"I been wanting to talk to you because I wanted to build her a nursery but I wanted you to pick the theme... we have a lot of things for her have you started shopping yet?" She questioned.

Okay curious,,..

"Not just yet... dula has been shopping I was planning on going this weekend" I replied.

"Oh okay that's good.."